SAPE2 NAK BACE, bace kay. haha. ni time SS nye exam(:



I BENCI ORANG YANG "DOUBLE-FACED". kalau kite tau prangai awak macham gini. kite bunoh awak siang2! awak penipu seh. awak da tak balek ngan kite lagy~. jumpe boyfriend awak, awak kate nak balek. awak jahat eh, tipu kite~. kite sedeh tauuuuuuuuu. naseb baek ade babygirl&bestgirl to temankan ai. kite macam nak tumbok awak lagy la, macam tady yg kite buat kat skola. kite tak suke prangai awak. kite kwanbaek awak, beh awak lagy bolehhh bobal pasal kite kat blakan kite. awak kurang ajar eh. nanty kalau kite ade chance, kite sepak muke awak, macam mane kite kene sepak mase sec one. kite maseh simpan dendam tau. so, awak jage jage yer. kite and bestgirl kite simpan revenge tau. bile bile kite nak blow up, kite make sure awak kene terok terok kay. i kasi you penampar kat pipi, left right. heh, nanty awak ingat kite forever. besttttttttttt? haha. siap ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. kurangaja peh pompan sundls.

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[muke mcm pantat eh. maseh sec two la siul. :P, my hair so masai nak mampus. shall rebond it]

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"kalau kite tau awak punye prangai mcm ginik, kite taknak friend awak"


[heh, puji diri sendiri.] kkay, dah diam, hehhhhhh. today was great. had p.e. , it was the most fun one la. mr lian asked us to play soccer, so, we split ourself to 6-5. then our team, run2 around the freaking field, screaming, yeling all. hahas. damn fun sia. okay, finally, our team won. cos the other team abit pancittttttttttt. haha, i halfway, no energy alrdy. nyeeeeeeeeek. naseb after that recesss. aft recess got eng,cd,hist,ss, beh homeeeeeeeeeeeee. actually i wanted to get ice cream before going home, thennnnnnnnnnnnn this athilah la. want take some bus 22 home, then i kena balek alone sia. aku da geram, i put on my earpiece on both sides&ignored her. she was like saying "sorry." and i was like"uh, takpe.[with my tak kuase voice]". wth laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. destroy my after school go eat ice cream plan~. its beeen a long time since i got one :( . nehmindddddddddddddddddddd.
anyway, just on tagged. and guess whuat, that jantan tak gune added me back on tagged. da tak paham2 ke aku da delete kau. nak reject, beh ter-accept. maaaaaaaaaaak. tak suke siul aku. you know what, i suddenly have this feeeling of "hate&vengeance" on him. because he fvcking broke my heart worser than anyone could. lepas kau da sayang2 ngn aku, kau tglkan aku. all the fvcking highhopes. beh kt tagged post bole ade"for dream girl" lagy. haha, ape motive kau? go and die, okay? bnyk kau punye nak single sampai NS habes. KAAAAA-PUIIIIIIII. ckp psl kau pon otak aku beku sia. hahaha. malas nak layan org cm kau. nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet~
finished talking with feeeqastro on phone, and chatting with kiddyskate. hehhhh, nyeeeeeeeeeet. anyway, im thinking whether to stop at sec four or continue sec five. im planning to take higher nitec in Paramedic&EmergencyCare. or Nursing in Nitec. i dont knowwwwwwwwww pulak D: . both courses is the one i aim for. nyeeeeeeeeet, shall start turning my brains on on bio&chem lessons. must pass "N" level. hehhhhhhhhhhhhh, okayyyyyyyy la. da penat uh. be back with more updates. BYEBYE, XOXO. MUACKS :P

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DAPPY(N-Dubz), SUKE SKALY. okkayyyyyy, he's my boyfriend. so, stay away people. hehhh *chey*, feeeling feeeling sia. heeeeeeeh, i sukeeeeeeee. nyekkkkkk. anyway, its almost 3 weeeks since the worst thang that happened to me, the breakup. honestly, tetap sedeh ah. tapy, life has to go on, y'knw. love means letting go, right, so, if he's meant for me, he'll come back. like the story of my stepmom&my dad. 15years being seperated, and now, they're back together. how i wish my love stry wud be like that. so everlasting. anyway, whole heartedly, im wiling to let him go. its hard, and im trying real hard. gathering all my strength. i realise, he's not worth my tears. maybe, im better off being alone. i admit, i still miss those times, when we're still together. but, i promise myself to not loook back and breakdown anymore. i want to be the girl who'd move on, without any regrets. andddddddd, i'll be away. since CT is next wed-friday. shall be on hiatus yeaaaaaaa. heh, takecare homiesssssss. XOXO, (L)

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im feeeling so down. something isnt right. i just dont feeel like myself today. i dont know why. so wierd.


AKU BENCI ORG MCM KAU. HYPOCRITE. ASL SIA KAU KENE BOHONG NGN AKU? APE YG KAU DPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT? KAU BETOL PYNE PEMBUSTED AH. ape sia aku buat to get all this non-stop saket haty. kau seriously ah, broke my heart. :'( , mcm nak nanges ah. the person you TRUSTED just broke your trust. tak tau ape nak ckap ah. aku tau dye benci aku, tapy kau takya naaaaaaaaaak UPHOLD dye. abehhhhhhhhh bohong aku. i knew it afterall. such a LIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR~. call me childish. but i dont like it when im being tipu-ed. I HATE YOU FOR DOING THIS TO ME. AH, SHUTUP.


maybe i moved on without you. picking up the pieces of my broken heart. i know i can re-gain my strength and forget you. forget everything about you. even forget we existed. they're a lot of memories. but, im gonna do it. today marks 2 weeeks since we broke up. i admit, i miss you. yeah yeah whatever. i'm starting to deal with it. yeah, "takde jantan bole hdop"- taken from some blog. yeah, true. i just need friends this point of time. heh, which i already have. i tried my best to stay strong. indeed i am. (insertname) calls me strong girl. haha, kembang beribu-ribu. haha. and, hello, im a sec threee eh. how dare you peeepos say i look like a primary school kiddo. nak return jacket dye ke tak eh? (maseh pike2), i alrdy have one. i dont need his. skrng tgok jacket dye mcm da takde bende ah. HUH? taek. haha, kk, dah diam. school was awesome. ask the back people what i did. haha. i step tarok bende kat blkng lala, beh member rabe2 satu badan sia. da macam molest diri sendiri. NYET. hahahahaha. kkay, dah diam. tu yg dangerous ddok sebla aku time school. haha, kurangajarnye i. nyet. haha. overall awesome uh, thanks to my bestpeople. nyeahaha. kkay, nak chiao. paipai~

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SUKE SKALY ((:

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XOXO, LOVES,
DEEAAAA((:

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okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, im feeeling abit better from yesterday. haha, so, yes, i did go to schoool. JUST to watch my friend's dancing. soooooooooooo, the rest of the day was frigging boring. asssssssssssssssss. did nothing except for fighting over moviessssssssssss and hall programme. laen kaly aku nak ddok dpaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan skaly. org kat blkng sume biseng2 sia. grrrrrrrrrrrr~. GERAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMS. after sch, went to t1, uniclo, I SO WANT TO GET THAT JACKET. ITS SO CATCHING MY EYES~ GRRRRRRRRRRRR. anyway, was STALKED by some people. haha. irritating sia, went home straight after thattttttttttttttt since dad says that he wanted to bring us go buy our kebaya's. muahahaha. today is a boring day. wish i wasnt in schoool, but tooo badddddddddddddddd. yeah, today's post is pathetic. and my backbones are fvcking aching. GRRRRRRRRR. anyway, shall stop hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. XOXO, DC.

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maybe love wasnt just meant for me. gosh. i feeel so sad sia. like, i was bloghopping, and i read this guy's blog la. damn sweet sia, he post about the girl. sheeeeeshhhhh~. kalau la ade boyf mcm gytu *melts*, haha. anywayyyyyyyy, i miss having a boyf[k, da start mepek]. but, i seriouussslyyy missed having one. someone you know, who will always be there for you no matter what, somebody to hug&kiss, somebody you could rely on when you're down, somebody to complain about yr day, cut short~, somebody who'll be there for you. huakhuak. i missed having a boyf. i really did. okay, its just one weeek since he left me, 6 days to be exact. still feeling soooo lost&insecure. i always rely on him, but now, i have to move on and be independent. he's happy cos he found hys replacement, while i'm still frigging sad. okay, i admit, i was down just now, not beacause of that somebody, its just because i miss A. and aly says "its not wrong to miss somebody" , yeah, the feeeling just came. dont know why. i feeeel like crying. now i feeel so alone y'knw. i HATE this feeeling. boring seh hdop mcm gyny. :'( . and
typing all this made me cry real hard. like my tears are like droooling non stop since i first listed everything about you. i wanted to forget you, but its real hard. everywhere i go, there's always a memory with you. my heart hurts so bad. i swear i rallly hope for you to come back. but, now, there's no way. i try to be the strong girl that i wanted to be. but, thats not me. i know myself so well, no matter how hard i try to forget him, the memory just came back. :'( , *crycrycry*. i just hate myself for not succeding in forgetting you. im such a useless girl y'knw. :'( . XOXO,

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"i wonder whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~."
that idiot forget me alrdyyyyyyyyyyyyy. mane nak mxg aku kan~. grrrrrrr. saba je la.
shalll do my overdue homeworks~. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, byebye. besok PE, yesssaaaahhhhh~ ((:

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YEAH, MAYBE? ~ . texting my twinneh. IM SO FRIGGING BORED.

TELL ME WHUAT TO DO NXT

i feeel really good after being coucelled by my two councillors. hahaha. my gosh, i wanna thanks kamaltwinneh&lalamother for making me laugh,smile&be strong. korg gerek. sumpaaaaaaaaaa. hahahahaha.
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my gosh, dorg kelaka laaaaaaaa. thanks for making me laugh. MAK AND BAPAK. HAHAHA :D
im the anak. i feeeeeel so young baby! hahahaha. i've succesfully deleted ALL memories i can find of him. on phone, comp, burned our picture, keep the teddy&sweater away. i hate you laaaa. got it. from now onwards. takde org yg bername akyf exist in my brains. and please dont remind me of him. i dont wish to rmb anything[waaaaaaaaa,semangat sia!] shall end here. blank-ed. i dont wish to have anymrreee boyf's. till here. xoxo.

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deleted all posts, i wanna start a new. a freaking fresh start without boys.
i've had enough okay. patched back with him. but he freaking dont treat me as a girlfr.
so, told him what i felt. to my surprise, he asked me for break the second time.
and yes, it hurts me so bad. freaking bad okay. i dont want him to think that i dont have pride
and so on. i have my own pride. and im gonna lift it up. you hurt me too much. and i think letting go of me is the right choice. i'll try to move on without you! i really think that patching up with you yesterday was a stupid thang to do. WHY? cos you continue to make me cry when i wanted to see myself being happy.
i wonder how much you get paid for hurting me. you told me your leaving me for NS&my studies. then why are you with me in the first place. god gave you brains to think. think babe.
put yourself in my shoes. going thru all this heartache and pain. what do you feeel? c'mon tell me. do you like going thru all this? babe, youre PATHETIC. you treat me like a doll, y'knw. i hate to say this but, you come to me when you want, when you dont feel like, you throw me. i've had enough of crying okay. its time to move on& be strong. its gonna be hard but, IM GONNA TRY (:
xoxo, dc-lovelove.

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