Thursday, February 4, 2010
- Thursday, February 04, 2010
deleted all posts, i wanna start a new. a freaking fresh start without boys.i've had enough okay. patched back with him. but he freaking dont treat me as a girlfr.
so, told him what i felt. to my surprise, he asked me for break the second time.
and yes, it hurts me so bad. freaking bad okay. i dont want him to think that i dont have pride
and so on. i have my own pride. and im gonna lift it up. you hurt me too much. and i think letting go of me is the right choice. i'll try to move on without you! i really think that patching up with you yesterday was a stupid thang to do. WHY? cos you continue to make me cry when i wanted to see myself being happy.
i wonder how much you get paid for hurting me. you told me your leaving me for NS&my studies. then why are you with me in the first place. god gave you brains to think. think babe.
put yourself in my shoes. going thru all this heartache and pain. what do you feeel? c'mon tell me. do you like going thru all this? babe, youre PATHETIC. you treat me like a doll, y'knw. i hate to say this but, you come to me when you want, when you dont feel like, you throw me. i've had enough of crying okay. its time to move on& be strong. its gonna be hard but, IM GONNA TRY (:
xoxo, dc-lovelove.
didnt went to school, not cos of this, its cos im not feeling well& i need space, time to be alone.
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