hi hi hi~. that greeeen retard is meeeeeeeee. hhahaha. can easily recognise, cos of the curly hair and one little miss stuck there. muahahaha. kk, as you seee, im running away. hahaha. or maybe walking. :D. hmmm, thats what im try'na do nowwwwwww. runn awayyyyyy from him. cos my friends say, i should leave him behind and stop wating all of my time. hahahaha. hmmm, he's moved on. maybe i should toooooo. y'knw y'knw. hahaha! alahai sayang~. i meaaaaaaaaaan, i cant really stop there are cry my lungs out but there's basically NO effect. he's not gonna come back for sure. he's already into that girl! ugh. benci nyeeeeeeeeeeeeee. and maybe, its time I REALLLY move on, as in REALLLY REALLY REALLY move on and forget about him. i feeel like having a relationship y'knw. but, now's not the perfect time. haha, i haveta wait till im reallly ready, then i shall have one. for now, AKU TAK PERCAYA CINTA. hahaha.
; PSSST, SCHOOOL WAS AWESOME TODAY. why? BASICALLLY MY BABYGIRLS MADE IT AWESOME. we sang, danced, make songs, spend time, go dentist together. everything together. i missss those times. ahahahah. iloveyouguysx. XOXO, hahaha. IM GOING SHOPPING SPREEEE SOOON(I GUESS) shalll ask dadddy! hahaha. k, BYE :D

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; PSSSSST, IGT TAK GAMBAR NI? NIEY GAMBAR KTE AMEK BLE ONE MONTH ANNI :'( , SKARANG SUME TGL KENANGAN~.


for a start, had stomach disorder yesterday night. why? cos i didnt eat breakfast, had fruits for lunch, and didnt eat again, all the way to 8pm. had meee goreng and started to peee-d. went to docter at around 1am at night, can`t sleeeep at alll, was down with terrible dirrea. didnt came school cos was down on MC and th worst part, idk where th F^CK th MC go. so, i'll be back in action tmr. ahhh, schoool. boring machiam biaserrrrrh~.
ooooohhhhhhh, lemmme share w/youuuu whut happpen yesterday. so, i was talking to soffffy, telling her how much i misssss A&alll. abey, how heartbroken i was when i sawwwwww his damn f^cking FB. she told me to mxg him, say, 'imissyou' for a start. so, i did. i gave up when he didnt reply after waiting for like 2-3hours. abey, suddenly phone vibratedddddddddddd, he mxg laaaaaaa. i told him, everything. whatever i felt. (thanks to sofffy, she told me what to say. kalau tak mampussssssss), soooooo, after 2 mxg's. he didnt reply. gawdddddddddd~. i guesssssssssssssss he`s busy with things. i try to think POSTIIVE. so, yeah. still in processs.

i had lots of fun tday at home. guesss what i did? i slept soundly after eating medicine. woke up at 7 to mxg bestfr, tell her i not gg sch. after that, sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep until 12. take medicine, thennnn, sleeeeeeeeep again till 7+. waaaaaaaaaa, aku asek tdo je. heh, burn fats. ;DDDDD. okay la, takde mooood nak post alrdy.

BYE :D

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this song explains it all, kay.
hahahahahaha, i lovelovelovelovelove that song. ooooh-lala~.
kkay. im currently wanting to go to changi.
why? COS I WANT TO SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT.
KK, tapy takde chance uhc.
Why? Cos i havent kemas my rooom finish~
Tmr's gonnna be dead boring.
5 periods of DNT, 5 periods of Maths, 2 periods of eng, 2 periods of bio.
Sch ends at 3.45, IM DEAD~.
; ade kale ku rindu kehadiranmu, oh sayangku! (that song~, igt tak?)
k, bye~. hahahas.

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my tears are running like tap water. tried to keeep myself strong. but i cant. i hardly talk during recesss. or even i classss. its cos im controlling. i feeel like running away from this world. i would wish to disappear. everything that i hoped for, GONE. all GONE. i just missed the feeeling of being appreciated& being loved, being pampered. all those. who'll understand? tipu ah kalau i say i dont misss the old times. time hujan2, beh you belikan i icecream, beh icecream i jatoh, beh you belikan baru nye. padehal you tgh pokai~. haiyaaaaa, hary2 kite jumpe, beh ble you anta i balek, you make sure i da naek smpi atas&pekek name you dary tingkap, beh you balek/gy keje~. i ingat time hujan, you pinjamkan i jacket you. padehl you tgh demam, and you need it more than i do. heh, igt tk. kte slalu jalan from tamp to simei, beh ddok kt block at umah nyai, beh nyanyi2, tunggu ujan stop~. and thennnnnnnnnnnn, you'lll hug me tight, and i'll tug in to your arms. those are old times. :( , you moved on, maybe i should.

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"it hurts so much when you have-ta make it sound tht wae. "


ugh, hi morning/afternoon, whatever, i dont seeem to care.

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back on track baby. hahas. HELLOOOOOO SG~. im sorry i left you dead, dear bloggy. i shalll update nowwwwwwwww. hahas. there's alot to say but im plain lazy to type. seeeeee, dumbdumblazynessss. so, i shalll say the things i wish to say. hahas. i must say, i won the best holidays of my life, parachuting, boat riding, eagle feeeding, visiting historic places. woaww maynnnn, its like so awesome. we explored the whole of langkawi in like 3 whole days. and, im back in contact with my deardearizzzat. haha. mygod, its beeeen like 2years since we last contacted. haha. old times, old times. im soooooooo super tired. woke up at around 6plus, with my super masai-ed face. go and get bathed yada-yada-yada, checked out of the hotel at 7am. fuhhhh, sleeeepy tuuuuuu~. then reach LGKAirport at 7.30 , returned the rented car and then checked in, collect our ticketsssssssss and we're ready to fly. hahas. behhhhhhhh, aku punye bodoh, gi bwak chewing gum dlm bag. naseb baek tak kene apape. satu botol plak tuu~. so, reached SG around 10.30. izzat dahhhhh leave daaaaa, pcl hys flight departing at arnd 10.30! ughleysh!. heh, so sodeh la. tak dpat jumpe! cabbbed back home and here i ammmmmmmm~ safely at home. hahas. i missss my babygirls&banana :DDDDDD. hahahas. wonder how they're doing there. hahahas. i got each of you souveniors[or however you spelll it, i dont give a damn fuck] hahahahahas. :D , so, thats alll folks. stay tuned for more updatessssssssss. hahas. anyway, waiting for sunday to come fasterrrrrrrrrr! R I N D U ~ . muahahahahahas ^^ . next weeeek da start elective module. byebye study, helllllooooooooooooooooooo TOURISM~. hahahas. anyway, i shalll stick to my study plan~. must get bettter results for midyear :D. okaaaaaaaaaays, i wannnna watch tveeee. tata people. lovesssssssssssss, ; dea *withbighearts*

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wassssssuuuppppppppp. im currently using the comp since daddy and th rest are rewang-ing downstairs. ugh, today was super'b tiring but awesome. me&nana was like superglue, sticking with each other all around. nyeahahaha. and then saw some purple things. hahas. okay, shhhht, diam. anyway, i'll do a short post cos im so LAZY. bleahs. and i dont want the whole world to know my secret. so, i shall post it in my another blog.
pssssssssst, he contacteed me back. im so happpy :D
I NAK DIYER BOLEYYYY ? - MIMPI ~ . HAHAHAHAHAHA , K , BYE :p

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[pssst .. i found this picture in my computer. *cries* tgok sape kat sebla i ...]
i shall do a quick update ~ .










OKAY , BYEBYE .


I-N-V-I-S-I-B-L-E to YOUR eyes ? I HATE THE FEEELING, trust me.
i somehow still miss you, although were not contating/were no longer together. i dont know whats wrong wimme:"(.


a complete picture without anybody missing. I SUKEEEEEEEEEEE ~ . hahas .
; buttocks,bestgirl,bestfriend,ellyboo,molly,soffy,me,atikah,sufian
get this , they're the best of the best. and nobody can replace them kkay. haha.
kk , byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :P

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tommorrow is babygirl's birthdayyyyyy sia. then my tooopittt dad annoyed me by saying that i cant go out cos i had to go help them clean the house ~. IM SO FVCKED UP LA. WTH. bkan slalu sia aku bole merayap , pas skola pon kenek balek. beh ape, hdop aku mcm kenek jail-ed. I HATE MY LIFE LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ~ AND MY DAD, siket pun tak paham perasaaan aku. :@ , tak suke ah mcm gini. confirm kwan2 sume marah siaaaaaaaaaa. :'( , nak nanges ahhhhh~ . i tried my best to come home early seh these few days, i also showing good attitude. i usually come home late y'knw, but cos i LISTEN to my dad, i come home RIGHT after school. IRRITATING SEH ~ !!! :@ . BYE AH BYE . takde mooood :"(

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this song is stuck in my head for the past few days~. god, save me~

UGH~. IM SO TIRED. BUT HAPPY. heeeeeeehhhh, got myself new bracelets and something to wear on babygirl's bithday. hehhhhhhhhhh, im finding myself being happy with my single life. i seeem to enjoy part of it. shalll stop having boyfriends for now, or maybe till some kind guy proves to me what is it like to love. hahahs. im thinking tooo much. dah, diaaaaaaaaaam. i passed my english. but flung my maths, bio, socialstudies. NAK NANGES SEH. da la today me& A's third month yg tak menjady. i hate himmmmmmmmmmm~. such a hypocriteeeeeeeeee. till now i dont know the exact reason why he asked me for break. was it cos i didnt do a perfect job as hys girlfriend? gahgahgah*gasping* , behy kwan dye satu pnye toyol, dary last month nak tolong aku carykkan answer dye, sampai skarang pon takde habok~. merepek sia satu2. anywayyyyyyyyy, lapar ni~. boleh lupe plak nak belyyyyyyyyy cookies, takpe la. tgh waiting for nenek to finish cooking. hahaaaaaaaaaaasssssssss. nyett. kk, dah. byebyeeeeeeeeeeeee~.

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"Poison never hurt so good"

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