Thursday, March 25, 2010
- Thursday, March 25, 2010
my tears are running like tap water. tried to keeep myself strong. but i cant. i hardly talk during recesss. or even i classss. its cos im controlling. i feeel like running away from this world. i would wish to disappear. everything that i hoped for, GONE. all GONE. i just missed the feeeling of being appreciated& being loved, being pampered. all those. who'll understand? tipu ah kalau i say i dont misss the old times. time hujan2, beh you belikan i icecream, beh icecream i jatoh, beh you belikan baru nye. padehal you tgh pokai~. haiyaaaaa, hary2 kite jumpe, beh ble you anta i balek, you make sure i da naek smpi atas&pekek name you dary tingkap, beh you balek/gy keje~. i ingat time hujan, you pinjamkan i jacket you. padehl you tgh demam, and you need it more than i do. heh, igt tk. kte slalu jalan from tamp to simei, beh ddok kt block at umah nyai, beh nyanyi2, tunggu ujan stop~. and thennnnnnnnnnnn, you'lll hug me tight, and i'll tug in to your arms. those are old times. :( , you moved on, maybe i should.; althought therre are tons of times i told myself to stay strong, i know i cant :(
XOXO, DEEAAA~
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