Sunday, March 21, 2010
- Sunday, March 21, 2010
ugh, hi morning/afternoon, whatever, i dont seeem to care. heh. im so so super duper ultra-SAD. wwwhyyyyyy? cos my prepaid low :(
thanks to this stupid iritating mofo who keeeps on texting me un-repeatedly.
its damn iritating okay~. i shalll killl you soooon~. mofo-m0fo-mofo.
and ma' dad dont wannna spare me 2bucks to do a simple topup~
nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek. and im BROKE~. got 10bucks in my bluebottlebankkk
[but, i dont wannna use it fr ppd~]
so, i shallll be very sad in case he messages and i cant reply.
ugh, ugh, ugh~. tmr got elective module. and, there's this particular iritaing busted in my course.
so, happpy sucking day tmr~[lame~sighsigh. i wanntttt to killl myself]
but, lucky got syasya in my couse, so im stuck with her for this whole weeeek
since my babygirls are all taking diff courses~
so, yeahhhh. awesome weeekday, yeahyeah, whatever=.=
i seeeem to not have the moood today. idk why. i woke up~
ate scrambled eggs w/ potato& sausages. then, went to the kedai
get stufffs, went back home. feeeling so gloooomy~.
tried to cheeer myself up by making lame jokes at home.
but nobody even cared to laugh~
nevermindddddddddddddddd~.
gah, so, i tried difff sort of ways to cheeermyself up.
so, here i am~ on-ing the comp. fb-ing&bloghopping.
will be going out later, to nana(l)'s house. hehhhhhhh,
yeay, nanty jmpe nana,nabilah&jannah. adorable kiddos. hahahs :D.
conclusion of the end of one month plus :
i decided, i made the right choice, moving on, instead of waiting for HOPELESSS dreams of being with you. i can proudly say, i moved on whithout you. hahas. i even erased the thoughts of us. or even the thought of he ever existed. i rpelaced it with sweeetest memories with babygirls&family. hahas. im glad i made that deal with babygirl. at least i benefit myself, i can stilll live w/o him and concentrate more without him. hahas, result : i passed un-expected subjects [e.g. d&t, malay]. hahahas, and spend more time studying, ratehr than hanging out w/him. and credit does have to go to my dearest little sister who was always there for me, thick&thin. alway there if i neeeded to share anything. haha, you may be iritating. but, i'll always love you. haha, winkwink. lastlong with whichever guy you stead-ing with. hahas. and not to forget my babygirl,bestgirl,bestfriend&elly. who was alwys there with me. always cheering me up during my crisis. hahas. :D. thanks for alll the support,hugs,everything. iloveyouguys~.
PSSSST, I MISSS MY BABYG'S :DD
XOXO, DEEAAA~
psssst, today my deardear balek frm indo, :D. 8 more hours to go baby~.
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