Friday, April 16, 2010
- Friday, April 16, 2010
my blog looks like a complete asshole. i know. but who cares, its my blog anyway. hahas. hmm, today sucks. why? cos im down with fever and i dont have the usual havoc mood in class. and im upset about other stuffs tooo. i tried cheering myself up. [jumping, etc] but it didnt work. hate it hate it hate it! so, after school went to macd, get my 70cents ice creaam, top-ed up my prepaid. $2 je. im broke kay broke. abeyyyy pastu went home with aly. on the way, aku nmpk zai. die dressss up machiam old man sia. HAHAXD. instead of going there for a hug. i went the longer way. so i could avoid him/ he couldnt seee me. HAHAHXD. jahatnye anak bapak ni! so, who cares. anyway, he messaged me. here it goes.zai: lol, was that you?me: huh? what? wheere?zai: at interchange. were you with alysha?me: no i was with shaveta. HAHAXD. (padehal we jalan together sia. its only that aku jalan depan sket. hahahahahahaha. bodoh)zai: oh, okay then. seeeyou soon.me: (dalam haty, sape nak jumpe kau sibot~ HAHAHXD)yeah, so, thats it. anyway, im fighting with boyfriend. i dont like it kay. i seriously dont. i dont even know whetther i shud call you that. you seee, you DONT really have time for me. i belong to your if-i-got-time-then-i-message-you category. y'knw. i dont like that feeeling. who in the world loves to be treated like that. i asked you for break. why didnt you let me go? you told me you love me, you wnna lastlong. but now? you dont really show me you love me. i feeel like a girl who's feelings are being played around. by YOU. this is why i had second thoughts of accepting your patch in the first place. but then i just ignored my feeelings and give you a second chance. i regret y'knw. if only i didnt accept your patch in the first place and stayed single, i may lead a happy life. but now with you. you're always making me sad, without fail. tak pernah aku senyom pasal kau. tak pernah, after we patched, i really regret making that choice. haish. i dont know whats gonna happen next. god, please gimme the strength to go thru all this. amin.
okay la, i shall stop here. dead tired. i wanna sleeeeeeeeeeep. XOXO. Labels: IHATEBEINGINTHISPOSTITON
