Friday, April 30, 2010
- Friday, April 30, 2010
'what happens if one day you wake up and i`m not next to you?'
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhh, exams.
i`m home. yeay`yeay! tadi had eng. sumpah susah gile.
but i like the compo. heh, aleh2 semangat seh, tules 500+ words. abei after recess, ade
paper 2. aleh2 ngantok. tpy kuatkan diri jgak! hahahaha. buat je. after that, this stupid teacher ask to bring everything back or he'll throw it. so im so lucky i brought 3/4 of the books home :D.
i only kene bring 3-4 books home. hahaha! yg laen kene pikul 7-8 books. sedeh ehhh. hahaha.
tapy aly champ ah tday. multi task eh, one hand hold the books, another hold phone, abey tak tau mcmne nak kuakan duet, naek bus. hahahaha. anyway, i should have bring my bag tday. went to inter after 30mins waiting for soffy. sorry babe, bkan kite tknk tunggu, aku nye bpak suro balek at 2. abei, takot takde time nak makan/print gmbr aly. so, kite jlan dlu. member binget sia bile on phone ngn aku. muahahahahahaha. sorrrry kite jln dlu(: , ohyeah, i met ain tadi! hahaha, rindu nye ngn die! :D. hmmmm, after that, went home. penat tau penat. haha.
but i like the compo. heh, aleh2 semangat seh, tules 500+ words. abei after recess, ade
paper 2. aleh2 ngantok. tpy kuatkan diri jgak! hahahaha. buat je. after that, this stupid teacher ask to bring everything back or he'll throw it. so im so lucky i brought 3/4 of the books home :D.
i only kene bring 3-4 books home. hahaha! yg laen kene pikul 7-8 books. sedeh ehhh. hahaha.
tapy aly champ ah tday. multi task eh, one hand hold the books, another hold phone, abey tak tau mcmne nak kuakan duet, naek bus. hahahaha. anyway, i should have bring my bag tday. went to inter after 30mins waiting for soffy. sorry babe, bkan kite tknk tunggu, aku nye bpak suro balek at 2. abei, takot takde time nak makan/print gmbr aly. so, kite jlan dlu. member binget sia bile on phone ngn aku. muahahahahahaha. sorrrry kite jln dlu(: , ohyeah, i met ain tadi! hahaha, rindu nye ngn die! :D. hmmmm, after that, went home. penat tau penat. haha.
babylove.
baby messaged me 4messages je tday): , i think he busy or something)): , last message, 2.32pm. now, 3.24pm. i wonder why he tak message): , i dont want to assume anything. so i`ll just shush. i`m trying to ignore what im feeeling.
tak pena bi tak text sampai gini. )':
what should i feeeel now? should i feeeeeeeeeeel hurt/sad/depressed?
what should i think? is he busy/ignoring me/sleeping?
)': , alll that i know is bleeed. (tk emo).
I DONT KNOW OKAY.
tak pena bi tak text sampai gini. )':
what should i feeeel now? should i feeeeeeeeeeel hurt/sad/depressed?
what should i think? is he busy/ignoring me/sleeping?
)': , alll that i know is bleeed. (tk emo).
I DONT KNOW OKAY.
but he must know i love him to the fullest. ~
self-feeeeeeels.
[ dont read~]; my head hurts more and more each day. my heart rants and rawrs. my legs are irritating! i keeeep on feeeeling that im fat[which i am!]. self-obsessed!
sometimes, i try not to think of the things that suddenly comes to my mind. i trust you. really. im keeeping everything i feeeel. why? simply cos i dont like fighting. i seriously dnt like fighting. and whenever i cry, i feeel that im a completely useless brat. i try to sound happy, just so you wont notice how i really feeel. thats how deeeeeeep my love is for you. i sometimes do wonder, what are you doing? dah makan belum. i nak message you. tapy i takot i kacau you. as im typing. im trying to tahan my tears from flowing down. yesterday, when i fell asleeeeep in class, i dreamt of you. i was crying. but i wipe it away, so nobody can hardly seeeee. (: . but bestfriend caught me with red eyes. she was like ' kau kenape maate merah?' i was like, 'huh, baru bngn la!' laughed and she believed. (: , i quickly asked teacher to excuse me to the toilet and cry my lungs out. abei, masok classs step mcm takde pape. lucky nobody ask(: . i'd the sweetest dream ever. i dreamt you was hugging me. aluhai, nak nanges. )': . you said i love you, siap ngn kneel down lagi. sedeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh! now dah 4pm. die tk message2. )': , busy sgat smpi tk terigt nak message me i think(: , takpeluh. i`ll wait. i hope he's doing fine :D. cume tuhan je tau mcmne dea feeeel right now. )':
' give me the strength to pull through, cause it seeems like so much is going on'
sometimes, i try not to think of the things that suddenly comes to my mind. i trust you. really. im keeeping everything i feeeel. why? simply cos i dont like fighting. i seriously dnt like fighting. and whenever i cry, i feeel that im a completely useless brat. i try to sound happy, just so you wont notice how i really feeel. thats how deeeeeeep my love is for you. i sometimes do wonder, what are you doing? dah makan belum. i nak message you. tapy i takot i kacau you. as im typing. im trying to tahan my tears from flowing down. yesterday, when i fell asleeeeep in class, i dreamt of you. i was crying. but i wipe it away, so nobody can hardly seeeee. (: . but bestfriend caught me with red eyes. she was like ' kau kenape maate merah?' i was like, 'huh, baru bngn la!' laughed and she believed. (: , i quickly asked teacher to excuse me to the toilet and cry my lungs out. abei, masok classs step mcm takde pape. lucky nobody ask(: . i'd the sweetest dream ever. i dreamt you was hugging me. aluhai, nak nanges. )': . you said i love you, siap ngn kneel down lagi. sedeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh! now dah 4pm. die tk message2. )': , busy sgat smpi tk terigt nak message me i think(: , takpeluh. i`ll wait. i hope he's doing fine :D. cume tuhan je tau mcmne dea feeeel right now. )':
' give me the strength to pull through, cause it seeems like so much is going on'
xoxo, dea. )':
; note to self: get chocolates, to self-cheer(:
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