Monday, May 31, 2010
- Monday, May 31, 2010
i love my dadddyyyyyyyyyyyy so veh veh much ^^. HE GOT ME A DC.CO.USA SHOE :D
Ughhhhh~. Happppy you know. Kah-ching~.
Hehhhhhh, Next stop, Imma get Th-Uniqlo Jacket(IN BLUE).
Hehhhhhh, Next stop, Imma get Th-Uniqlo Jacket(IN BLUE).
And, I shall shopp for 3/4 pants baby~.
Hahaha, I feeeeel like getting a new hairstyle.
After i got the Kah-Ching~. Haha.
Okay, I shall stop here cos i`m PISSED.
TO THE GIRL:
SO, SKARANG, WHAT AM I TO YOU? YOUR HELLO BYEBYE FRIEND? I DONT WANT TO FIGHT WITH YOU BUT YOURE MAKING ME TO. OH, SO YOU DITCH YOUR FRIENDS FOR SOME STUPID KONEK? OH, SO THATS HOW IT GOES EH BITCH? SIAL. FUCK YOU OKAY. I TOT WE'RE (INSERT)FRIENDS. WE SHARE EVERYTHING TOGETHER HAPPY&SAD TIMES. I EVEN SHARE WITH YOU EVERYTHING FROM THE START I GOT TO KNOW MY EX TILL I STAED AND BROKE UP WITH HIM. WHY CANT YOU DO THE SAME. IS IT HARD TO TALK TO ME. WHY CANT I HEAR THE FUCKING TRUTH FROM YOU AND NOT ANYONE ELSE?AND, IF YOU THINK WERE YOUR FRIENDS, YOU SHOULD TELL US THE FUCKING TRUTH BITCH. KAU NAK LEPAK NGN BOYFRIEND KESAYANGAN KAU, KAU CKAP NGN KITE KAU KENE BALEK COS MAK KAU BISENG. USING YOUR MAMA AS AN EXCUSE. SMART EH. KITE NI APE? SAMPAH KAU? BILE KAU NAK, KAU AMEK. KAU TAKNAK, KAU BUANG. SIAL LA, I FORGAVE YOU FOR YOUR FUCKING MISTAKES BITCH. BUT NOW, AGAIN, YOU LIED TO ME. WE WERE SUPPOSED TO SPEND TIME TOGETHER SINCE IT WAS THE LAST WEEEK OF SCHOOL. THANKS ALOT, FRIEND. YOU REALLY BROKE MY HEART. LASTLY, I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF YOURE READING THIS. _l_, SO THIS IS WHAT YOU CALL FRIENDSHIP.
Thats all, i guess. I'll update when i have the mood.
K, Bye
Labels: IFUCKINGHATEYOU
Friday, May 28, 2010
- Friday, May 28, 2010
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey, im such a happy camper todaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. Hahaha.
To make it short, i'll summarise my post tday! Hahaha(:
First, Cos half of my wishlist is like achieved. I got a collection of blue things now. Happpy tau. Hahaha, xD. Sky Blue earpiece, Navy blue netbook, Sky blue lanyard,Sky/Dark/Electric blue hair tie, Shiny2DarkBlue/SkyBlue hairband. And many more to come. ((:To make it short, i'll summarise my post tday! Hahaha(:
Second, Dad says, were going BOWLING. Hahhahaa, yeay. Long time since i last bowled. Okay, and, to my long fingernails, get ready to de destroyed by the stupid bowling ball. Hahaha. xD.
Third, I feeeel like going shopping and changing my way of dressing up. Heh, maybe find something else to wear. Other than t-shirt and pants. I feeeel like getting a dress. Lagi2 skrang tgh ade GSS. Hahaha, so i must make good use of the opportunity! Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh((:
Fourth, I miss my girls. Bestfriend, Alysha, Soffy, Wenwen, Syasya, Audrey, Shaveta. We shall meet up soon girls. I wnnaa go shopping again. So, i shall start saving by today. A dollar per day. LOLXPXD. :D
Fifth, My prepaid low, And i cannot message him): , Dammit. Hahah, talking to him/ messaging him makes me happy. I dont know why, dont ask me kay. Everytime he texts, i'll be one psycho smiling to myself. Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh(:
Sixth, I feeel like going Henderson Waves/ Marrina Barrage. Hahaha, But, one goood thing about me is, I DONT KNOW HOW TO TRAVEL BY MY OWN! Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh:D.
Seventh, Im going malaysia tomorrow. Bye SG. Hahaha, i go for one day only bah. Dad says he wanna check out the kueh2 there. So, lets go. Hahaha, i shall shop there tooo, maybe. M'sia is alot more cheaper. So, i can get cheap cheap things there. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaay. Part one of shopping. Hahah!
Eight, Im going IKEA later. Heh, i shall go and get icecreams thereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Nine, Sister is so wierd. She's beeen stalking what i do on the net for about one hour already. Gahs, wierdo. Hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Well, i think she fought with her boyf again. If she did, this is the 938562234706 they are fighting. Hahaha.
Teeeeeeeeeeeen, Im OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. BYE :D
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Thursday, May 27, 2010
- Thursday, May 27, 2010
What makes her your every dream& fantasy.
Cos, i cant remember when it was me.
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey, im back blogging. Helll yeeeeaaaaaaaaaahhhhh! ((:
Life has beeeen short& sweeeet these few days. :D. Beeeen spending time with my girls.
But without Alysha&Shaveta. I missss them sia. ):
Hahaha. I finally realise, life has beeen great without guys. Why? Cos, i can do tons of things i want, without having to care about what they gotta say or comment. I feeeel completely on top of myself. Ooooh, and i dont need to make my friends feel lefted out whenever i wanna talk to you or whatsoever. Yeah, memang aku pentingkan kwan~. I known them all my life, we grew up together. And, i dont really know you that well. Oh boy, dont assume you know me that well until you want me to CHANGE becuase of you?! Hahah, you're just plain PATHETIC. Thats just your sweet excuses to get away from patching up. And, takya susah2 lagi. Aku tidak perlu kau~. Seriously. I dont need a pest in my life. A DISTRACTION. And guess what, im not shy to say, you're the reason i fall sick during exams and caused my results to flung. Its YOU. If i didnt care, if i didnt even bother to wait for you to message, if i didnt bother to go online and talk to you. I would have get myself enough time to study for my exams. And reflect back, have you ever wished me goodluck before exam? Have you ever asked me how was my paper? My day? Have you ever showed you care about me? Ler me give3 you the answer to all the questions i gave. NO~. NO you havent okay. Well, you can forget about your thoughts of makiing me beg for patch cos, IM NOT GOING TO. I made up my mind. I dont wanna waste my life spending it with you. You're just another pest that ever made it into my life. Now, i feeeeeel so GOOOD(Y). Finally, everything i kept inside. Alllllllllllll OUT. You can go and die. OOOOOOH, dont die first. Get your karma back, boy. Cos, YOU DESERVE IT *Claps*
And, this post is for my babygirl, Alysha.
Babe, aku dah lame tak jumpe kau. Siap kau, kalau jumpe aku kene peluk cium ah-kay? Hahaha. Lollllll. We shall meet up sooon~. But my purpose of blogging today is actually for this little girl here, which i treat as my closest sister~. Lol. What did you expect, we go thru everything together. Time aku ngn kid break. She's the one who has beeen helping me contact kid y'knw. But babe, although me & kid aren't together anymore. Aku tetap nak thank kau for kau nye sungguh2 effort for me to get back with him [cerite dulu]. Hahah. xD. Now, my babygirl is in great sadnesss. I hope god will give her the strength to carry on. The least i can do is pray for you. ): , im sorry babe. I cant be there beside you to hear you out. Apape jadi, ALYSHA TETAP STRONG! Kan kan kan, you told me, to sstay strong when i broke up with kid. You gave me strength to move on! Now, its my turn to return the favour. Lol, yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa. You yourself gone thru worser than this right. But i hope this time you DONT do anything stupid like drink/cut yourself/pills/etc. You shall never show him that you cant move on without him! You CAN do it okay! Aku kenaaaaaaaaaaaaal kau bukan semalam~. I hope you'll be happpy like ME:D. Anything, share with me kay! Kalau die takde, DEA TETAP ADE:D. Hahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~. With lovee, DEA.
Well, thats all idiots. I want to go masak nasik already~. I`M SO HAPPY. MY SUPERMAN(SORRY BITCH, I BORROW YOUR WORD) DAH TOPUP PREPAID. tapy yg spoilt, my prepaid tgh low. Gahsxcfjisdhg9wrgd8qedeWAISDH7UOEA. Hahaha, breastchickenbetul~. HAHAHA. I think i`ll end here. I`ll update if i have the time. So longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg suckas. :D.
Superman, aku tak sayang kau. Aku ryndu jeh. XP
Labels: Tell me goodbye.
Friday, May 21, 2010
- Friday, May 21, 2010
Argggggggg, yesterday ex boyf asked babygirl if i got talk about him in sch. she said a simple 'no'.
baek uh (y). Mmg aku dah tidak berbual pasal kauuu pon kaaaaaaaaan~. Hehh, i find it a waste of time. [padehal dulu every sec, i'll talk bout him like how soffy talks about JB.]. Now, dah no guys to talk about. Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaank baby. Prepaidddddd somehow saved 379 more free messages. usually i'll finish it by the end of the week. Tpy ni boleh tahan pulak. Not bad eyy dea. Muahahahaha;D. Anywaaaaaaaaaaaaays, i got a crush on this guy lah, all four of my babygirls knows. He got back with he's ex. Sedeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh much~. ): , but nevermind laaaaaaa. Got my girlfriends dah ckop okay. Today my nails lepas again~. Heh, its damn long sia. A few inches long. Longer than shav&Athilah's. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy~. Hehhhhh, xD. Lucky tak kena caught if nt must cut sia. Tu yg malas tu. Nanti da potong tak lawa): . NYEEEEEET! Heh, today slack gile sia kat school, Hardly study. Having freee period all the way. Was upset with my results. Didnt give my best shot seh~. Halermaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaksxzcs. I soooo tired sia. I sleeeeep early yesterday seh. PADEHAL IM SUPPOSED TO WATCH JB ON AMERICAN IDOL. Since soffy gave us reminders. Abei boleh tertdo plak. Hehh, dammit. Ne'er mind. Lol. I think i shud get my afternoonsleeeeep soon. I feeeel so bored without my anjing. Stupid dawg, she got ncc pulak today. Pantaaaaaaat tol, until nine sia. Leave me alone at home _l_. If jing have, i think i already telll 1285865392375 stories to her sia. Haaaaaaa, and she will confirm have story to tell me. Hehhhh~. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZT. ANYWAY, CHIAOS. I wnna do some other things. Heh heh heh. ILOOOOOVEEEEETHCOLOURBLUE,ELECTRICBLUEBABY~. :D
Labels: CHIKARO:D
Thursday, May 20, 2010
- Thursday, May 20, 2010
HI. You found meeeeeeeeeeeeeee~. Muahahahaha. Anyway, do remember to relink kaaaaaaaay. Heh heh heh~. Anywaaaaaaaaaaaaays, had a great day at school today. Laugh laugh laugh, abeiii sing sing sing. Mcm2 lagu sia nyanyi. Cekgu da ngamuk, tapi sape kesaaaaaaaaa siaaaaaaa. Nyett. Today sumpah slack giler, till malay. Need to rush my karangan. Did it in 30mins, i guess. Heh, well done dea. [chey-eh]. Lo-ol. Wrote some craps bout my dream boyf. Nyeahaha. Got 30-something over fifty. Not badddd laaa tuu. Last min work pon jalan ehh. Hehhhh, anyway, got one more karangan to do. Andddddd, I hope i`ll passss my malay with my stupid works. Amin. Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhh~. After school, went to inter to grab my icecream. Yeayyyyy~. Caalleeeddd dad, and aask him to pick me up cos i lazy go home naek bus. Actually ezlink dabes. Hehhh. Went home, go online and chat with my male-bestf. Were like talking bout our irritating adik beradiks. Hahah. Somehow i wish i could shoootttt one of them with a gun~. Baekkk eh aku ^^. I got tuition later. That spells, S-U-A-=Y. Haha, i swear i`d die if she found out my chem&maths results. But, on second thought, who cares. Im gonna work harder for CT2. So, booksssss, here i come. Anyway, i gotttta go, naaaaaak mandiiiii~ Abei siap for classss. Heh heh. But before that, Lets reply tags:D
19 May 10, 21:18
Ellyboo: She call and scold you ???? HUH ??? SERIOUS ? got nerves uh she ? OMGAWRDDDD
Dea: Its not her. Its kid. He was angry bout my post. Padehal tak refer to die.
19 May 10, 21:01
alyshaqistina-dea: babe asal ade orang call kau marah2 kau ? dgr2 cume satu z je pe dalam dunia ni . Hahaha ! Alaaah if yes , so mmg betul eh dea stating facts ? Haha ! Leek uh , dea know we babygirls noe who ^^
19 May 10, 20:53
Alyshaqistina: Sape makan cili dia akan rase pedas . ^^ Whoever thinks the post is refering to you , then its your MOTHERF*CKING problem horr ! HAHA
15 May 10, 22:47
alyshaqistina: babe , cheer up will you . and kid if your reading this : KAU TUNGGU KARMA KAU OK , I KNOW ITS COMING FOR YOU . MARK MY WORDS HORRR ! (:
Dea: Hahah, babbe, kau dgn semangat ehy~ haha. xD. Tu la, anyhow call people and scold. Padehal bukan refering to pompan die sia.
15 May 10, 16:06
SABRINA: you're pretty. I shall say hi to you the next time I see you hehs. Anyw, cheer up. You sound pretty sad. okay, see you in sch then!
Dea: Awh, thanks for the taggg. Hahaha, Yeaaaaaaaaap~. Seee you real sooon~ :)
13 May 10, 22:21
Huiwen(:: TAGGEDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVEEEEEE!
Dea: Hahaha, Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Thankssss :D
13 May 10, 18:22
syasya: dun emo emo kayys . must cheer up
Dea: Thanksssssss lovey lovey~
Okeeeeeeeeeeee, done. Hahaha, byebye. I wannnaaaa go andddddddd makan DURIANS.
Anywayyyyssszzzzxxxccccc, I da tuka blog song, sedaaaaaap taaaaak? Hahaha, if you look at the lyrics. Mampos, betol2 mcm how i feeeel now~ XD
Okaeayyyy, Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:D
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Wednesday, May 19, 2010
- Wednesday, May 19, 2010
'to love is to let go.'alohaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa peopleeeeeeeeeee~. wooohoooo. kay, tgh semangat blogging ni! hehhh, so i shall story with you what happen from the start till the end. woke up at seven cos the stupid alarm burts my ear. hehhh, lagu beast plak tuuuu~. lagi aku nak tdo. hehhh. dah bangun, off alarm beh tdo balek. abeiii, vibration pulak. tgok hp, ade call from dion. hahah, sial. angkt tros kene maki~. he say i tdo like pig. cheeeeeeeebyeeeeeeeeeeee. kk, takpeeeeeeeehhhhhh. wake up with my muke masaaaaaaaaai, terkejot nmpk dad standing at the toilet door. i screamed my lungs out. tros terbangon. haha. mandi, siap, met sex at the bustop. abei hujan sia. _l_. cibaiiiiiiii~. jalan dlam ujaaaaaaannnn smpi baju aku basah2. cibye sia. pagi2 dah sticky~. gerammmm aku! tapy tetap wangi eh. helll yeeeaaaaaaahhh! (: , bussed down to inter to meeet bacin&bomb. hahaha. dah jumpe dorg, beli air, tros masok school. all the way aku complain psl perot aku berbunyik2 biseeeeeeng. hahaha. geraaaaaaam~. lapaaarrr sia. pagi2 bute. nowadays, i like to eat alot eh. cibye. kene mantain seh~ nanti gemuk lagi. tak suke aku! hahah. had lessssons, which i find boring. doze off during malay cos wwas irritated by some people. XP. got maths, stupid old fagg overshot our time. lucky i tell him our class ended already. hahaha! loooooooooooooooools. after schoool walked to inter, met ellyboo halfway. walked with her toooooos~. XD. smpi inter, beli bubble tea, and thennnnn naek bussss to homeeeee~. went home alone cos sex&poodle wanted to do something else~. kat ruma takde food cos dad didnt coook for me): , i shall killl him afterwards. heh, nyet nyet nyet. DAD I LAPAR LA. COOK FOR DEA MAGGIE *puppydogfce*. heeeeeeeeeeeeh, anyway, i jumped for joy when (insertname) messaged me. hahaha. buang tebiat eh aku~. lolllllll.
end of love life. whye? cos im no longer contacting any guys. hehhh ^^.
boleh dikatekan, my phone prepaid is saved somehow. now got 469messages left. bnyk tu. heh, anyway[deleted this part here since i dont want to people to find fault wimme]. ex boyf called me and asked me bout the post. anyway, its not refering to your girl okay. i got nothing to do with her. i dont even know her. she's my closefriend's friend. i respect her as my close friend's friend okay. what in the world, i have letten you go babe. so, be happy with her:D.
yeah, end of love life for me. sudah la, dea da taknak boyf/date. im always being hurtttt~. and i dont like it. hahah.
oooohhhhhh, tadi khai message. i sooo happy, i messaged abang, telling him.
hehhhhhh, suke suke suke. abei ni cibye pangel aku gembeng psl aku sedeh2 psl eng results.
mintak kene cubetttttttttttttttttttt. :D.
dah la, i`m offffff~. byebye.
oooooh, anyway, kalau aku da buang, makne nye aku tknk lagi bende tu dlam hidop aku. buat menyemak je. lagi lame tgok lagi lame peneng liaaaaaoooo~. oooohhhhhhhhhh, anyway, i almost forgetttttttttttttttttttttttt, i wanted to return akyf's sweater. tapy tk aanta2 pon. god dammit. i should get it out of this house asap~.
Labels: woooooooof~
- Wednesday, May 19, 2010
i got nothing to say. maybe fuck offf and go die to you. aku da baek2 nak peace, kau nak gado.pegi mampus dgn org mcm kau. selfish. ego, PENTINGKAN DIRI SENDIRI. kk, byeeeeeeeeee.
Monday, May 17, 2010
- Monday, May 17, 2010
'to love someone means to trust them. but once they leave, all trust is gone'
hahaha/ what mereeeepeeeeeeeeeeeeeks. anwyay, greetings hoppeeerszxxxxzs.im currently at the library with who? BESTFRIEND(WITH MANY HEART SHAPES)
LOL. hahaha. we dont know where to go. so end up here. at the library. org kt sebla dh nak tdo.
kesiannnn eh. we had our stupid oral. this cekgu ask stupid questions. so i answer stupidly.
betol whuuttt. andand, bestfriend say' i also' agreeeing to the stupid answer thing. hahaha/ go die la. who cares kan. stupid old fag. lol laugh summore. after that. bussed down to inter.
had breakfast with bestfr. kite dating siul. lol bnyk2. haha. dah makan, jalan2. abei end up here. then mcm bdak bodoh sit at library stare at screeeen. but tk bodoh sgt ah. we went stalkign ppl's fb and blog. hehhhh ^^. baek punyaaaaa. *biasa bro*. hahaha. lol. bestfr marah sia. psl typo. cheeeese.bye. hahahaha. lol. anyway, gotta run now. aly suro tunggu kt small mac. i miss my other idiots. hahaha! lol. kay, bye. will update when i got a date. haha. MEEREPEK NAK MAMPOS. K. BYEEEEEEEEEEEE SEMUE~ :D
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Sunday, May 16, 2010
- Sunday, May 16, 2010
' im gonna be okay without you, '
pegi mampus ngn everything ah kay. i got no time for sedeh2. got many things to look into. muahahahahahah! and later im going to visit baby andikaaaaaaaaaaaa. i cant wait to seee he's face change. lol. jakon nak mampos eh. anywayyyysssssssssssssssssssss. if you guys heard bout him moving on. that's true la. dont blame him. bukan salah die. biar la die nak buatpe. goodluck in life babe! and i got reasons for everything i do. gonna be packed this weeeek.
monday:oral exams. dead. after that maybe going bowling with loved ones. yeaaaaaaaaaaaah. tueday: going out with babygirls. maybe going hendrson waves. yeay! muahahaha. lol. wednesday,thurs,fri: SCHOOOOOOOOOOOL BABY. im so dead cos exam papers are gonna be given out. baaaaaaaaicheeeeee.
anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. now going oujt already. hardly have time for the internet life. haha. will be super busy when sch starts. busy with GIRLfriends. lol. and maybe no more relaationships for me. just 'dating' hahhaha. lol. sooooooooooo, goodbye! :D
xoxo, withloves, deaaaaaaaaaaaaaa going solo. hahaha~
anyway, will reply tags when im freeee. right now i hardly have time. busy sangat. haha.
;aku tgok die online. aku tros offline. malas nak on msn. anything call/sms me. byeeeeeee~(l)
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
- Wednesday, May 12, 2010
i got one more paper to go baybay~. muahahaha. well, im currently texting khair and planning on what to do next. he say want play catching, i say, you dare, i punch your face. hahaha. lol, abei member binget sia. okay. shutupppsxcz. anyway, i did my preparations for dnt exam. and like alysha would say, 'aku syiok2 tdo, kau amek dnt exam. haha!' but, nevermind. lepas tu boleh spend time ngn syasya. haha, truetruetrue~. lol, kay <-[stop with the loling sia. jangkit kid.] haha, he says he still loves me. but he gott to deal with he's friend's cases. hardly have time for me. and instead of talking it out to me, breaking up was he's choice. but, i didnt blame him, i too was in the wrong. whatcanisay, humans do make mistakes right. well, im a human tooo. hahahaha. xD. i studied about FLE[flu-crum,load,effort]. 1st,2nd&3rdclass. hahaha. whatever eh~. i missed the old me. the hyper active little kid that will laugh her ass off for nothing and then ask what's so funny. hahaha, that's me. well, one more paper to go and im done for MYE. okaaaaaay, i guess i'll do other stuffs la. takecares. xoxo. you know i miss you.
just now afternoon's post.
well you heard. me&kid are officially over. *cries*
tipu ah kalau dea ckap dea tak sedeh. im overflowing with emotions now.i feeeel like crying/screaming/messaging him. but kenaaaa control ah dea!
mesti stay strong. and, dea got mixed feeeelings now. dea nak go seee perform kid at kg. melayu.
but dea taknak tron sorg2, nanti dea cry mcm budak gile pulak. dea nak ajak aunty.
tapy aunty ckap die ade something on with boyf die. friends/peers bnyk kasi dea support
bile dea almost cried tadi. thanks yer. babygirls siap nak pegi ajak dea maen bowling, tapy last min cancelled. psl alyy nak jumpe mataey die and soffy kene balek. onthway balek,
i was so saaaaad when kid messaged me. calling me sayang.
it just relates back to the past. nak nanges you know. but dea strong, i guess.
i scribbled the writing paper with kid's name. all over it. well i guess i just cant get over you.
i heard you've moved on. well, im still stuck here. if were meant for each other, you'll come back.
amin.
i've got a date with babygirls/darlings on fridaaaaay! haha. me,aly,soffy,lala,huiwen,audrey,shav,syasya and so on~. hahahas.
girls day out eh ^^. we're going for movie. yeaaaaaaaaaassssaaaaah~.
and tmr i`m gg out jalan2 with syasya after dnt paper. since she want to spend time wimme. thanks for making an effort to cheer me up love. sayang kau kay, 7years of friendship, and still counting baybay~.
khair says, 'happyness doesnt last forever'. - well i guess so. we have to have our ups and downs jugak kan! tapy sedeh la, tak dpat spend happy moments with kid. dea dont even know whether dea got make kid happy anot, well dea hope kid knows dea still sayangs kid. :D
to kiddearestexboyfriend,
hey, this is what you wanted right. a break-up. im deeepshit lying if i say it doesnt hurts me. it does hurts me so much. every second i think of you. i hope you're doing fine down there. i almost cried when you called me sayang. its like so....ugh! dea tak tau nak ckap ape. i hope we can pull it through together this time. i hope you're going to change for the better, for me[ish, dea ni. dea bkan sape2 to him lgi)': ]. i really wnna meet you someday. i want to go to the kg melayu thing. i wanna go there, give you my support, let you know i`ll still be there for you. but, i just cant. i want to go, but i cant. urgh~. if only there was a frget-everything-that-passed-by-just-be-with-you-now button in front of my eyes, i`ll happyly press it and forget everything. well, i guess i`ll stop here then. i want you to know, if you're coming back, i`ll be here with open arms. *cries*. takecare of yourself kid.dea nak study for dnt niey~. BYES. XOXO.
; DEA.
Labels: ihategoodbyes
Friday, May 7, 2010
- Friday, May 07, 2010
seeeeee that! tengok! this kasot makes me go crazy okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. how i wish my birthday was right now! i can ask for these shoes to be mine sia. its blue, DC lagi. amek kao~. sape sape baek sgat nak belikaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan. heh, [muke tk tao malu ehhhhhhh~].so todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, deaaaaaa pegi schoool, toook maths and science[chem] paper. hahah. mr ng penipu sia! he say whatever he give, all the supply of notes/paper/worksheets/notebook/file will come out. but what pepek question came out in the exam sia tadi. aku halfway dah give up and tido. hahaha! baek punye, naseb tk snore mcm sharwin on wednesday^^, terkejot berok tau memberrrrrr. after math, got recesss, i didnt finish my foood[first time sia, i feeeel so urghe-d]. after recess, went back to class early, revise for chem and, here we go, chem paper. tgok question je aku da ngantok, so i did section A. and slept, abei Ms tan spoil! she came in and wake me up.
Ms tan: Nadeyah, do your section B before you go to sleeeep.
Me: Huh? ah okay. *flip thru, buat sembarang, sambong tdo*.
i tot da lepaaaaaaaaaaaaas, skali from where ntah si Mr bakar came in, and aku stnadrard ah, tido mampos. i think sofffy pon, member tak gerak2 from 11.25 onwards. HAHAHAH! sooooo, back to story, he stand beside me and scream-ed, ' any questions for chemistry?' aku sumpa terkejot. bgn mcm zombie, check ade air liur tak, kk takde, best. abeiiii, mr baka was looking at me, i terkejot, so i tepuk my chest. i turn behind, peishan&lala laughing mcm org gile. hahaha, after paper, syasya told me she almost tercampak the pen! hahaha, joke of the day eh~.
after school did nothing much, bused down to inter, met mom&dad&jings&byl, they fetched me cos i feeel lazy to go home alone. hahaha. xD. so, here i am, HOME:D. i am tempted to get those shoes above. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh, baby belikan, [chey, takdelaaaaaaaaaaa]. ckap psal baby, ntah mane die pegi eh. smlm talked to baby on phn, ishk, ryndu tau dgn baby~. we talk talk till i feeeel tired&doze offf. hahaha. i hope he's doing fine. :D. kk, nak siap2, nantiiiii aunty nak datang! tak sabaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa nye! rynduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu seh~. muahahah!
xoxo,
; DEA
Labels: dea nak kasot DC
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
- Wednesday, May 05, 2010
i tell you what. IM SICK AND TIRED. so sick and so tired of all the craps youre pushing to me.
to (insertnamehere), i treat you goood. but, whatsxzup. gi cermin diri sendiri. tgok kau tu bagus sgt ke? dah eh boy/girl, aku tknk ckap apape dah. buang current aku.
lets wait and seeeee. wait for karma to get you real hard. i swear one day you'll go thru everything that im going thru. and its gonna happen real sooon.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
- Tuesday, May 04, 2010
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. iim posting for the second time. [bnyk time eh]
well, basically LOTS are happening to me. some are meant to be kept secret.
baby♥, im sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry yeh~ xD
if baby hops to my blog,
lets just hope he listens to the song on my blog,
its baby's favourite song, and mine tooo.
tmr MYE ML. pray for me yehhhhhhh!
xoxo,
DEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA♥
Kid's Girlfrienddddddddddd~
Labels: My fault baby
- Tuesday, May 04, 2010
' stay up all night with th stars, confess all the faith that i have in you. '
heyhey! timecheck, 11.25, im at home. heh, my fever is getting worser):
i cant do anything except lying on bed, waiting for dad/mom to come in and
pull me out of bed. my head feeeels super heavy. thank god sister put the lappy
beside me. hehhhhhhhhhh, i neeeed to get welll sooon! because, i want to eat that
choc i bought few days ago, and i want to eat brownies, i want to eat icecream. instead
of having porridge, and PLAIN water. i feeeeeel so dead.
TAKYA BACE NI K? ((:
; well yesterday you said something that seriously made me so ..................... upset. i dont wnna show it. but, haiyer, i dont knw wht to do alrdy. tell me which stupid girlfriend wont be worried if her boyf didnt reply her since the previous night, lagi2 her boyf is not feeeling well. if she doesnt care at all that means she dont love you. i care, i toook the risk of skipping meals cos i`m worried if anything happens to you. but, you told me, that im over caring. i know you're nineteen not nine. but, it just cracks my little heart when you said that. i tried to stay strong but i cant. i dont wanna say anything anymore. since you told me you can takecare of yourself. )': K, BYE:D, DEA NAK BUAT BENDE LAIN! (:
Labels: Love
Monday, May 3, 2010
- Monday, May 03, 2010
any pains you're bearing ,
thats what hurts me the most .
you mean the world to me
and you know it baby .
HI! i just finished posting for baby~. I now feeeeel like dozing offff. But tahan ajela. Taknak sleeeep so soooon. My nenek is so irritating. She keeeeps on calling my phone and ask me how i am. i think she called for 10times already. And, i told her for the past 10times, IM OKAY:D. i had 5pills, 2 syrup. But still standing strong ey! Hahahaha. Yesterday, i shocked my family when i cant breathe. I was crying. And dad was so nice to carrry me to my roooom and help me take my phone in case baby♥ messaged. Went to doct, then get referral to A&E. did x-ray, ECG, and some stupid blooodtest. i feeeel like killing them. amek darah sesuke hati je. pantat! skip some parts, abeiiiiiiii, waited for 1hr for the stupid X-ray results to come out. Bodoh nak mampus nye doct. They allow me to go home after that. I`m on MC till 4th. But shud be gg sch by tmr! Haahaaaaaaaaaaa. Besok 3Periods of maths. Goooodluck la dea! Hahaha. I misssss baby♥. He reallly touched my heart when we wrote a song for me. I reallly cried sia! Hahahaha. Dea emotional eh emotional. Hahah, what can i say, he's the best i ever had ((: , Okay la, nak sambung bbl ngn mataey aku! Yeay. Bye~
Selagi Daya Hati Ku Ini
Akan Tetap Ku Menyayangimu
Duka tiada Ku Peduli
Bila Rindu Membelenggu
Akan Tetap Ku Menyayangimu
Duka tiada Ku Peduli
Bila Rindu Membelenggu
XOXO,
♥DeaKatesxz
Labels: Starlight
Saturday, May 1, 2010
- Saturday, May 01, 2010
hi♥ . i`m a happy camper!
i`m so super happpy today! why? cos i got a new roooom. moving away from sleeeeping with sister. hahaha. i shift to the rooom in front of her. still can seeee her but at least i got my own privacy! hahaha. my bed is like beside the comp. and on th other side of th bed is a mini table to put my stuffs. hahaha. i want to buy a standing mirror so i can seeeeeee myself everyday whe i wake up! yeah! hahahaahaha. i`m so happpy today! anddddddddddddddddddddddddd. baby's in johore. waiting for my loverboy to online ni! :D. cpat bi♥ cpat. must share the goood news. hahaha. i was like so happpy, i think i said 'welcome to my rooom' for like 123456789times to mom/dad/sister/brother. hahaha. my little brother is annoyed. well, WHO CARES. in your face. i`m so happpy. finally, privacy! haha. i shall paint my rooom blue since the current colour is limegreeeeeeeeen. i can imagine. blue walls. hahaha. i`m so happpy. i started packing right at the spot when dad says that i can have my own rooom! YEAY! YEAY! FINNAAAAAAAAAALLLYY! moving away from the little brat that like so complainn everything i do to dad:D. i missss baby♥ . agaknye die tgh bwatpe eh?
for baby♥:
i know we had a terrible fight yesterday. i`ll try to get use to your ways. at the same time, you have to understand me tooo! :D. i`m glad we pulll it through together. never do that again kay! you merajok super teruk y'knw. susahhh nak pujok! hahahahahaahahaha. i never ever want to lose you. you're like the oxygen to keeeep me going. hahaha! woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. cpat2 online baby♥ ! i ryndu you. today baby♥ flu&fever, kesian baby♥ . abei die kene pegi johor with mummy&daddy lgi. i`ll pray for your safety sayang♥ ! :), im missing you already! hahahahahahah! cherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry glossss baby♥ ! :D *WINKWINK*. andddddddddddddddddddddddd, i naaaaaaaaak chewing gum! ):
hahahahahahahaha. oooh ooh baby♥ , i forget, i`m halfway done on the poem:D. and, psssssst, thanks for being mine yehhhhh! 'sekaly cinta, aku tetap cynta'. (:
andddddd you know i`m lovesick, that means i`m misssing you! ((((:
for alyshasayang♥ :
hey hey hey! if you stop by my blog read this post yg paleng atas! haahaha, aku dpt bilek sendiri babe! betape happy nye aku! aku nak wih kau happy one month♥ with haiqalbonc! and, aku tak pena blg ni kat kau, tapy, i shall blog it here, i actually admire you y'knw. walaopon apape yg kau go thru, you're still standing strong! hahaha! tak pena aku denga kau patah semangat! tu yg aku sukeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~. shall learn more from you. *winkwink*. babeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, lastlong tau lastlongggggggggggggggggggggggg! korg sumpa sweeeeet. tapy aku nd kid♥ lagi sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet. *cheeeeeeeeeeeeey!*
muahahahahaahaha ^^. stay happpy&smile always. oooooooooohhhhhhhh, before i forget. you're an awesome friend, susah nak carik kwan cm kau! sanggggggoppppp tak jumpe cousin kau psl nak anta aku gi poly. igt tk dulu? hahahah! :D. kau mmg ah babe, one and only sia. always there for me. abei, time part aku break ngan akyf, baek2 kau tgh dance, kau call it off just to meet me! (and credits to sofffy&sufian for tht tooo!) hahahahaha. bile aku pike balek, mcm, bnyk gtu kau da buat for aku! hahahaha. i just want you to knw, i`ll always be there whenever you need me. gimme a beeeeeeeeeep, hahahaha:D. LOVEYA! ^^.♥
; i misssssssss kid♥ ):
hahahahaha, xD
wokaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay~. i got to tuka the bedhseeeet and then i`m ready to sleeeeep^^. muahahahahahahahah!
and me& baby are down with flu/fever/cough/headache. suare aku pun dah hilang2 ((:
i wnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnna rest kejaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaapsdxc:
gooooodbye! (:
lovelove, kiddddy~.
kid's girlfriend♥ (:
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