Wednesday, May 12, 2010
- Wednesday, May 12, 2010
i got one more paper to go baybay~. muahahaha. well, im currently texting khair and planning on what to do next. he say want play catching, i say, you dare, i punch your face. hahaha. lol, abei member binget sia. okay. shutupppsxcz. anyway, i did my preparations for dnt exam. and like alysha would say, 'aku syiok2 tdo, kau amek dnt exam. haha!' but, nevermind. lepas tu boleh spend time ngn syasya. haha, truetruetrue~. lol, kay <-[stop with the loling sia. jangkit kid.] haha, he says he still loves me. but he gott to deal with he's friend's cases. hardly have time for me. and instead of talking it out to me, breaking up was he's choice. but, i didnt blame him, i too was in the wrong. whatcanisay, humans do make mistakes right. well, im a human tooo. hahahaha. xD. i studied about FLE[flu-crum,load,effort]. 1st,2nd&3rdclass. hahaha. whatever eh~. i missed the old me. the hyper active little kid that will laugh her ass off for nothing and then ask what's so funny. hahaha, that's me. well, one more paper to go and im done for MYE. okaaaaaay, i guess i'll do other stuffs la. takecares. xoxo. you know i miss you.
just now afternoon's post.
well you heard. me&kid are officially over. *cries*
tipu ah kalau dea ckap dea tak sedeh. im overflowing with emotions now.i feeeel like crying/screaming/messaging him. but kenaaaa control ah dea!
mesti stay strong. and, dea got mixed feeeelings now. dea nak go seee perform kid at kg. melayu.
but dea taknak tron sorg2, nanti dea cry mcm budak gile pulak. dea nak ajak aunty.
tapy aunty ckap die ade something on with boyf die. friends/peers bnyk kasi dea support
bile dea almost cried tadi. thanks yer. babygirls siap nak pegi ajak dea maen bowling, tapy last min cancelled. psl alyy nak jumpe mataey die and soffy kene balek. onthway balek,
i was so saaaaad when kid messaged me. calling me sayang.
it just relates back to the past. nak nanges you know. but dea strong, i guess.
i scribbled the writing paper with kid's name. all over it. well i guess i just cant get over you.
i heard you've moved on. well, im still stuck here. if were meant for each other, you'll come back.
amin.
i've got a date with babygirls/darlings on fridaaaaay! haha. me,aly,soffy,lala,huiwen,audrey,shav,syasya and so on~. hahahas.
girls day out eh ^^. we're going for movie. yeaaaaaaaaaassssaaaaah~.
and tmr i`m gg out jalan2 with syasya after dnt paper. since she want to spend time wimme. thanks for making an effort to cheer me up love. sayang kau kay, 7years of friendship, and still counting baybay~.
khair says, 'happyness doesnt last forever'. - well i guess so. we have to have our ups and downs jugak kan! tapy sedeh la, tak dpat spend happy moments with kid. dea dont even know whether dea got make kid happy anot, well dea hope kid knows dea still sayangs kid. :D
to kiddearestexboyfriend,
hey, this is what you wanted right. a break-up. im deeepshit lying if i say it doesnt hurts me. it does hurts me so much. every second i think of you. i hope you're doing fine down there. i almost cried when you called me sayang. its like so....ugh! dea tak tau nak ckap ape. i hope we can pull it through together this time. i hope you're going to change for the better, for me[ish, dea ni. dea bkan sape2 to him lgi)': ]. i really wnna meet you someday. i want to go to the kg melayu thing. i wanna go there, give you my support, let you know i`ll still be there for you. but, i just cant. i want to go, but i cant. urgh~. if only there was a frget-everything-that-passed-by-just-be-with-you-now button in front of my eyes, i`ll happyly press it and forget everything. well, i guess i`ll stop here then. i want you to know, if you're coming back, i`ll be here with open arms. *cries*. takecare of yourself kid.dea nak study for dnt niey~. BYES. XOXO.
; DEA.
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