Thursday, May 27, 2010
- Thursday, May 27, 2010
What makes her your every dream& fantasy.
Cos, i cant remember when it was me.
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey, im back blogging. Helll yeeeeaaaaaaaaaahhhhh! ((:
Life has beeeen short& sweeeet these few days. :D. Beeeen spending time with my girls.
But without Alysha&Shaveta. I missss them sia. ):
Hahaha. I finally realise, life has beeen great without guys. Why? Cos, i can do tons of things i want, without having to care about what they gotta say or comment. I feeeel completely on top of myself. Ooooh, and i dont need to make my friends feel lefted out whenever i wanna talk to you or whatsoever. Yeah, memang aku pentingkan kwan~. I known them all my life, we grew up together. And, i dont really know you that well. Oh boy, dont assume you know me that well until you want me to CHANGE becuase of you?! Hahah, you're just plain PATHETIC. Thats just your sweet excuses to get away from patching up. And, takya susah2 lagi. Aku tidak perlu kau~. Seriously. I dont need a pest in my life. A DISTRACTION. And guess what, im not shy to say, you're the reason i fall sick during exams and caused my results to flung. Its YOU. If i didnt care, if i didnt even bother to wait for you to message, if i didnt bother to go online and talk to you. I would have get myself enough time to study for my exams. And reflect back, have you ever wished me goodluck before exam? Have you ever asked me how was my paper? My day? Have you ever showed you care about me? Ler me give3 you the answer to all the questions i gave. NO~. NO you havent okay. Well, you can forget about your thoughts of makiing me beg for patch cos, IM NOT GOING TO. I made up my mind. I dont wanna waste my life spending it with you. You're just another pest that ever made it into my life. Now, i feeeeeel so GOOOD(Y). Finally, everything i kept inside. Alllllllllllll OUT. You can go and die. OOOOOOH, dont die first. Get your karma back, boy. Cos, YOU DESERVE IT *Claps*
And, this post is for my babygirl, Alysha.
Babe, aku dah lame tak jumpe kau. Siap kau, kalau jumpe aku kene peluk cium ah-kay? Hahaha. Lollllll. We shall meet up sooon~. But my purpose of blogging today is actually for this little girl here, which i treat as my closest sister~. Lol. What did you expect, we go thru everything together. Time aku ngn kid break. She's the one who has beeen helping me contact kid y'knw. But babe, although me & kid aren't together anymore. Aku tetap nak thank kau for kau nye sungguh2 effort for me to get back with him [cerite dulu]. Hahah. xD. Now, my babygirl is in great sadnesss. I hope god will give her the strength to carry on. The least i can do is pray for you. ): , im sorry babe. I cant be there beside you to hear you out. Apape jadi, ALYSHA TETAP STRONG! Kan kan kan, you told me, to sstay strong when i broke up with kid. You gave me strength to move on! Now, its my turn to return the favour. Lol, yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa. You yourself gone thru worser than this right. But i hope this time you DONT do anything stupid like drink/cut yourself/pills/etc. You shall never show him that you cant move on without him! You CAN do it okay! Aku kenaaaaaaaaaaaaal kau bukan semalam~. I hope you'll be happpy like ME:D. Anything, share with me kay! Kalau die takde, DEA TETAP ADE:D. Hahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~. With lovee, DEA.
Well, thats all idiots. I want to go masak nasik already~. I`M SO HAPPY. MY SUPERMAN(SORRY BITCH, I BORROW YOUR WORD) DAH TOPUP PREPAID. tapy yg spoilt, my prepaid tgh low. Gahsxcfjisdhg9wrgd8qedeWAISDH7UOEA. Hahaha, breastchickenbetul~. HAHAHA. I think i`ll end here. I`ll update if i have the time. So longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg suckas. :D.
Superman, aku tak sayang kau. Aku ryndu jeh. XP
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