Wednesday, June 30, 2010
- Wednesday, June 30, 2010
heyhey, thanks to aly for the previous post. im with shav now. yeay!! doing maths graph thing =.='. hahaha, shav say: why got double eyelid, i say: cos cute what. hahah!
hahaha, kay, i dont like the new maths tchr, she's just not ng. no drama, no earplug, no fun! hahahah. xD. wah, i miss blogging. but now comp's down. so i cant blog. stupid. me and shav are professional threapist. haha! im so glad for that. i got a hidden talent y'knw. muahaha. malu la i:D.
anyway, girl, we know its you. step blur aje kat class. org da tak suke, belah aje la=.=.
kay, i want do my maths. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee darlings.
xoxo, dea. ;D
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
- Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Currently in lab doing social studies project . Mia till i feel like blogging .
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
- Wednesday, June 16, 2010
ALREADY GONE.
- Wednesday, June 16, 2010
' No point crying buckets of tears when he doesnt even knows it ' - Alysha.
that should be me, feeeling your kiss, making you laugh.
Yeah, true true. No point, but, i just missed our old times, my mat blondie, my mat shades, my laughing partner, my matrep, used to be my everything. The time that you left is veh un-expecting. All my sweetdreams turns to nightmares. I tried to find a replacement for you. But its just so fvcking hard. Everytime i try to be strong, i just fall back to pieces. Still, you're the best i ever came across. Now, sitting down, holding back my tears. Trying to be someone which is not me. I just hate it. I thought being with someone else can make me forget bout the pain in my heart. But, i know it was not working. I tried opening my heartt to someone else, like how you did, but, i cant. I CAN'T. )':
You did many sacrifices for me. You didnt went to work cos i was sick, you texted sister to remind her to get me to eat medicine when i was sick. You told her to takecare of me. You worked extra hard to buy prepaid, so that you can contact me. You shocked me by buying me the huge teddy bear which i still tug in to sleeep. You gave me so much memories, taught me how to be independent, stay strong. Teach me how to be mature, youre my motivation to study hard. You told me, if i reached 'N' level, you'll come back. )': , I hope you will. I promised myself, to study hard, and try to win your heart back. But, all hopes are just hopes. How can i possibly get you back, you've moved on. Maybe somehow forgotten bout me. But how could i forget you. And all our memories. I tried, slowly, but everything just comes back to me. All the memories. They say ' Comparisons are easily done when you've had the taste of perfection'. Argh, i missed us. I hope one day, you'll come back to me. *cross fringers, prays*
"Let go of him, if he comes back to you, He's yours to keep."
And, i would like to thank my babygirl, for being there for me when i was somehow lost&confused. Haish, babe you know how hard i want him back right. Words cant simply explain my broken heart. Gah, english pecaaaaaaaaaaaaah~. I wished i got the same strength as hers, she managed to get haiqal back to her. While i cant simply get akyf back to me. I want him back, like badly. He's the only one that truly understands and love me. Its so hard to let him go. You know, i am lying if i say, i moved on and i dont want him back. It hurts me so bad when zai left me in year 2009, and it hurts me worser when akyf left me without a explanation. I guess i wasnt good enough for him afterall. But, I dont know why. My heart still cries for him. I still cry hys name when i go to sleep. I just want him back. If i would choose amongst all my ex's, i'll choose him. He's the only one that makes me happy everyday, makes me wanna wake up everyday. )': , Without him, i feeeel so incomplete. I guess i'll end here.
Labels: does she loves you the way i did
Monday, June 14, 2010
- Monday, June 14, 2010
I feeeeel like creating tumblr. Lol :D
But, nevermind. Stick w blog :D
Meeting aunt.
I misss babygirls.
What else eh? ^^
Semaken hary, semaken malas to use the blog.
Tired tired tired.
My life got nothing interesting to blog about. HAHA^^.
Kay, Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
Labels: IM STILL STUCK IN THE MOMENT W YOU
Thursday, June 10, 2010
- Thursday, June 10, 2010
' Aku pilih derita merindu . '
Monday, June 7, 2010
- Monday, June 07, 2010
* looks down * , HAHAHA! BITCH. This little sister of mine, logged in my account just to brag bout her 'boys'. Hahaha, lol. Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, life's beeen interesting nowadays. :D. So, here's the story, I met this guy at the hospital time masok A&E. I was like sitting beside him. Since it was flooded with oldies, me&him was alone while waiting for the doctor to call us. he decided to talk to me. Hahaha, so, we talked and talked. But i was attached w/ kid that time. So, kene la setie horszx. He was also attached. So, yeah. We exchanged msn, talk online, and then things happenned, i broke up w/ kid or in another way, kid broke up wimme. Then this guy, He was like, there for me. At first mcm, Orh, 'THANKS-FOR-HELPING-ME' that kinda thing. Tapy lame2, mcm, laen mcm tauuu! Hahaha, we exchanged numbers and started texting & calling each other at night. Hehhhhh~. So, the feeeling started to grow. Day and day and day. And, we started calling each other 'b' and so on. But, i told him before i didnt wnna get into a relationship~. I wanna try on dating/ttm sort of thing. HAHAH, lucky he unds and not so DESPERATE[remind me of *ehemehem*] to go on a relationship~. Hahahahahahahahahahahs. Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, thats all. I think im in loveeeee, but. IDK EYH ^^. XOXO, BYE :D
SHOUTOUT: I MISS MY GIRLS SO MUCH ^^. I wonder what's up with them. Long time since i last heard from aly. ): and, bestfriend )):
Labels: S
- Monday, June 07, 2010
Hi, jings here.. sist to dea.. hehez.. i have a boyfee named by syafeeq[fedrico nerdz]. hahazz.. wanna add hym at fb? yeah sureeee. i will be delighted.... i hate dann. because hes so smellieeeee.. he never bathe at all.. i think i can die when i sit beside him.. he can go and die bcos he smellyy.. i hate hym loads.. i tot i wanna joinning the one minute of fame, butz bcos of him i dunn wanna.. i love my sister so much.. she is a very good one! [haha!! NI AKU YG TYPE!] ok, im back! longzieeeee, y u go n type fr me.. shibai.. today i want to go and cut my hair but this old mayn go n wake up latees.. kay, i gotta go nawwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! byezzzzzzzzz.
lvvvvvvv ya'ww. keySHINee
Labels: jis
Saturday, June 5, 2010
- Saturday, June 05, 2010
Oh, I've got a new spirit, And its got NOTHING♥ to do w/you.
HAHAHAAHA! Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay~. Im baaaaaaaaaaack. Hahahahahahaa, My blog is so d-e-a-d baybay. Why? Cos i basically dont have the time, im usually one hour with the net. Cos why? My unreasonable sister dont lemme use the netbook. Selfish what, :P. Gaaaaaaahsxz,Hahaha, I'm currently on a bet with Dion, Hahaha, Hellyeaaaaaaaa, He's back from china~. Haha, He called me when he reached, and then he said ' You kalau letak, i taknak call or message you tau. HAHA '
Then i say ' Okay lor, seee sape yang tak buleh tahan kaaaaay. MUAHAHA, Okaaaay bye'
HAHAHAAHA, KITE TGOK JE SAPE YANG TAK BULE HIDOP TANPE SAPE. HAHAHAHAA!!
Kkaaaaaaaaaaaay bye!
; If i didnt meet you, i guess i'll have less to suffer.
Labels: ByebyePast.HelloFuture
Thursday, June 3, 2010
- Thursday, June 03, 2010
A simple 'i miss you' you said cuts me deeeply.
Yeah, for you. Its just a missing you thing. No big deals.
For me. GAH, its diff okay. But thaaaaaaaaaaanks for comforting me when i cried.
And thanks calling just to her me talk till you eventually fell asleeep.
I reallty missed the oldd times, well who doesnt. I cant lie to the fact that i still
cry myself to sleeep cos of you, Hearing you laugh and talk about her makes me happy. Its like, woaw, finally. You found someone that cud make you happy. Im glad you found someone better than me. You know the reason why i left us last year, I fought with yr ex which is now your girlfriend. She almost beat me up, remember. I make a big move in leaving you. And my biggest mistake was when, i talked to you on fb. I tot this was gonna be for a while but, look. Whut have we got ourselves into? Haish, It really hurts everytime you say you miss me or when you called me'sayang' and so on. Gah, I`ll not continue typing bout you. I promised you i'll not leave you this time round but I DONT KNOW.
Should i leave? Or should i stay and ignore my feelings, step like im okay. When deep down, im actually crying. IM CONFUSED. URGH:'(
Labels: Dalam mimpi2mu
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
- Wednesday, June 02, 2010
[Remember this picture, we took it on our first month together? HAHA!]Happy six months, DE[A]KYF♥.
At times, i gotta admit, i aint strong to go thru all this shit. Without you.
But, i gotta be. 4 Months passed.
Were' now on our seperate ways.
Im glad i knew someone like you.
You taught me lots of things.
How to be independent. How to love.
How to stay strong, and uphold my pride.
Thanks for everything.
Takecare of yourself dear akyf. (:
XOXO, EX-GIRLFRIEND.
Labels: six months
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
- Tuesday, June 01, 2010
Labels: KU TERLUKA UNTUK SELAMANYA
- Tuesday, June 01, 2010
'I would save myself so much pain if i didnt know you.'
Ughm, Time check, 3.11 am in the morning. I cant get myself to the bed yet. Im awake. And, Im still confused bout ex boyfriend's words. He mati2 want my number just to message/call me. Haha. He just called me. He said, 'uhm, teetee, teetee, ilovyou.' I say, 'Uhm?' He say, 'Takde pape*sigh*'. Okay. Wierd. So, wierd okay. But i cried uh, i dont know why. Maybe, i miss him. Ugh, Noooooooooooooo~. DYE DA ATTACHED. I CANNOT GO ON WITH HIM. LUPEKAN LUPEKAN LUPEKAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kay, Change topiccccccccccccccc~ (:
Today is babygirl's second month with her beloved boyfriend. Hahaha, Babe, ALYS[HA]IQAL forever eh~. Hahaha, 3rd or 4th week, I Will be going movie with twin, i think, kene suro niey bacen set date die. Die dah la busyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy slalu! Hahaha, Fun sia playing gaame on msn. Aku menang, abeii member sedeh. HAHAHAHA! And, at the same time im chatting with babygirl too. Member excited sgat smpai takleh tdo. HAHAHAHAHAH:D
THREE-DEE IS HAVING A CLASS PIT, I THINK SO. IF HAVE I WILL SURELY GO SIA.
HAHAHA. KATE SEMANGAT THREE-DEE SIA. I MISS EVERYONE OF YA'LL.
EXPECIALLY MY GIRLS. MUAHAHA ^^.
OKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY, IM OUT. HAHAHA. I WANT TO CHANGE BLOGSKIN. TAPI SUME TAK LAWAAAAAAAAAAAAA~. XD. I SHALL CONTINUE :D
KKKK, BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE GIRLS/GUYS.
PSSST TWIN,4AM TDO EH. SSET EHHHHHH~ :D
3:26 AM, CAN YOU FEEEL MY HEARTBEAT? CANNOT RIGHT. PADAN MUKE.
HAHAHA. K, IM OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. NIGHTS. :D
Labels: ILYBUT.
