Hahaha! Hello. Okay, so im back updating again. Miss me? Sorryy, i've been quite busy/lazy lately. I just recovered from fever and stupid cough! Fast right. Of course, i ate proper medicine:p. Soooo, hello helllo hello. This is my first time using chrome to blog. YES, My aunty downloaded this thing for me. But i never use. Cos i'm like comfortable using IE. But IE makes my blog look so ugly. Yeah, cos everything is shifted to the left. So ugly ah. Ew. Hahaha! So, basically fatgirl95 sat home and rotttttttt all the way. HAHAHA. Well, not exactly all the way. I did go to EP to buy everyday stuffs like pampers/baby milk/etc. HAHA. That time, i went to EP with _______ and buy pampers. Theeeeeeeeen ______ told me that 'people would think that you're a mom or something sia. Buy pampers. ' HAHAHA. WTF. jahat you know. I am starting to hate chrome now. Why? BECAUSE OF THIS RED COLOUR CURLY THING. Fuck autocorrect. Hahah. Whatever la, go dieeeeeee lah. Yes, i deactivated the thing already. Muahahahaha. Yeay meeeeeeeeeeeeee! *looksup*, Say hello to my favourite player from Man City. Heh, Hi handsome, you know you made me smile like an idiot while watching soccer. Hehehe. Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. I actually dont know what to blog about. But i want to blog. Get it?! Geeeeeeesh. Oh yeah, Luv's having soccer training and i'm waiting for mum to get up and coook something. Heh, lazy pig eh. I knowwwwwww. Dont need to say. Muahaha. I feeel like im getting fatter seh. My friends and cousins are starting on their 'diet' and i feeel THREATENED okay. Sigh. Hahaha. I dont want to loook like the fat pig whenever im with them. FUCK THIS. FUCK INSECURITIES. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE. SO HELLO WORLD, I WANNA TELL YOU A SECRET BUT I DONT KNOW IF I WANNA TELL YOU NOW. OKAY, MAYBE NOT NOW. WHY? BECAUSE............. I WANNA TELL MY BESTFRIEND FIRST. The problem is........my darling bestfriend is not answering my calls or replying to my messages. DAMN SAD YOU KNOW. Bestf, i hope you haven't forget about me or something. Muahaha. I feeeel like eating kebab today. Yes, KEBAB. FAT PIG 95. I knowwwwww. Maybe later uh~. Okay lah, i wanna find myself something to eat. IM SO HUNGRY:(. Today'spostissuperlameiknow.Bleah.Bye:B Imissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssyyyyyyyyyooooooooooupumpkin:p. bye.
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
- Tuesday, October 25, 2011
I MISS MY AUNTIE. :(.
HAHAHA. Awesome. Wow, didn't update for days seh. Grxz. So much of things happened in life. Yeah! Haha. Lets start from sunday since i can't remember anything that happened the day before. Heheh. Sunday, 23rd October 2011 Was me& ex boyf's 1y4m yg tak menjadi. Wished him just for the sake of wishing. Hahaha. Ni baru betul aku berbual ngan die. Chatted with him, told him bout love. Hahaha. Funnyyyyyyyyyy shitsxz. He's so secretive now. Whatever it is, i still treat him as a good friend. Takkan da break up cannot become friends right. Unlessss.........Haha. I dont wanna say things eh :/. So thats the end of sunday. OH YEAH! I texted Athilah but she didn't reply me. Sigh:/, i hope she's doing fine. I MISSSSS MY BESTFRIEND. Oooooooooh, apart from that. I visited the class walll and then i saw some idiot commented on the post i wanna comment. Stupid lah. I hate him so much. stupid 'jalan senget sebelah'. Sunday was also the day that made me smile like a mad girl. Muahahahahahaha^^. Towards the end of sunday, love called me. And we talked otp till late. Basically love made me smile like an idiot thruout the whole convo. Hehehe. Yesterday, 24th October 2011 Love asked me for stead but i think its super fast:/. HAHAHAHA:D. Lets give us time yeah. And someone texted me super early in the morning to ask for his stuffs back. Relax ah bro, you want your stuff back you can ask it nicely. Not ' When can i have it back? ' With the :S face. WTHELL? FUCKING RUDE SCATTERBRAINED BITCH. Apart from that, i went to school for dnt competition at NYP. I can say that it was fun. Because you're when you're with the fun people, everything becomes fun! And egg-citing. Hahaha. Basically there were four of us in a team, me/syasya/siuhsiung/tsikenu. Im glad we're like in a team. Muahah. Okay, so while the two guys were testing out the launcher, me&syasya went to design the thing. And we came up with this cute idea of grass ponds and ducks. Sadly, SOME SCHOOL COPIED OUR DESIGN_l_. SCREW THAT BLOODY SCHOOL. IDK WHAT SCHOOL AH. WHITE AND BLUE UNIFORM. AND ALL THE TEAM MEMBERS LOOK LIKE CHINA PEOPLE. I THINK THEY'RE FROM THERE OR SOMETHING. Back to the story, they copied our design. YES, THEY DID. But alhamdulillah we got extra time, so we decided to re-design. While we were re-designing, we kept all the parts to our design inside a very super safe place so that the losers will not seee them. Hahaha! We were like robbers you know! Hahaha. And the most stressful part was pasting the parts together in 10 minutes. Thank god my team were very co-operative! And guesss what, we managed to clinge an award for the most innovative in our category! OMG. SO HAPPY CAN. I was like shaking/stunned/speechless because we didn't expect to win, honestly. But i can never have this award without the support of out team members. I swear i was smiling like a mad womaaaaaaaaaaaan when i received the award. Hekhekhek. What could be better was that love walked me home yesterday. Haha! Yeah. But i walked from school to inter with the guys. They were awesome, really. SiuHsiung is all about soccer. During our whole walk to inter, we just talked about soccer and soccer and soccer. HAHAHA:D. Met love at mrt, then we walked home together. He was pretty mad at me for persuading him to walk to simei. Heh! So cute you know. Halfway je he mcm da pancit. So cute! Seriously. We walked, laughed, talked. Bleah. I miss him already. So, when we reach simei, he was like half-dead. But this gundu still got energy to hug hug me. Heh. I feeeel loved okay! Muahaha. Sat at some block for a while, then we went our seperate ways. He walked to the right and i walked to the left. And yes, both of us are staying in simei. Cool right. Hahaha^^. Love asked me for stead, but, idk ah:/. Not ready i guess. Stupid sweetsmelling boy, i miss him already. Maybe meeting him later. Bring him go nyai's hse and take kad jemputan plus BUY MY PREPAID. Cheeeeebxz. He's gonna apply for driving lisence today! Weeeeeeee. Nanti kau ade kerete, kau can bring me everywhere. Hahaha. this gondol tak understand malay, so eveerytime i wanna piss him off, i talk to him in malay. HAHAHAHA. PADAN MUKE KAU TAK PAHAM. SETAAAAAAAAAAAAAN.Okay lah, i wanna get some sleeeep already. So sleeeeeeepy and tired. Dont wanna look like a zombie kampung pisang when i meet luv later. Okay byebye lovelies<3. Xoxoxo.
two of my favourite songs. RIP REV:(
Thursday, October 20, 2011
- Thursday, October 20, 2011
okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, hello everybody. i didn't update bloggy yesterday because im tired plus i got nothing to update. heheheh! *looksup*, say hello to mashamboy_11. thats my baby bruh. yeah, he's 7 months old and he's as smart as he can be. he cries, laughs, roll around, scream and do stuffs that babies do. but he's one angry monster if you dont feeed him on time. hahaha! okay, so i basically just finished typing my resume. i wannna apply for work @ Recruit Express. Heh, yeah! Its likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee a data entry clerk kinda thing. so, yeah. just finished drafting my resume and now waiting for mum to check my resume! muahahaha. i cant believe i spent like ONE HOUR PLUS to write a freaking resume. and the cover letter too of course. if i dont get this job, i wanna try applying at cotton on/uniqlo. muahah! okay, i sound wise, but i really need money. i dont wanna go and ask dad for money of course. its so embarrassing. bleah. so, basically nothing interesting happened today. besides waking up and teaching nabil science/eat good food and burp as loud as i can. hahaha. okay, the burp thing was FAKE of course. i burp politely okay. hahahaha. oh boy, i sure do miss having a boyfriend. YES. i know.................................my sister is like happiyly contacting/dating guys and im like. ALONE. LONELY AND LEADING A VERY SAD LIFE. HAHAHA. NOT TRUE. I dont lead a sad life. My life's pretty much awesome. Cos, i've got a text buddy, two bestfriends, goodfriends and friends that basically make me life an awesome one! hahaha. time check : 2.51, and my sister's not home yet. (Y). tak serik serik betul budak niiiii. oh yeah, something happened yesterday. my mum's uncle passed away in the morning and at around 8, my mum's nenek sedare passed away. Al-fatihah to the both of them May you rest in peace<3 . Of course mum is sad, to lost two of the precious people in her life. If i were her i would cry too. Bleah.Oh yeah, something happened. As usual, text buddy ( i dw tell you who ) texted me every night, but yesterday was special. HAHAHA. Because he was idk. Nice yesterday? Hahaha. No, what i meant was we were texting each other. Imagining things and yeah. Takkan nak type kaaaaaan. But bottom line, : HE MADE ME HAPPY. Haahahahaha. And he said this, that made me smile all night long. 'Honestly, i really hope to hang out with you one day so i can know more bout you and you can know more bout me' HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH, SENYUM LAGIK SENYUM LAGIK. HAHAHA. K dea diaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam diaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam. So, when is this one day gonna come? Idk. I want it to come like super soooon please. Hehehe. I feeeel like gg out on sat to jobhunt. But most of my friends cant work/they already got a job. Bleah. I dont like this. And now i'll be all alone finding for a job.I DONT LIKE THIS. I DONT LIKE THIS I DONT LIKE THIS. I ALWAYS PICTURE THIS DREAM BOYF, LIKE ............................ MCM............... We go out, we eat ice cream/have lunch, sit by the sea/beach/wherever peaceful/ AIRPORT, spend time together. Hahaha. Save duet, takya go movie/wherever that needs to spend LOTS of money. Hahahaha. Okay lah. Im dreaming too much. I better stop or else pimple will start to grow on my face AGAIN. Okay lah, i wanna take a quick nap before i izzzzzzzz go hay-wire. Hahahah! Byebye eberione.
p.s. iloveyou.
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
- Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Hello everyone. So, today i went out with my girls. We went to pasir ris to like enjoyyyyyyyyyyy. Muahahahaha. Here's what happened. Wake up at around 09.45, as usual, spend time w mum&baby before i get bathed. Then at around 11plus, i siapsiap and go out to meeeet syasya. But UNFORTUNATELY, I was super late to death. So, she went first. Was supposed to meeet at twelve. But i came 15minutes later. Hahahaha. Sorrrry babies. So after zat, we buy food at old chang keee and drink at value dollar. To get our stomachs filled before we do anything. While eating, we walked to prp to CYCLE. When we were like cycling, it was raining heavily. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzt. But, of course, we continued cycling. Hahaha, stubborn right. I knowwwwwwwwwwwwww. Then stopped at some places to camwhoreeeeeeeeee. Nak seee pictures? GO SEEEEE FB. HAHAHAH:D. After cycling, went to eat at fish&co, after that took neoprints. and cabbed to eastpoint. HAHAHA. #likeaboss eh^^. I'm damn tired. :(((((((((((((((So, i type also mcm merepekxz. So today, i am extremely happy. NUMBER ONE, OUR PLAN WORKED. And number two, I NEVER CYCLED IN THE RAIN BEFORE. hahahah. Number THREEEE, its beeen a while since i laughed/smile/enjoyed myself. Number four, I LOVE MY GIRLS. And A BIG THANKYOU to SYASYA for organizing this outing. Yeah, i mean likeeeeeeeeeeeeee. 6 people were supposed to turn up. But some cant make it/cancelled out on us/have plans. So yeah, only the threee of us came. But its okay, we had heaps of fun! I can never describe. Hahaha.If only my bestfriend came....... Sigh:/. But nevermind, i dont blame her though. I MISSSS ATHILAH(BESTFRIEND). I was hoping to meeet her today. Buttttttttt. Sigh:/, i dont know lah. Her mum don't let her out. And she wanted to sneak out which i don't allow her to because i don't want her to fight with her mum. Zzzzzzzzzzzt. I WANNNA MEEET MY BESTFRIEND SO BAD. I MISSSS HER LIKE CRAZIE. HAHAHAHAHA. And yesterdaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, my teacher texted me to remind me that i have to report to school at 7am on the 24thOct. FOR THE NYP CHALLENGE AT NYP. FUUUYYYYOOOOOOHHH. Cannot wait. Hahaha. Thank gos the age limit is like 18&belowwww. Boleh aku join! Yeay:D. Besides that, I WANT TO MAKE ONE THING CLEAR. BECAUSE EVERYTIME I ASK MY GUY FRIENDS WHY THEY DONT HAVE A GIRLFRIEND, THE ANSWER IS STILL THE SAME. ' I don't want a girlfriend cause....its a waste of money. You know we neeed to spend money on food/presents on their birthdays/anni. ' Wtheck. Okay, to make things clear. There is still girls on this planet that values your care/love rather than your MONEY! We dont neeed you to spend money on us. We just need your attention, your love, and show us that you care bout us. THATS ALL! Thats all i look for in a guy. Besides being honest, trustworthy, understanding and always there for me. Always there for me..... Yeah, PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY 'i'll be there for you, promise' but what now. I remembered my ex once told me, 'even though we break up, i'll always be there when you need me' WELL GUESSS WHAT LOSER, You are not even THERE WHEN I NEED YOU. WE DONT EVEN TALK. Because you value your ego and your insecurities on 'HAVING ME BACK AS YOUR GIRLF'. WELL GUESSS WHAT. IM NOT COMING BACK TO YOU. Allah had finally open my eyes to show me that you are NOT worth it:). Hahaha, oops. I didn't say any name eh. It could be ANY ex. Sape terase, tu kau punye seluar dalam okay honey. Back to the story. I have beeeen keeeeping all this FEEELINGS for so long. And now BAM. Im going to type it all out. Its my blog, my say. So dont be a bitch by commenting on whatever i wanna write here. Oh, tooo bad, i dont have a chatbox. Muahahaha^^. SOOO, I wannna have this dream boyfriend, that'll listen when i speak, be there for me, love me as i am, don't cheat on me, be loyal and be honest with me. Yes, my dream boyfriend. Hahaha, come on dea. Berbual psal dream boyfriend bilaaaaaa contact pun aku takdaaaa. Hahahah^^. I WILL NEVER HAVE A BOYFRIEND. BECAUSE. IDK WHY. HAHAHA. MAYBE NOT NEVER HAVE. I'm just waiting for MR.Right to come. I guesss. Or maybe he's here. HAHAHA. I don't know. 'If i had the guts, i would tell you, i liked you from the very first time i talk to you. but sadly, 2/3 years have passed and i haven't even told you anything. i am so freaking scared. BLEAH. okay dea okay. i keeep on telling myself its a crush but how can a crush last till so long?! hahaha. i talk to him every night. not talk to him like talk but text. sigh;/' i shall update about this sooon! hahahaa. gotttta go nowsxz. i'll leave you with a song now!hehehehe. currrent fave song. teeeeheeeee. byebyee~.
Monday, October 17, 2011
- Monday, October 17, 2011
So, yeah hello! Hahahahahaha. Again, i dont know what to do at home. So, i decided to blog. Hehe! I AM SO HAPPY BACAUSE DAD LET ME GO OUT TOMORROW. Yeah! Finally, de-stressss. But mcm tak sedap hati nak leave mum and naufal at home. Haha. Idk why i got this feeeling. Maybe because its been a while since i stayed home and spend time with them. So, basically today i got nothing to do. Well, not exactly nothing lah! I did some housework like fold clothes, cook egg, make tea, and SLEEEEP. Hahahaha. As usual. So i was supposed to wake up at 5plus to sahur. BUTTT... My stupid alarm was not loud enough so i woke up at around 5.15. Khai texted me at 5 but i didnt wake up to his text. Psal my phone was on silent but he made an effort to wake up an hour earlier just to wake me up for sahur. HAHAHA. SWEEEET KAN?! Bleah. So, after sahur, solat subuh and go back to sleeeeep. Set alarm at around 9.45 but snoooozed all the way till 10. Hahaha, lazy pig right. Yeah lah. Abudeeeeeeeeeen. Wake up, talk to mum, play with naufal, then around 10.15, i go bathe. Hahaha. Then nenek come. Yada-yada. TODAY I READ A BOOK BECAUSE I CANT FIND ANYTHING TO DO. And dad played Kal ho naa ho for like idk how many times~. Brh~. Sooooo boring~. Then after that i izxzxz go to sleeeeeep.
HAHAHAHA. SORRY FOR THE DOTSXZ. I JUST FEEEL LIKE WHATEVER I TYPED IS DAMN BORING. So, i should blog about me life. Yes, *my life. Hahaa. Im so freaking lazy to presss the backspace button. Maybe sometime later when i'm freee, i'll update everything about my life(love life,etc.)You know im a freaking lazy pig. So, for now, basically there is this song that explains everything. EVERYTHING.
Yes, this song. Heheheheheh. Idk why i'm laughing. Bleahs. I think i'm crazy ah. I can like freaking laugh over EVERYTHING. Even the not funny things like when i dropped my phone/when i fall down/whatever. Wierd right. Yeah, now you know that i'm wierd, do you still want to be my friend? HAHAHAHA. K, LAME. Whatever lah=.='. I'm like dying because i wanna get a JOB soon YES JOB! And my sister thought i wanna type 'I wanna get a boyfriend' HAHAHA. LOSER. She's like beside me nao, watching whatever i type. Bleah. So, back to the job thing. Yes, i wanna get a job, but i don't know where to find/what type of job i want. Haha. But i wanna get a job. BADLY. Because
1. I NEED CASH.
2. I DONT WANT TO ROT AT HOME AND COLLECT DUST.
3. BOREDOM.............................
So, yeah. Botttom line.....I NEEED A JOB.I NEED A JOB. I NEED A JOB. I NEED A JOB. YES, I NEED A JOB! :@
Hahahahahahahahahahaha. Bleahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. And tomorrrow. YES. I am going out wippppp maaa frenxzzzzzzz. Wooohooooooooooo. Kay lah. I wanna stop bloggging edi. I blog again tmr or the day after? Cusxz now i'm like youtube-video-ing with my sistuh~. Hahaha. Were like checking out tha group : Supamusiq. Heh. Check out their videos. Wooooooo~. They're like thaaaa dope shitxz nao.
Oh yeah, before i forget tmr is (insertname)'s court date. Will pray for the best for you :D. Amin.
Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, BYEBYE. NAH, WATCH THIS ALSO :D
BYE BYE BYEBYEBYE :D
Sunday, October 16, 2011
- Sunday, October 16, 2011
'When darkness stands to light, it ends tonight'
Hello hello. Sorry for not updating you for the past 2 days. I cant remember. Bleahs. Was not at home~. Haha. I mean, i am at home. But, I cant find the time to update. Because i'm not always at home. Grh, forget it. I dont know how to phrase it to a proper sentence. Hahahah! So, basically, didnt do much these few days. Wake up, watch tv, eat , sleep. Bleahs. Boring eh my life. Oh yeah! I cant remember what happened on friday. All i remember was we went out for dinner and thats it. HAHAHAHA. Wth~. IKR. I got Short Term Memory (STM). Oh yeah, texted my bestfriend at night to keep ourselves updated on each other's life. And, off to sleeeep. Hahaha. Thats all i remembered. Really. So, yesterday, SATURDAY THE 15TH. Wassssss my babybruh's 7th month, so we bring him out to swim. He is so adorable lah! I love him many many~. Cheh. Went to Jurong East Sports Complex to swimmmm. Nyeahaha. Yes, I know. My friends always tell me 'You stay in the east, but always travel to the west'. Well, tell that to my dad! HAHAHA. We swam for like idk 3-4 hours? Now i'm like DARK. Grh, dont like my skin colour :(. Hahahs, but overall it was fun because we swam together, me,mum,sist,naufal&dad. Hahah!! It is so fun to seee the look on my baby brother's face when we brought him to swim. Its like...........Can i trust you guys?! Hahahaha. Sumpah cute gilaaaaaaaaaaaa. I DONT LIKE MY SKIN COLOUR. LIKE, SERIOUSLY:@. HAHAHA. After swimming, we went to IMM to get our lunch. I swear the Banquet(Bagus), is damn good. Had some rice with orange chicken/sauce, idk. Haha. But it was really good. After that went to CGH and visit my mum's uncle. Well, me&sister stayed at the waiting area because they cant allow more than 4 people in the ward. Zzzzzzzzzzzz. So, we basically sat down and talk talk. And my sister is still hungry, so we went to the 7eleven and got food for her. Then, atfer that, we went to macs to get dinner. Bleahs. Eat eat eat.Basically, what i just blogged is just plain boring~. Cos my life revolves around food food and more food. HAHAHAHA^^. Okay, wierd. So, at night, spend some family time by watching Liverpool vs Man Utd. Watching some ghost thing on astro. And then off to bed.Well, not exactly off to bed because i was like texting my friend till around 12plus?! Hahaha. Yes, this friend of mine basically made me smile throughout the whole text convo-thing. Whatever you call it lah! Today's post is very boring. I'll post again. When im freeee. bleahs, so the reason why i posted the song above is.... i really REALISED(after four freaking months) that i have to freaking move on because i remembered what this auntie told me. She said'If you fall, you wont wait for people to come and rescue you right. You get up and move on. Same goes in life' Yeah right. I have to do something to my life. MOVING ON MOVING ON! HAHAHAHAHA. Muahaha. Oh yeah, need to iron my clothes cos i'm going to some kenduri later. Bleahs. Gonna meet long lost people again~. Get ready get set. GOOOOOO. K, lame lame lame. I better log out before i start to bore people. I bet nobody even reads my blog. Hahaha. K, BAIBAI:D
Thursday, October 13, 2011
- Thursday, October 13, 2011
Yes, this song explains everything. Bleahs~. 'I wish nothing but the best for you' True true. Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, today is like the third day at home! So, basically i did something today. WHICH IS : Go to the shop, buy kailan and eggs. Cook rice, kopek telur. HAHAHAHA. GOOD RIGHT. At least something lah~. Bukannye duduk kat rumah shake leg mcm _____________ okay. HAHAHA. Tak nak ckap nama. Nanti dia terase pulak. So, i confronted _________. Tau pun kau takut. Dah tahu takut, takmu buat lagi okay. Aku malas nak gaduh. Tapii ape faedahnye kau bilang orang cerita psal aku?! Haish *shakehead*. Keh, malas nak berbual psal dia. No timeeeeee untuk ni semua :). So, basically, i miss having a boyfriend. Yes, I, SITI NUR NADIAH. Miss having a boyfriend. Actually, the reason of not having a boyf/ having to contact someone is simple. First, Its not about getting myself heartbroken or whatever. Because, What is love without getting yourself heartbroken and yada yada. Its not about the lies. Its just about finding the right one. I admit, i contacted a guy after me&reza broke up. And the hurtful thing is, he's cheating on his girlfriend with ME. Yes, and i got so upset and traumatized after that. Thank god we were like 'dating' for like 1-2weeks, i cant remember. After that, i really give up. Didn't wanna fall in love again. Because, i was scared. Yes, SCARED OF LOVE? Laugh all you want because...i really am scared. Another reason would be... I AM SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE LEAVING ME :'(. Yes, everyone that comes, would evantually leaves right. Hmm. So, thats it. Its not that i DONT WANT to have a boyfriend. I would love to have one. But i guess, the right one's not here yet. Brb, i want to pray. Hahaha, okaaaaaaaaaaaay. I'm baaaaaaaaaaaack :). So, what's on my mind? My friend. Takmu ckap nama uh. Respect him/her:) He/She is like going to court for some case next weeek. Im like worried for him/her because we know each other for like damn long ald. Its been like 2 years since i last talked to him. Now kalau dia masuk, i have to wait for another 3 years then can talk to him/her alrd. By the time he/she's twenty years old and he/she plans to kill his/herself because he/she's scared of commitments. Yes. Commitments ; Find work/Support family/So on. So, i'm blogging here.. to tell him/her thattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt its not the end. Even though no one out there believes/supports you when you're taking a step to change, i will:). I know what's life for you. You told me alot about yourself. I know there's still hope, there's still a second chance. Only if you're willing to repent, look forward, and dont repeat the mistakes you made in the past. Its hard. I know. But if you dont change noww, what will happen in the future? You can change your life now. So, i just wanna say. If you need someone to talk to or whatever, you can talk to me. Promise i'll be here! Don't lose hope okay! I;ll be praying for you toooo! Hahaha, besides. What are friends for kaaaaaaaaaaaaan. Okay, i know this is a bloody lame post but, SMILEEEEE. HAHAHAHA. WTFISH, AKU BARU MAKAN NASI AND NOW IM HUNGRY LIKE A PIG AGAIN. Better start controlling my diet. Nanti gemuk lagi, mampus aku. Nowwwwwwwwww, tak gemuk. BUT chubby. Why oh why................ Currently : Waiting for SYASYA to call me. Sinceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... Hmm, 5.30? Bleahs. I MISSS ATHILAH. SO MUCH. And of couse i miss the rest tooo. Hehehe! I feeel like texting kkbestie. But scared dia busy. Later uh text. Hahahas. Now:Naufal is crying cos mum didn't wanna give him her phone. I feeeel so sad. I feeel like giving him my phone. But then later mum'll scold me pulak. Aiseh man. I keep quiet sua. Okay lah! I wanna go do something like........EAT. HAHA, No lah! Find some nice songs to hear uh~. BYEBYE HUMANS. Oh yeah! For people taking O's, GOODLUCK OKAY :D. I'm nervous for my N results :/ Okay lah~. BYEBYE SEMUA ORG :) *WAVES*
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
- Wednesday, October 12, 2011
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, Hello humans. Practically, i got all the time in my life to blog today. First, i got NOTHING. NOTHING to do at home. Nak kemas rumah buttttttttt tak tahu nak kemas ape~. HAHAHA. My nenek came over today. And she helped us kemas. Now, idk what to do.Besides blogging, im waiting for my sister to come home. Cos saye so mendak. Nobody talking to me =(. Sedih eh hidup. Kalau lah ade saye boyfriend, aku layan dia 24 hours sia. Sampai dia mendak dengar suare aku/bace text aku. But sadly, i dont have one. Still hoping for 23rd? Honestly, i myself don't know.So, this is my 2ND DAY AT HOME. And i feeel like..........2YEARS ALRD. Cheh, no laaaaah. Not that long. Its just that, idk what to do anymore. I dont have any exams to study for. I watched everything that i recorded on Starhub including all the movies i bought like idk how many years ago~. EVEN HSM. Ya allah, what is wrong with me. Its like a perfect weather to sleeeep but.......nanti lah~. Not now. Muahahah! Yesterday i went out with mum, follow baby bruh to get his 7th month injection:). My baby bruh is strong seh. Dia nanges kejap je.Wah, fighter sia adik aku! HAHAHAH:). My 3rd bruh just got home......and he gets like NAGGING from me. Cos he made me walk to his school and fetch him, abeh dia off phone and go home alone. SO, I WAS LIKE REACHING HIS SCHOOL AND HE IS HOME. BINGET JER AKU=.='. I wanna watch binibinikugangster ah. Mcm fun. But dw watch alone~.
N levels are over. FINALLY OVER. I have to wait for likeeeeeeee theeeeeee results day. Which is like a few months later. I dont wanna worry now cos............i dont wanna make myself worried and freak out for something that's gonna happen in like...around two months.FOR NOW, i wanna find a job, get money, gain experience. But idk where to find one~. And, my female bestfriend is like... missing? I tried texting her but my stupid phone always tells me 'Message not delivered' SAD OR WHAT. bestfriendku, mane kauuuuuuuuuuuuu?!>@>!:Juqg. Fish, okay whatever. Heh, tomorrow my girls are like going swimming and i'll not be able to follow. So sad seh~. But its okay.Soooooo, Later im gonna go out with mum and go to the vcd/dvd store and RENT VIDEOS. I wanna watch remember me. SO BAD AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay, relax dea relax. Haha. Basically, i spend lots of time with mum&Naufallllll because i dont know what else to do. Besides, spending time with your loved ones is better than SLEEEEEPING. Lol, at least mum has a friend at home now.Bleahs. So, i wanna find a job *scrolls up*, did i like mention it already? Oh belum eh? Okay good. So basically, i wanna get myself a job. Yes, i wanna job. A freaking job. Not fast food. But maybe retail? Or those sales person at expo. Yes, maybe i should try my luck. Cause number one, i need CASH. Number two, i need some working experience. Hahah! Chey~> Berbual mcm kakak kakak seh. Oh yeah, so basically, yesterday mak b came to my house, and we were kpop-spazzing. So, there is this song that exactly explains how i feeel seh~. Yes, i shall upload it here. But aku ni kan kampung siket, idk how to freaking upload a video here. Later i figure out ah~. HEHEHEHE:D.After she went home, texted kk bestie, and later at night texted achap. Then camwhore mcm org gileee. Cos i can't freaking sleeeep. HAHA:D. Abeh, get on fb, posted a pictureeeeeeeeeeeeee, and then pony talked to me. HAHAH^^. Abeh psal kita dua dua mendak tak boleh tidur, dia call aku. So, we shared our life stories and so on. Blg dia psal satu mak nenek ni, beh dia ckap 'You want me to help you not, i knock some sense into her. ' AHAHA. Dia punya knock tu mcm dangerous siket. Check check da pukul tigaaaaaaaa pagi?! Tapi best berbual ngan dia. Terigat time baru baru kenal, time aku sec two. Now aku da sec four. To think of it, from zaman zaman IMMATURE CHILDISH DEA to NOW. iSH, BIG DIFF TUU *SHAKE HEAD* Hung up cause i was sleeepy and he was sleepy too. Abei mcm siyalxz. Aku da taruk, terus tak ngantuk lagi.So, logged in to fb again. Chatted with an old friend, bei dia kate nak send ex dia to Aiport or sth like that. Theeeeeeeeen around 4.30+++ or sth like that, went to sleeeep.Woke up at around nine~. Grrrrr. TAK CUKUP TIDUR TAU. MATE MCM ZOMBIE. TAK LAWAH! HAHAHA.Okay lah, i wanna stop here. I shall blog again some other time. Misss me okay! HAHAHAH:).Byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye~.
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