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Thursday, October 13, 2011

- Thursday, October 13, 2011

Yes, this song explains everything. Bleahs~.
'I wish nothing but the best for you'
True true.
Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, today is like the third day at home!
So, basically i did something today. WHICH IS : Go to the shop, buy kailan and eggs. Cook rice, kopek telur. HAHAHAHA. GOOD RIGHT. At least something lah~. Bukannye duduk kat rumah shake leg mcm _____________ okay. HAHAHA. Tak nak ckap nama. Nanti dia terase pulak.
So, i confronted _________. Tau pun kau takut. Dah tahu takut, takmu buat lagi okay. Aku malas nak gaduh. Tapii ape faedahnye kau bilang orang cerita psal aku?! Haish *shakehead*.
Keh, malas nak berbual psal dia. No timeeeeee untuk ni semua :).
So, basically, i miss having a boyfriend. Yes, I, SITI NUR NADIAH. Miss having a boyfriend. Actually, the reason of not having a boyf/ having to contact someone is simple. First, Its not about getting myself heartbroken or whatever. Because, What is love without getting yourself heartbroken and yada yada. Its not about the lies. Its just about finding the right one. I admit, i contacted a guy after me&reza broke up. And the hurtful thing is, he's cheating on his girlfriend with ME. Yes, and i got so upset and traumatized after that. Thank god we were like 'dating' for like 1-2weeks, i cant remember. After that, i really give up. Didn't wanna fall in love again. Because, i was scared. Yes, SCARED OF LOVE? Laugh all you want because...i really am scared. Another reason would be... I AM SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE LEAVING ME :'(. Yes, everyone that comes, would evantually leaves right. Hmm. So, thats it. Its not that i DONT WANT to have a boyfriend. I would love to have one. But i guess, the right one's not here yet. Brb, i want to pray.
Hahaha, okaaaaaaaaaaaay. I'm baaaaaaaaaaaack :).
So, what's on my mind? My friend. Takmu ckap nama uh. Respect him/her:)
He/She is like going to court for some case next weeek. Im like worried for him/her because we know each other for like damn long ald. Its been like 2 years since i last talked to him. Now kalau dia masuk, i have to wait for another 3 years then can talk to him/her alrd. By the time he/she's twenty years old and he/she plans to kill his/herself because he/she's scared of commitments. Yes. Commitments ; Find work/Support family/So on. So, i'm blogging here.. to tell him/her thattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt its not the end. Even though no one out there believes/supports you when you're taking a step to change, i will:). I know what's life for you. You told me alot about yourself. I know there's still hope, there's still a second chance. Only if you're willing to repent, look forward, and dont repeat the mistakes you made in the past. Its hard. I know. But if you dont change noww, what will happen in the future? You can change your life now. So, i just wanna say. If you need someone to talk to or whatever, you can talk to me. Promise i'll be here! Don't lose hope okay! I;ll be praying for you toooo! Hahaha, besides. What are friends for kaaaaaaaaaaaaan. Okay, i know this is a bloody lame post but, SMILEEEEE. HAHAHAHA.
WTFISH, AKU BARU MAKAN NASI AND NOW IM HUNGRY LIKE A PIG AGAIN. Better start controlling my diet. Nanti gemuk lagi, mampus aku. Nowwwwwwwwww, tak gemuk. BUT chubby. Why oh why................
Currently : Waiting for SYASYA to call me. Sinceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... Hmm, 5.30?
Bleahs. I MISSS ATHILAH. SO MUCH. And of couse i miss the rest tooo. Hehehe! I feeel like texting kkbestie. But scared dia busy. Later uh text. Hahahas.
Now:Naufal is crying cos mum didn't wanna give him her phone. I feeeel so sad. I feeel like giving him my phone. But then later mum'll scold me pulak. Aiseh man. I keep quiet sua. Okay lah! I wanna go do something like........EAT. HAHA, No lah! Find some nice songs to hear uh~. BYEBYE HUMANS. Oh yeah! For people taking O's, GOODLUCK OKAY :D.
I'm nervous for my N results :/
Okay lah~. BYEBYE SEMUA ORG :) *WAVES*