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Tuesday, October 18, 2011

- Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Hello everyone. So, today i went out with my girls. We went to pasir ris to like enjoyyyyyyyyyyy. Muahahahaha. Here's what happened. Wake up at around 09.45, as usual, spend time w mum&baby before i get bathed. Then at around 11plus, i siapsiap and go out to meeeet syasya. But UNFORTUNATELY, I was super late to death. So, she went first. Was supposed to meeet at twelve. But i came 15minutes later. Hahahaha. Sorrrry babies. So after zat, we buy food at old chang keee and drink at value dollar. To get our stomachs filled before we do anything. While eating, we walked to prp to CYCLE. When we were like cycling, it was raining heavily. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzt. But, of course, we continued cycling. Hahaha, stubborn right. I knowwwwwwwwwwwwww. Then stopped at some places to camwhoreeeeeeeeee. Nak seee pictures? GO SEEEEE FB. HAHAHAH:D. After cycling, went to eat at fish&co, after that took neoprints. and cabbed to eastpoint. HAHAHA. #likeaboss eh^^. I'm damn tired. :(((((((((((((((So, i type also mcm merepekxz. So today, i am extremely happy. NUMBER ONE, OUR PLAN WORKED. And number two, I NEVER CYCLED IN THE RAIN BEFORE. hahahah. Number THREEEE, its beeen a while since i laughed/smile/enjoyed myself. Number four, I LOVE MY GIRLS. And A BIG THANKYOU to SYASYA for organizing this outing. Yeah, i mean likeeeeeeeeeeeeee. 6 people were supposed to turn up. But some cant make it/cancelled out on us/have plans. So yeah, only the threee of us came. But its okay, we had heaps of fun! I can never describe. Hahaha.If only my bestfriend came....... Sigh:/. But nevermind, i dont blame her though. I MISSSS ATHILAH(BESTFRIEND). I was hoping to meeet her today. Buttttttttt. Sigh:/, i dont know lah. Her mum don't let her out. And she wanted to sneak out which i don't allow her to because i don't want her to fight with her mum. Zzzzzzzzzzzt. I WANNNA MEEET MY BESTFRIEND SO BAD. I MISSSS HER LIKE CRAZIE. HAHAHAHAHA.
And yesterdaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, my teacher texted me to remind me that i have to report to school at 7am on the 24thOct. FOR THE NYP CHALLENGE AT NYP. FUUUYYYYOOOOOOHHH. Cannot wait. Hahaha. Thank gos the age limit is like 18&belowwww. Boleh aku join! Yeay:D.
Besides that, I WANT TO MAKE ONE THING CLEAR. BECAUSE EVERYTIME I ASK MY GUY FRIENDS WHY THEY DONT HAVE A GIRLFRIEND, THE ANSWER IS STILL THE SAME. ' I don't want a girlfriend cause....its a waste of money. You know we neeed to spend money on food/presents on their birthdays/anni. ' Wtheck. Okay, to make things clear. There is still girls on this planet that values your care/love rather than your MONEY! We dont neeed you to spend money on us. We just need your attention, your love, and show us that you care bout us. THATS ALL! Thats all i look for in a guy. Besides being honest, trustworthy, understanding and always there for me. Always there for me..... Yeah, PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY 'i'll be there for you, promise' but what now. I remembered my ex once told me, 'even though we break up, i'll always be there when you need me' WELL GUESSS WHAT LOSER, You are not even THERE WHEN I NEED YOU. WE DONT EVEN TALK. Because you value your ego and your insecurities on 'HAVING ME BACK AS YOUR GIRLF'. WELL GUESSS WHAT. IM NOT COMING BACK TO YOU. Allah had finally open my eyes to show me that you are NOT worth it:). Hahaha, oops. I didn't say any name eh. It could be ANY ex. Sape terase, tu kau punye seluar dalam okay honey. Back to the story. I have beeeen keeeeping all this FEEELINGS for so long. And now BAM. Im going to type it all out. Its my blog, my say. So dont be a bitch by commenting on whatever i wanna write here. Oh, tooo bad, i dont have a chatbox. Muahahaha^^.
SOOO, I wannna have this dream boyfriend, that'll listen when i speak, be there for me, love me as i am, don't cheat on me, be loyal and be honest with me. Yes, my dream boyfriend. Hahaha, come on dea. Berbual psal dream boyfriend bilaaaaaa contact pun aku takdaaaa. Hahahah^^.
I WILL NEVER HAVE A BOYFRIEND. BECAUSE. IDK WHY. HAHAHA. MAYBE NOT NEVER HAVE. I'm just waiting for MR.Right to come. I guesss. Or maybe he's here. HAHAHA. I don't know.
'If i had the guts, i would tell you, i liked you from the very first time i talk to you. but sadly, 2/3 years have passed and i haven't even told you anything. i am so freaking scared. BLEAH. okay dea okay. i keeep on telling myself its a crush but how can a crush last till so long?! hahaha. i talk to him every night. not talk to him like talk but text. sigh;/' i shall update about this sooon! hahahaa. gotttta go nowsxz. i'll leave you with a song now! hehehehe. currrent fave song. teeeeheeeee. byebyee~.