Okay, so hello people. Its been a while since i blogged. Mwehehe. So yeah, been kinda busy with life, yadayada.

So, solved my problems with iyla. She apologized and now we're friends again. Awesome right. Heheh. Good lah, aku pun malas nak gaduh(Im so lazy to fight). Hehe! Okay. So, besides that. My life's been pretty boring. No lah, not so boring... Like boring but not. WTF AM I SAYING?! OK, MEREPEK PEPEK AH DEA.

On the weekend(My phrasing sucks okay), Had some wedding thing. My aunty got married. Alah, so happy for her. Its like, i can sense the happiness. I wanna get married too. Haha, dream on dea! Been pretty busy during the weekends due to her wedding. Me&my family came down just to EAT. Cheh! No lah, we just want to give her all the support she needs. But seriously, her orang kawen is the wedding i see that not many people attend. Sigh, pity her. Theeeeen i start to feeel worried. If i'm like not close to my cousins/aunties, they'll not attend my wedding. Then how. Haha, have to start to be nice to them, LOL. Its not that im not nice, its just that, we're not so close. They stay at the north side. And im here, right here in the east. HAHA. So, we dont meet often, dont get along that well. But maybe one day, we'll. Insya-allah.

So basically, i went out the whole of yesterday. Went out for lunch with family. Went to JP, Cos mom wanna eat at Ayam Penyet Ria. God damn, i dont eat ayam. But thank god there's like..uhm..TAHU TELUR. HAHA. Its those tahu thing. My all time favourite. Mwehehe. Ceheheh! Then went window shopping at JP. At around 5, we left Jp, and we went to Parkway Parade. Hahahah. For what also idk. Did some shopping at FOX. And window shopped at cotton on. There's like nothing nice to buy there. Cotton on's getting boring. Boring and more boring. Had dinner at Banquet and went home.

So, love didn't text me the whole of yesterday. THE WHOLE OF YESTERDAY. YESTERDAY. YES. Sigh, i dont wanna blog about my personal problems here uh. Cossssssssssssssssssssssss, its not nice to blog about my personal problems. Nuff said. Hahaha.

Oooooh and i gtg. Yeah, byebye.

TODAY'S POST SUCK BALLS COS IM LIKE NOT FEELING WELL AND I JUST HAD MY MEDICATION. SCREW MENSES. OKAY BYE.

Okay, so i'm back blogging. Phew, its been such a day you know. I woke up and hit my head on the shelf beside my bed. And instead of crying or sobbing in pain, i ended up LAUGHING. Yes, laughing 4am in the morning. After that, i went back to sleep and my alarm woke me up at around....Hmm, lemme see. At around 10plus. Actually alarm was supposed to wake me up at 10 but you know. We, teenagers and our snooze. Hahaha. Okay, whatever. So, watched 17Again, ate prata and now, blogging. Mwehehe.

Oh yeah, and my mother, The smart mum, had an idea of opening a cafe/shop/whatever lah. At JE. Omg. We are here, in SIMEI. And you want to have a shop in JE. You must be kidding me right? She was so excited that she asked me to on the pc and find for the JE's sports recreation-thing's number. So i did. Instead of telling me that it was JE. She told me that its at JW. And i was like searching and searching. And i finally found out that its at JE. MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM. Grhs. Okay, so she's excited and my dad had this future plan of opening a buisness there. Yeay. Hahah. Okay, that is so cool. Mwehehe. And dad told mom that he wants my grandad to make syrup and so on. Hahaha. WALAU. BIG DREAMS EH^^. And there's something wrong with my dad. Haha. He's like exploring different kind of jobs y'knw. He quitted his job at UPS. And went to NIPPON EXPRESS. Then quitter NE, And currently working in PSA. And, he's applying for a new job. SOMEWHERE ELSE. HAHAHA. Doesnt matter lah. As long as my old man's happy, i'm happy for him too. I'll never fail to give him the support he needs. Mwehehe, besides, what are kids for right. Omg, its so funny that i address myself as KID, when im like SIXTEEN years old. Hahha.

And then, we are like somehow shifting house. Yeah. We are moving out. Sucha sad life. Sigh. Omg, i gotta go alr. I got so much to blog about. But so little time. Bleah. THE WEATHER IS AWESOME. NUFF SAID. I'm gonna go to EP with sister now, but i need to bathe first. Okay byebye humanxz.

Once i started blogging, you know i'm bored. Muahaha.
I got this song in my head now, What song what song? With Ur Love-Cher Lloyd and Mike-Something.
Muahaha.

Bleah, so today was pretty fine. Didn't do anything today. Except lazing around and staring into space. Hahaha. Besides that, i watched Jersey Shore&Football. Singapore scored TWO goals you know. Mwehehe. Awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee right. I know i know. MY singapore. Hahahahahah. K, shaddap dea.

Life's pretty fair. I really feeel like. Its just fair. Not too tough, not too easy. Just fine. Sometimes i get pissed/Sometimes i feeel happy/Sometimes i just....stare into space and do nothing. Hahah.

So yesterday was Athilah's 16th. And guess what... I DIDNT TEXT HER. Well, it wasnt intentionally. My phone was giving me problems. I CANT make outgoing/I have to try multiple times to get my text message to be sent. And plus, i threw my phone to the wall like 7375260- times. Idk, but my phone seriously gave me problems. I feeel like, throwing it away. Grrr. I need a new phone. YES, A NEW PHONE. I've been stuck with this phone for FOUR pathetic years of my life. But, to think of it. This phone's been thru alot wimme. Time YP-kia to now. Hahaha. So back to Athilah story. Hmm. I wanted to text her and wish her happy birthday. But since my phone is being a bitch to me, i didn't. Hahah, okay. Maybe its a sign. God didn't want me to text her, i guesss so lah. Heheh^^. I bet she really enjoyed her day WITHOUT ME. Or maybe ALL OF US. Sigh, i dont wanna talk bad about her or anything uh. I really wish for the best for her in whatever she does. Its like...if i were to get mad at her for leaving me also, its like no use. I dont see the point of getting mad at her, when she's enjoying herself. Hmm, so yeah. Its true what they say, ' you'll feel lonely when your bestfriend left', infact, this is much more lonelier than not having a boyfriend. Hahaha. Yes, if you read my last few posts, i've been ranting bout my BESTFRIEND. Well, not exactly. She left me. She found another. So now, there's nothing between us. But i have to admit. Whenever i read our past fb messages/ text messages, i tend to miss you much more. We used to talk about how grateful we were to have each other. And so on so forth. Sigh, now you're gone. I got nothing else to do but to pray for the best for you. I'll still be here if you need me.

ZOMG. I wanted to blog about love&yada-yada. But, i dont think i have the time.

Okay, maybe just a short one.

Since the day that i met love. I felt happier/i find myself laughing most of the time. Haha, He sure knows how to make me smile everyday/ Its been days/weeks since we met. I hope he's doing fine there. Teehee. Hmm, and yeah. He can get along with my sister and her boyf. We slacked together before. And, yeah. Sissy sure likes him. Will blog about the time they met pretty soon.

GELORA DI HATI SARA DA START. I WANNA WATCH IT NOW. LAST EPISODE ALRD. I'LL UPDATE AGAIN. OKAY BYEBYE. XOXO<3. MWAHS.

Yes, i am so bored. So bored. So bored. So, i decided to blog.
Basically, life's been pretty tough. Not pretty, kinda. Or more like sort of. Haha, Okay, shaddap.
Currently : Uploading pictures of syasya's birthday. On the 11.11.11. Super Cool eh ^^.
So, back to blogging bout life. Hahaha. Its kinda, idk............ I wont say its easy because, its not.
And i wont say its hard because its not either. Its somewhere in the middle. I realise that somehow, happiness dont last forever. Yeah, and life's like..... hmm. Its like, one day you feel like you're on top of the world, living a life full of happiness with all those loved ones around you. And the next day, you'll wake up feeling miserable.


Example, i used to think of my bestfriend as a sister-from-another-mother. We were so close. Everyone at school knew how close we were. Everyone knew, we were the best of the best. Hahah(Okay, Kinda true). Hmm, and now, you're avoiding me because you found yourself another. Sigh:/. Its really depressing. When you left, i really felt lost. Yes, i dont know who to turn to when i needed someone to talk to. I dont know who to find when i really need to complain about my day, about how i feeel. I lost a friend, a really close friend. I bet you forgot everything about us. You forgot i even existed. You ignored my calls/texts. Its like as if, i dont mean anything to you. All these years spent together. Are just....NOTHING. You get that. People always look at us as, 'Those two sweety/cute bestfriends' , people used to try and break us down. But in the end, we stand up stronger. Together. Now you left. I got nothing else to say to you but to wish for the best for you in future. I miss you, Athilah. People told me, ' MOVE ON. SHE'S NOT YOUR TRUE FRIEND IF SHE TREAT YOU LIKE THIS' But, you people dont know what we've gone thru. How close we were. All the bonds we share. She's somehow a part of me that is so hard to let go. Sigh:/. It;ll take time. But i thank Allah for sending me lots of awesome people around me to cheer me up and make my day a good one! Heheheh! ^^. I cant deny that i misss you. Talking to you, sharing with you, everything. All those silly conversations/so on. I hope you're doing good there. Till we meet. :'/. Seasons change, people change.


Okay, there you go, my essay about my used-to-be-bestfriend. Tomorrow's her birthday, i have no idea whether i should wish her or not. Should i? I dont know. Sigh:/


Okay, drop that subject. So yesterday. Is it yesterday? No. I think sunday. HAHAHA. WAS AMAZING. I guess. Went out for some random breakfast. It was so unplanned. Then atfer breakfast, dad drove us to ECP. Thank god i wore pants, so we went CYCLING. Yeah, its been a while since i cycled. We cycled from area G to C. Then from C back to G. After cycling, we went to MCD and get ourselves some drinks and icecream. And after that went to nenek's house(unplanned), Hahaha. When we reach nenek's house, i swear i was damn shagged. I sat down and doze off. Hahaha. Such an unplanned day, But its was amazing, of course.


So yesterday, stayed home alltheway because it was such an amazing weather. Heheh^^. Besides lazing around like a pig, we(me, sist&mum) watched lots of recorded shows. Like New girl, Jersey Shore, Hell's Kitchen, Masterchef US. Ate likaaa pig yesterday. Muahaha.
Today, Did some house chores and now, i'm like blogging to kill my boredom. Mwehehehe. And oh yeah, MY STUPID PHONE IS BEING A BITCH TO ME. I CANT MAKE OUT GOING CALLS AND IT KEEPS SHUTTING DOWN BY ITSELF. ALL THE TIME. WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU BITCH. ITS BEEN FOUR YEARS AND NOW.............YOU ARE LIKE MAKING PROBLEMS WITH ME. WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU? YOU CHANGED. YOU BLOODY FUCKER. FUCKING SONY ERICSSON W90I. FUCKER. Besides that, i'll be going to EP later, i guess. To teman sissy get her stuffs. Heheh. Mwehehe. Okay, i better do something else or i'll be stuck blogging about my life. Hehekk~. Byebye.


10 MORE DAYS. OOOH:B.


Here's a little something before i go off. I LOVE KATY PERRY:B

Whatsapwhatsap. Hahahahahaahahahahah~. Omg, i am such a lazy pig. Its beeen a while since i updated. Lots of stuffs happened in life. Yeah, really. Hahaha. I am meeeting my babies later. Awesome, its been a while since i met them. My babies DOES NOT includes ATHILAHBIP. Oh, and you know what, she tweeeted about us(HER SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS). WOW. HAHAHA. Sof and aly tweeeted you, but why no reply eh. Are you scared? Uh, prolly you'll be crying at the time you saw those tweets. One thing for you : Please be careful of what you're tweeting about okay honey. Because, cyber world is a very small and sempit(cramped) place, really. Huhuhu~.

Currently: Chatting with Aly & Myraaaa. And Listening to T-Pain feat. Wiz Khalifa & Lily Allen - "5 O'Clock".
That song's like stuck in my head for a few days alrd. Hehe.

So, today was kinda productive. Woke up at 7 and went jogging with sister&her boyfriend. Went home at around 8. After that, went out for breakfast with mum at around 10+. And now currently wasting time, blogging and chatting with people. Heheh! I feeeel sticky. I need to bathe before i go out. Heheh! Bag packed, Shirt ironed. All set to go out. Heheh. Woooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Oh yeah.

Dad was being a meanie in the morning. So this is what happened.
Dad: You can't go out today. You went out ystd and last wed. And you;re grounded. Im so sorrry.
Me: WHAT. WHY SEH. DONT TALK TO ME ANYMORE.
Mom: What time you going out?
Me: Ayah say he dont lemme go out ah
Mom:He's joking lah!
- HAHAHA. WAHLAU, THANK GOD. I WAS LIKE SO WORRIED I COULDNT TURN UP. LIKE. WHAT AM I GOING TO SAY TO MY BABIES IF I WERE TO TURN THEM DOWN TODAY. GRH~

I misss honeybunney. Bleahs. So sad. Seven days never meet him ald.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOH, AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYASYA!! AND I CANT WAIT TO MEET YOU BABIES LATER~. HEHEHEH!

Okay lah, its time to call aly and siap siap~. Baibai semua~.

= Today's post is the lamest of em all. Hahahaha!

Hahahaha, Sof is a meanie. She's posting stuffs about ATHILAHBIP on twitter. But she made my day, made me smile.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. TODAY WAS A DISASTER, I TELL YOU. MOOOOD DOWN.
Number one : Still upset over ________________'s sudden death(she didn't die, but she left me). But, i still consider it as a death. Because she left me. Hahahaha. Mom said " why do you still wanna care about these kind of people. At this stage, you'll lose friends. Its okay. Because you'll find new friends'' Okay, i am so bad. Hahaha. But, i'm glad i got such caring awesome honey bunny friends who are always ready to listen to my probbies. Heh, 'satu pergi, banyak datang'. That means : One go, thousands come. No lah! Joking only lah!
Number two : ___________________ made me upset by SCREAMING at me early in the morning. Terus mood down for the whole day. Sometimes, i feeeeel like. So ALONE. Okay, i dont wanna blog about private life on blog. Hahaha.
Number threee: I HAVE AN UGLY/HORRIBLE APPETITE. BECAUSE I CAN BE HUNGRY LIKE FCUK WHEN I JUST ATE RICEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

I HAVE NO MOOD TO POST ANYYTHING TODAY. SIGH. BYE.

I shall update something next time................