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Tuesday, November 15, 2011

- Tuesday, November 15, 2011

HI HI HI HI HI ^^. Hehehe. I am so boreeeeeeeeeeeed.

Yes, i am so bored. So bored. So bored. So, i decided to blog.
Basically, life's been pretty tough. Not pretty, kinda. Or more like sort of. Haha, Okay, shaddap.
Currently : Uploading pictures of syasya's birthday. On the 11.11.11. Super Cool eh ^^.
So, back to blogging bout life. Hahaha. Its kinda, idk............ I wont say its easy because, its not.
And i wont say its hard because its not either. Its somewhere in the middle. I realise that somehow, happiness dont last forever. Yeah, and life's like..... hmm. Its like, one day you feel like you're on top of the world, living a life full of happiness with all those loved ones around you. And the next day, you'll wake up feeling miserable.

Example, i used to think of my bestfriend as a sister-from-another-mother. We were so close. Everyone at school knew how close we were. Everyone knew, we were the best of the best. Hahah(Okay, Kinda true). Hmm, and now, you're avoiding me because you found yourself another. Sigh:/. Its really depressing. When you left, i really felt lost. Yes, i dont know who to turn to when i needed someone to talk to. I dont know who to find when i really need to complain about my day, about how i feeel. I lost a friend, a really close friend. I bet you forgot everything about us. You forgot i even existed. You ignored my calls/texts. Its like as if, i dont mean anything to you. All these years spent together. Are just....NOTHING. You get that. People always look at us as, 'Those two sweety/cute bestfriends' , people used to try and break us down. But in the end, we stand up stronger. Together. Now you left. I got nothing else to say to you but to wish for the best for you in future. I miss you, Athilah. People told me, ' MOVE ON. SHE'S NOT YOUR TRUE FRIEND IF SHE TREAT YOU LIKE THIS' But, you people dont know what we've gone thru. How close we were. All the bonds we share. She's somehow a part of me that is so hard to let go. Sigh:/. It;ll take time. But i thank Allah for sending me lots of awesome people around me to cheer me up and make my day a good one! Heheheh! ^^. I cant deny that i misss you. Talking to you, sharing with you, everything. All those silly conversations/so on. I hope you're doing good there. Till we meet. :'/. Seasons change, people change.

Okay, there you go, my essay about my used-to-be-bestfriend. Tomorrow's her birthday, i have no idea whether i should wish her or not. Should i? I dont know. Sigh:/

Okay, drop that subject. So yesterday. Is it yesterday? No. I think sunday. HAHAHA. WAS AMAZING. I guess. Went out for some random breakfast. It was so unplanned. Then atfer breakfast, dad drove us to ECP. Thank god i wore pants, so we went CYCLING. Yeah, its been a while since i cycled. We cycled from area G to C. Then from C back to G. After cycling, we went to MCD and get ourselves some drinks and icecream. And after that went to nenek's house(unplanned), Hahaha. When we reach nenek's house, i swear i was damn shagged. I sat down and doze off. Hahaha. Such an unplanned day, But its was amazing, of course.

So yesterday, stayed home alltheway because it was such an amazing weather. Heheh^^. Besides lazing around like a pig, we(me, sist&mum) watched lots of recorded shows. Like New girl, Jersey Shore, Hell's Kitchen, Masterchef US. Ate likaaa pig yesterday. Muahaha.
Today, Did some house chores and now, i'm like blogging to kill my boredom. Mwehehehe. And oh yeah, MY STUPID PHONE IS BEING A BITCH TO ME. I CANT MAKE OUT GOING CALLS AND IT KEEPS SHUTTING DOWN BY ITSELF. ALL THE TIME. WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU BITCH. ITS BEEN FOUR YEARS AND NOW.............YOU ARE LIKE MAKING PROBLEMS WITH ME. WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU? YOU CHANGED. YOU BLOODY FUCKER. FUCKING SONY ERICSSON W90I. FUCKER. Besides that, i'll be going to EP later, i guess. To teman sissy get her stuffs. Heheh. Mwehehe. Okay, i better do something else or i'll be stuck blogging about my life. Hehekk~. Byebye.

10 MORE DAYS. OOOH:B.

Here's a little something before i go off. I LOVE KATY PERRY:B