Friday, March 30, 2012
- Friday, March 30, 2012
Okay, so hello earthlings. Hahaha, my blog is not frequently updated. Simply because i am not online on weekdays. I find it a bit distracting to be on the cyber world. I would be so engrossed in checking things out and in the end..........i would abandon my school work. I don't want such stuffs to happen. So, i refrain myself from using the lappy on weekdays. Hahaha, Macam nerd kan. Who cares. I rather be a nerd and get good grades on my O level cert. Heheh.
So, life's been pretty amazing. School's been tough on me. But i'm NEVER giving up. Its just the start, i have a long journey to go. Well, not exactly long. I don't have much time till my Malay O's. I really wanna do a good job and make my dad smile! I know it hurts alot when i got my O level malay results last year. I remembered crying my lungs out because of a shitty grade. I then understood why i'm getting those grades. Number one, i didn't sacrifice enough. Number two, i didn't give my bst shot at orals. I ended up with a merit for orals and B4 for malay. I didn't want history to repeat itself. So, i'm really working very hard to get a good grade. Anything beyond B4 is okay for me. I am aiming for an A1/A2, it may be tough but i'm gonna work hard and get that A! YEAY FOR ME. HAHAHAHA. K-.-.
Anddddd, i am all ready to start my dnt artefact making. Oooooh. I tested a few samples just now and now i'm ready to start. Marked down some measurements and that should be it. Oooooh, and i almost forgot. I need a new sketch book. And get started on sketching stuffs. Hais. Did i tell you that dad is NOT confident in me being a nurse. In other words. HE DOES NOT WANT ME TO BE A NURSE. Sigh. Wait. I think i blogged about it already. Anyway, i discussed it with my 'cher' and she told me that i have to start sketching to get into my design course as my dnt journal is not enough to help me get in. So here we go. SKETCHING. I can sketch but i can't draw. SO, That explains why i'm not in art. Heheheheh.
So, anyway. Last thursday was my EL-MRL WEEK PERFORMANCE. Ok la, not performance. Maybe skit. Heheh. I only appeared on like 5 mins(or less) but it sure felt like an hour(okay maybe less). EVERYONE GAVE ME FEEDBACK AND MOST OF IT WAS 'I CAN TELL THAT YOU'RE NERVOUS.' YES. YOU PEOPLE ARE RIGHT. I AM NERVOUS. Tho i am damn hyper that morning. Hahaha. When i held the mike on stage, my hands were shaking and i can't see my script. So, i basically jammed for 1-2 seconds. But it was embarrassing. Mrs toh asked me whether i enjoyed it and i was like 'NO' and i swear i'm never going to embarrass myself anymore. Hahah. Oh anyway, because i did the skit and i entered the contest(im not supposed to but im so tempted cos aunty nora said that there would be a chocolate), I GOT A CHOCOLATE. YEAY, HAPPINESS. WEEEEEEHUUUUUU.
Maybe i should blog abit bout today. HEHEHE. School was fun, but shav didn't attend sch due to some reasons. Well, i hope she's doing alright there:). Me and ZY was like singing korean songs in math class. Hahahaha. And we were like girls generation-ing the whole time. Heeeeee~. After school, went to watch hunger games with Mairah, Chloe, Sof, Grace And another girl(i cant rmb your name, sorry). Basically, it was kinda awkward. Cos all of them are in diff class and we don't really talk. Well, not all cos sof talks to me, all the time. Thanks allah for that! :) ANYWAY,
Lemme blog bout my cutelittlegirl since i got nothing to blog abt. Hehehe. So, here we go. A post for SYASYA K. Hehe, sooooooooooooo, Me and sya are likeeeeeeeee damn close now. Like solid. We have strong forces of attraction and we have strong bonds that cannot be broken. Hahaha. Okay, there you go a bit of Kinetic Particle Theory for you. HAHAHA. I LOVE SYASYA. A LOT. HAHAHA. I've known her since forever. HAHAHAH. Joking laaa. I know her since primary school. She's like a sister, a mother, a bestfriend, a friend, a laughing partner. Basically, someone you can laugh to, be yourself w/o being criticized. Heheh. THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME, ALWAYS. I appreciate it and i can't thanks allah enough for someone like you:). Tho we have our ups and downs. We always try to settle it and work things out together. I always share stuffs with her. Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeh, so basically. She's likeeeeeeee my solid-friend. Hahaha. Okay. And i love my other close friends too of course. Aly, sof, shav,mir, fiq zat, ashraf and yea more! Heheh. I love my aunties too, my sister, brothers, mums and dad. My grandma and the list goes on. Hahahahahaha.
ANYWAY, THERE'S LIONSXII MATCH TMR. I AM SO GOING TO WATCH IT AND GIVE LIONS MY SUPPORT(AT HOME. SO SAD KAN). HEHEHEHE. So, anyway...............I never blogged about this before but yea...........i am in.................luv...............with..........you/ Hahaha, who? FIND OUR YOURSELF FUTFUT.
Okay byebye. I better reply fiq now before he gets extra mad at me. Wahahahah~. Okay byebye bloggy. Will blog again soon! MISS ME. MUAAAAAAAAAAAAH~/
Sunday, March 18, 2012
- Sunday, March 18, 2012
HELLO. WELLO. BELLO. NELLO. YELLOW.
HAHAHA, KK. Omg. I miss blogging so much. Its been a while man.
Okay sooooooooooooo. Life's pretty fine. Well, there's usual ups and downs but yeah.. thats life what.
Its been tough being a sec five. Well, not that tough. But its difficult to meet your expectations. I alway want to do the best in whatever i do. I don't wanna be the best to beat anyone in anything but i wanna be the best i can be. I wanna prove to myself that i can go on with this journey in my sec five life. And never give up. Yes, i ALWAYS feel like giving up. But the key is DETERMINATION and DISCIPLINE. Well one thing that keeps me going is my dream course! NURSING. Hahaha, well nursing is 28 points(Many people say dont need to study also can get into nursing, but i wanna good grade on my o level cert yea) HAHAH.
Well, recently i told dad about my plan about getting into nursing course and he wasn't that happy with my choice. He said he got no confidence in me being a nurse. Because he thinks that i'm a scaredy cat. HAHAHA. I'm like afraid of cockroaches(that fly) and yeah. My dad was giving me situation if i saw a cockroach crawling/flying and i need to inject a patient. I can forsee myself freaking out. HAHAHA. So, he advice me not to take nursing. And based on my results for N level and CA1, Dad advised me to take up Interior & Space Design/ Anything that got to do with Dnt. Hahaha. To think of it, besides malay, Dnt is my stronger subject. Hm, but the problem is......... Im scared. What happens if i can't meet my expectations? What happens if i take up that course and..i can't perform? What if i can't meet up to datelines? Working life is not like school dnt life. In school, we have like almost a year to get our dnt journal, pb and artefact completed. But in the working life, i don't think we have the luxury of time. Besides, life now is more advanced. Everything is going at a fast speed. Hais, i just don't wanna make a wrong choice that will affect me future. SO. Thats about my life.
Hm, basically now. Me and My ex-bestfriend are not in talking terms. WHY? Don't ask me. Ever since N level papers, we have not been communicating well. Yeah, but. I'm like somehow sad. Because all the memories we had, the friendship we built. Its like..........nothing to her now(i guess lah). I clean up my room yesterday and i found a birthday card. She wrote this to me. "We'll pull thru everything together. You're forever my bestfriend. I love you and i'll never leave you." That was my sixteenth birthday. But where are you now? Probably enjoying life. I don't even think that you'll spare a thought for me. And yeah. Where did all those "pull thru everything tgd" go. Where did all those "i'll never leave you" go to. Sigh, WHAT AM I THINKING. Ranting about you here. Hais hais. But nevertheless, i wish you all the best in life. May you succeed in everything you do. :')
And oooooooh. Its like 2.06 now. Better get some sleeep. Will blog tmr, i guess.
TAHTAHTAHTAH<3
