HELLO. WELLO. BELLO. NELLO. YELLOW.
HAHAHA, KK. Omg. I miss blogging so much. Its been a while man.
Okay sooooooooooooo. Life's pretty fine. Well, there's usual ups and downs but yeah.. thats life what.
Its been tough being a sec five. Well, not that tough. But its difficult to meet your expectations. I alway want to do the best in whatever i do. I don't wanna be the best to beat anyone in anything but i wanna be the best i can be. I wanna prove to myself that i can go on with this journey in my sec five life. And never give up. Yes, i ALWAYS feel like giving up. But the key is DETERMINATION and DISCIPLINE. Well one thing that keeps me going is my dream course! NURSING. Hahaha, well nursing is 28 points(Many people say dont need to study also can get into nursing, but i wanna good grade on my o level cert yea) HAHAH.
Well, recently i told dad about my plan about getting into nursing course and he wasn't that happy with my choice. He said he got no confidence in me being a nurse. Because he thinks that i'm a scaredy cat. HAHAHA. I'm like afraid of cockroaches(that fly) and yeah. My dad was giving me situation if i saw a cockroach crawling/flying and i need to inject a patient. I can forsee myself freaking out. HAHAHA. So, he advice me not to take nursing. And based on my results for N level and CA1, Dad advised me to take up Interior & Space Design/ Anything that got to do with Dnt. Hahaha. To think of it, besides malay, Dnt is my stronger subject. Hm, but the problem is......... Im scared. What happens if i can't meet my expectations? What happens if i take up that course and..i can't perform? What if i can't meet up to datelines? Working life is not like school dnt life. In school, we have like almost a year to get our dnt journal, pb and artefact completed. But in the working life, i don't think we have the luxury of time. Besides, life now is more advanced. Everything is going at a fast speed. Hais, i just don't wanna make a wrong choice that will affect me future. SO. Thats about my life.
Hm, basically now. Me and My ex-bestfriend are not in talking terms. WHY? Don't ask me. Ever since N level papers, we have not been communicating well. Yeah, but. I'm like somehow sad. Because all the memories we had, the friendship we built. Its like..........nothing to her now(i guess lah). I clean up my room yesterday and i found a birthday card. She wrote this to me. "We'll pull thru everything together. You're forever my bestfriend. I love you and i'll never leave you." That was my sixteenth birthday. But where are you now? Probably enjoying life. I don't even think that you'll spare a thought for me. And yeah. Where did all those "pull thru everything tgd" go. Where did all those "i'll never leave you" go to. Sigh, WHAT AM I THINKING. Ranting about you here. Hais hais. But nevertheless, i wish you all the best in life. May you succeed in everything you do. :')
And oooooooh. Its like 2.06 now. Better get some sleeep. Will blog tmr, i guess.
TAHTAHTAHTAH<3
