Greeeeeeeeeeeetings my fellow earthlings.
Current mood : I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY8436289523-9137.
Yes, i don't know what's wrong with me. I just feeel so sad and................i dont know lah. Im at ze new house now. I like the new house but.....im missing the old house. And this sucks. I know, people always say nothing lasts forever. Yes, i know that but....i seem to miss ze old house so much. It had done me lots of good. It has brought me blessings and happiness. And its the only memory i have of my late mom. Hais yes. Okay, actually its not so bad because i still have her picture in my phone and my wallet. But the house........its like..there's so much of memories and its so hard to say goodbye. It has a certain connection with me. Its probably one of the hardest thing to let go of. Besides mama's death. All the memories wont be forgotten, for sure. I had an emotional breakdown yesterday when the whole family prayed for the last time and it start to hit me. Like.............all the memories just come dashing through my mind. One by one. And yes, i cried like fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuug. Hais la hais. :/, and today im feeling it again. All the sadness and yeah. Okay...I have to STOP. For real. Bleahs.
I am just not in the mood for anything. 5 hours of sleep is NOT COOL AT ALL.
And my exams are in a few days time. SCREEEEEEEEEEWSZXZXZJSAGUO.
IM NOT EVEN PREPARED. Okay maybe i am. Maybe like 60 percent?
Still need to revise on chapters that im weak at. Like deterrence(SS) or reproduction in plants(BIO). Wah. And i still have chem to revise for. :/. KILL ME NAO.
I am still waiting for my room to be ready. Yes, been waiting since like 11 morning. Nao alr 6.12. My roooom is ze only one that's not ready. Boooooooooooooooooozxzxzxxzxzxxxxxxxx. Okay. I think i shall do something productive nao. Okay maybe after i vent my anger.
I AM SO ANGRY WITH ____________________. He/she is a bitch. Always complaining about being alone and so on. He/she always tweet/post status on fb about being 'FOREVER ALONE' and 'LONELY' . Yeah, and when he/she is lonely, he/she will be NICE, EXTREMELY NICE till the extent of WAITING FOR ME TO FEEL SLEEEPY THEN SLEEEP. And now, he/she's somehow popular because of some reasons. And he/she is being a little slut. I texted he/she randomly and said hi/morning/night/whatever etc. But he/she just ignored me. In return, He/she can reply tweets/answer comments on fb/be online on whatsapp/text other people BUT not reply me. I AM SUPER ANNOYED. Tho this kind of things always HAPPEN TO ME. But really, i am so annoyed. Like...what the hell you take me for. f872416534287904 lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. So, im a BACKUP lah kan. EVERYBODY TAKES ME FOR A BACKUP. Okay not everybody. Definately not my close ones. BUT ALMOST EVERYBODY TAKES ME FOR A F*&^%^*)&$#@#* BACKUP. I AM SO ANNOYED. One day i will f 764590 blowup and tell it right to your face okay. Wait, actually i DID told you. But you ignored me. HAHAHAHA, OMG I LIKE THIS FEELING OF BEING IGNORED. CONTINUE OKAY. (Y).
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ OKAY BAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.
I LOVE MY FRIENDS ALOT. HAHAHAHAHA. OKAY BYEEEEEEE LAHHHHHHHHH~~~.
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