Thursday, May 17, 2012
- Thursday, May 17, 2012
Hey hello! Okay so i'm in a good mood now so i'm gonna blog about it.
I LOVE 5C OH YEAH 5C SO SEKSEKSEKSEKSYYYY.
Yes, I love my class so much! Waahahah:B
Even tho we didn't have anything up in like 3 days of discussing, we DIDN'T give up!
We came up with a last minute class and a last min dance/stunts.
Very impromptu right? But still, we pull thru this TOGETHER, as ONE:)
Cos that's what we are, We are 5CCCCCCCCCCCCCC:B
Those who didn't came really lose out. I learned one important thing today. The bond we share as a class(well not exactly a class), maybe between the people who actually took time to turn up for practice was indescribable, its even better than winning the competition/getting into the finals. Initially, i was thinking of not attending the auditions, but I turned up w my mates because we want to make a diff! Wahaha:).
And i really enjoyed my time there. Everything was so last minute. But everyone was so bonded and hyper on stage. I swear i love everyone of 5C :). Ok, thats good. At least we bonded during this thing. HAHAHA.
Well, tomorrow's results day. All...Let me repeat ALL results are going to be released tomorrow. Honestly, i am NOT prepared for it at all. I am so afraid of getting back my results. One thing that's on my mind now is..........I let myself down. Yes, i really did. I felt that I didn't give my best during this prelims. I'm just afraid of letting my parents down. The results that I am going to receive doesn't really instill fear to me. Just my parents. I'm afraid of what my dad'll say. He's always wanting me to do my best. He always thought of me as the one that'll pass my exams and all. But what happens if i didn't make it during this prelims. What happens if i let them down? I will never forgive myself. Really.
Bestfriend told me that this is not the real O levels yet. That kinda ease me abit. But to think of it. O LEVEL MALAY IS IN A FEW DAYS TIME. ELEVEN DAYS TO BE EXACT. HAIS. WAKE UP DEA WAKE UP. SHAKE IT OFF. SHAKE THE LAZYNESS. OHMYGOD. ITS ALREADY TEN PLUS? I BETTER HEAD TO BED NAOOOO. OK GOODNIGHT SWEETHEARTS.
GOODLUCK TO ALL TAKING THEIR MID YEAR/PRELIM RESULTS:)
#IAMNOTPREPARED. #SUCHABORINGPOST.
-HAHAHA, MY BLOG MY SUKAAAA LA NAK PUT HASHTAG OR WAT OKAY! SAYANG ALL OF YOU:)
BYEEEEEEEEEEE AND NIGHTXZXZXZXZXZXZ :)
I LOVE 5C OH YEAH 5C SO SEKSEKSEKSEKSYYYY.
Yes, I love my class so much! Waahahah:B
Even tho we didn't have anything up in like 3 days of discussing, we DIDN'T give up!
We came up with a last minute class and a last min dance/stunts.
Very impromptu right? But still, we pull thru this TOGETHER, as ONE:)
Cos that's what we are, We are 5CCCCCCCCCCCCCC:B
Those who didn't came really lose out. I learned one important thing today. The bond we share as a class(well not exactly a class), maybe between the people who actually took time to turn up for practice was indescribable, its even better than winning the competition/getting into the finals. Initially, i was thinking of not attending the auditions, but I turned up w my mates because we want to make a diff! Wahaha:).
And i really enjoyed my time there. Everything was so last minute. But everyone was so bonded and hyper on stage. I swear i love everyone of 5C :). Ok, thats good. At least we bonded during this thing. HAHAHA.
Well, tomorrow's results day. All...Let me repeat ALL results are going to be released tomorrow. Honestly, i am NOT prepared for it at all. I am so afraid of getting back my results. One thing that's on my mind now is..........I let myself down. Yes, i really did. I felt that I didn't give my best during this prelims. I'm just afraid of letting my parents down. The results that I am going to receive doesn't really instill fear to me. Just my parents. I'm afraid of what my dad'll say. He's always wanting me to do my best. He always thought of me as the one that'll pass my exams and all. But what happens if i didn't make it during this prelims. What happens if i let them down? I will never forgive myself. Really.
Bestfriend told me that this is not the real O levels yet. That kinda ease me abit. But to think of it. O LEVEL MALAY IS IN A FEW DAYS TIME. ELEVEN DAYS TO BE EXACT. HAIS. WAKE UP DEA WAKE UP. SHAKE IT OFF. SHAKE THE LAZYNESS. OHMYGOD. ITS ALREADY TEN PLUS? I BETTER HEAD TO BED NAOOOO. OK GOODNIGHT SWEETHEARTS.
GOODLUCK TO ALL TAKING THEIR MID YEAR/PRELIM RESULTS:)
#IAMNOTPREPARED. #SUCHABORINGPOST.
-HAHAHA, MY BLOG MY SUKAAAA LA NAK PUT HASHTAG OR WAT OKAY! SAYANG ALL OF YOU:)
BYEEEEEEEEEEE AND NIGHTXZXZXZXZXZXZ :)
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
- Tuesday, May 15, 2012
' HELLLOOOOOOOO:B.
Beeeen up since subuh and nowwwwwwwwwwwww...i have like 8 mins to post! Because have to get bathed at 8 and then get out by 8.30.
I HAVE DNT REMEDIAL TODAY. And not to forget class cheeer. Hahaha, actually today supposed to be Marking day=No school today. But yeah........teachers can't leave us alone lah eh hais;/. So yeah. But i'm looking forward to spending time with the class today tho i bet that most of my classmates won't turn up. Hais, you tell me where is the class spirit nao?!?!?!?!
EXAM'S ARE OVER. Well not exactly, i have MALAY O LEVEL'S in like 13 days.............KILL ME NOW. I guess block periods are going to start and i'm gonna spend more time with my dearest malay mates! YAY:B. Ok, thats the advantage. The disadv would be...............THE WHOLE DAY....WE'RE JUST GONNA DO MALAY MALAY AND MORE MALAY. I love malay but........i got sick and tired of doing malay the whole day. How i know? Because I took O levels last year u noooob! Haaha:B. Well, its not called block periods if we don't do malay the WHOLE DAY. Hahaha, nuf nuff.
I don't understand some people. Why do they feel so jealous towards people reaching happiness/success? I mean like...you should be happy for them. Not, posting status/tweets about them. I know you have this im-not-happy-with-everyone disease. But if someone were to do something for a good cause, i would support them NOT find ways to criticize them. And heck yeah i know who you're reff to. Tho i hate(Okay hate is a strong word), tho i DONT LIKE the person, i wouldn't be so FAKE to tell the person that whatever she's doing is RIGHT and talk bad about her behind her back. Get what i mean? I do not wish to fight with you, neither am i KENTAL cos i don't want to say it to your face. I did, once, but you still post things about me indirectly. SO, I GAVE UP. I HAD NUFF. Haha.
Ok time's up. Gotta go bathe. BYE SWEETHEARTS:B
Friday, May 4, 2012
- Friday, May 04, 2012
HAHAHAHA. ZMG. I CANT STOP LAUGHING.
So i was texting fiq. And i was complaining about my paper.
I said this 'The paper was like shit. I don't think i can score.'
And he replied me, 'So how, can you do it?'
HAHAHA/. FIQ KAU SLENGE. SERIOUS@$#!*(
Okay harro harro. Guess what. ITS FRIDAY. YES. YEAY. A LONG BREAK. FROM ALL THIS STRESSFUL EXAMS. Have to admit. The whole of this week was a......BITCH to me. SERIOUS.
Screwed most of my exams and i feel shitty about it. I HAVE VOWED THAT I AM NEVER GONNA REPEAT WHATEVER I DID DURING THIS PRELIMS. Well, ayah somehow gave me words of motivation yesterday..So....I somehow felt ABIT better..yeah...ABIT only. I can forsee that i'll not perform this prelims. So yeah:/. Boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Mom just got back from the hospital. And yeah, i got scolded again. Well not scolded ah. She somehow gave us a 'REMINDER'.. Yeah. It all started when i told my sister to help me with the hot water. Cos when i did the 'job' , i terkena the hot water. Wah, i'm not saying i'm weak or what(okay maybe it seems like i am showing the weak side of me). But its not cool when everytime i try to pour hot water on the container, it keeps on jumping to me. GRHSDAASKUFgdLIFA. And after that........my sister was told to do something to the baby brother..but me and sissy was eating. So my sister went to attend to the baby sister, my dad came. Then my mum suddenly came out of nowhere and said this. "I nak remind you all eh. *k this part i was already like...what i do sia*, next time if i assign jobs for you all you better do it yourself. macam tadi i suro you*ref to me* pour the hot water, you suro naqiyah....*and somemore lah*" but i'm not angry or what la. I didn't even bother to justify myself because....i am just too tired. Having toothache and lack of sleep and exam stress. I am just not in the mood to make war or whatnot. So..i chose to just let it go lah.
Besides, its been days since she last nagged at me or what. So, i shall just mind my own business lah. Ayah tried to defend us. FOR THE FIRST TIME. I'm impressed. WAHAHAHAHA.
And now i'm being a bitch to ________ by replying him/her short sentences. Well, i learned my lesson sir! WAAHAHAH. I have learnt my lesson of being nice and whatnot. Because in the end...people will still take advantage of you. REALLY. NO MATTER HOW NICE YOU ARE. I learnt it the HARD way..............Hais, in life. You have to take control of yourself. Okay wtf am i typing. I mean like....no matter how nice you be. No matter how much you try to care for the person...The person will still leave you. Yes, i experienced it many MANY times. And i can assure you that its not a nice feeling. NOT AT ALL. Especially when the person left you without a word..Okay actually. Its better to leave without saying a single word than to leave because "i'm interested in another girl". WAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay. Shuts..
I FEEL LIKE TAKING A GUN AND SHOOTING MY TEETH. I AM HAVING A TOOTHACHE SINCE YESTERDAY AND IT HURTS LIKE FUUUUUUU872897207298643538874367552.
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha, okay. Oooooooh. Anyway for that someone.............
Nice try. :B. Try again later. Busy at the moment :)))))))))))))))))))
Okay thats all for today. Toodlesssss :p
So i was texting fiq. And i was complaining about my paper.
I said this 'The paper was like shit. I don't think i can score.'
And he replied me, 'So how, can you do it?'
HAHAHA/. FIQ KAU SLENGE. SERIOUS@$#!*(
Okay harro harro. Guess what. ITS FRIDAY. YES. YEAY. A LONG BREAK. FROM ALL THIS STRESSFUL EXAMS. Have to admit. The whole of this week was a......BITCH to me. SERIOUS.
Screwed most of my exams and i feel shitty about it. I HAVE VOWED THAT I AM NEVER GONNA REPEAT WHATEVER I DID DURING THIS PRELIMS. Well, ayah somehow gave me words of motivation yesterday..So....I somehow felt ABIT better..yeah...ABIT only. I can forsee that i'll not perform this prelims. So yeah:/. Boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Mom just got back from the hospital. And yeah, i got scolded again. Well not scolded ah. She somehow gave us a 'REMINDER'.. Yeah. It all started when i told my sister to help me with the hot water. Cos when i did the 'job' , i terkena the hot water. Wah, i'm not saying i'm weak or what(okay maybe it seems like i am showing the weak side of me). But its not cool when everytime i try to pour hot water on the container, it keeps on jumping to me. GRHSDAASKUFgdLIFA. And after that........my sister was told to do something to the baby brother..but me and sissy was eating. So my sister went to attend to the baby sister, my dad came. Then my mum suddenly came out of nowhere and said this. "I nak remind you all eh. *k this part i was already like...what i do sia*, next time if i assign jobs for you all you better do it yourself. macam tadi i suro you*ref to me* pour the hot water, you suro naqiyah....*and somemore lah*" but i'm not angry or what la. I didn't even bother to justify myself because....i am just too tired. Having toothache and lack of sleep and exam stress. I am just not in the mood to make war or whatnot. So..i chose to just let it go lah.
Besides, its been days since she last nagged at me or what. So, i shall just mind my own business lah. Ayah tried to defend us. FOR THE FIRST TIME. I'm impressed. WAHAHAHAHA.
And now i'm being a bitch to ________ by replying him/her short sentences. Well, i learned my lesson sir! WAAHAHAH. I have learnt my lesson of being nice and whatnot. Because in the end...people will still take advantage of you. REALLY. NO MATTER HOW NICE YOU ARE. I learnt it the HARD way..............Hais, in life. You have to take control of yourself. Okay wtf am i typing. I mean like....no matter how nice you be. No matter how much you try to care for the person...The person will still leave you. Yes, i experienced it many MANY times. And i can assure you that its not a nice feeling. NOT AT ALL. Especially when the person left you without a word..Okay actually. Its better to leave without saying a single word than to leave because "i'm interested in another girl". WAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay. Shuts..
I FEEL LIKE TAKING A GUN AND SHOOTING MY TEETH. I AM HAVING A TOOTHACHE SINCE YESTERDAY AND IT HURTS LIKE FUUUUUUU872897207298643538874367552.
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha, okay. Oooooooh. Anyway for that someone.............
Nice try. :B. Try again later. Busy at the moment :)))))))))))))))))))
Okay thats all for today. Toodlesssss :p
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
- Tuesday, May 01, 2012
I am terrified. I am.........................afraid.
HELLO PEOPLE.
So as y'all know today marks the START of my prelim exams. Sigh. I think i screwed my PAPER 1&2. I didn't even finish summary. I don't know how people can finish half-an-hour earlier or so when i'm like struggling to finish the whole paper. Maybe cos i JAMMED at some questions and yeah. HAHAHA. Okay, actually i spend most of my time thinking if my answer is correct or not. What happens if i get a stupid excess denied again?! I AM SO WORRIED FOR MYSELF MAN. This got to stop. After school went to eat w le bestfriend and le good friend. Had a good laugh about school and such. Haha, after that went to follow bestfriend to shop for some home-stuffs. Then bus-ed back home w her. AND HEY. GUESS WHAT. Me and le bestfriend stays opposite each other nao. HAPPINESS. WAHAHAHA:B.
Once i got back home, quickly got bathed and accompany my sister to tamp mall to get mother's day pressie for mom. Well, bought mine already. ONLINE!! Hahaha. Okay, so excited for no reason. I withdraw 20 dollars, because i wanted to buy a 10 dollar spects. And they dont allow VISA transactions below 15 dollars. So i draw-ed 20, used 10 and go back to the POSB and deposit 10 into the bank. HAHAHA. To refrain me from spending. But, IT DOESNT ACTUALLY HELPS BECAUSE...IM STILL SPENDING...ONLINE. WAHAHAHAHAHA:)))))))))))))))))). After that i bus-ed to school. Went 7eleven to get FOOD, met syasya and had night study w cikgu hidayah&faizan.
Well, i'm really blessed this year because all the teachers that are assigned to me are the ones that are dedicated and really touching. They are willing to go the extra mile just to see us excel. I'm so touched and i really respect them! Wahaha.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOH. And my mom's gonna go for opp tmr. And that calls for a new addition to the family! YIPPEEEEEE. Hehehehehehehehe:).
Actually, i feel very uneasy today. I just saw something which freaked me out. Well, i do not want to say much here as i was informed that some person always visits my blog to have a look on stuffs that he/she can open a topic on. For example.. if i blog about my favourite food. The person would be, " Eh, dea just posted about her favourite food ah. Alamak. My taste better. " Or something like that lah. But you get the idea right.
MORAL MORAL MORAL OF THE STORY : You can never please anyone. No matter how hard you try. People always have something against you. Among your friends/peers/mates, I can assure you, there would be this someone who will ALWAYS find the bad in you no matter what you do.
My dad always told me that, people are never happy with you. They don't like to see you live an easy life. Sure got something to bring you down. So, i always keep my heads up and be in high spirits! LETS GO DEA LETS GO! WAHAHAHAHA:D. Kk, lame.
Note to self : Be careful with who i'm friends with. You'll never know, one day..........you'll get stabbed by someone you really trust. I've been there and done that. I've learn't my lessons by hard. I learn't not to trust people so easily. I've learn't not to fall for anybody's sweetness because there might be a truth hidden somewhere. I've learn't to stand up for myself regardless of whatever i'm facing through. I've learn't that the only person that'll be there for myself when everything is falling apart is ME. And i love myself so much:).
Hahaha, thats about it. If you have any enquires/information about anything please tweet me/whatsapp me/text me/etcetc. HAHAHA. I am no longer active in facebook. Because of EXAMS and because FACEBOOK IS LAGGING LIKE SHIT. Okay, i'll try and sleep it off tonight.
GOODNIGHT EARTHLINGS. TILL WE MEET AGAIN. XOXO. :D
HELLO PEOPLE.
So as y'all know today marks the START of my prelim exams. Sigh. I think i screwed my PAPER 1&2. I didn't even finish summary. I don't know how people can finish half-an-hour earlier or so when i'm like struggling to finish the whole paper. Maybe cos i JAMMED at some questions and yeah. HAHAHA. Okay, actually i spend most of my time thinking if my answer is correct or not. What happens if i get a stupid excess denied again?! I AM SO WORRIED FOR MYSELF MAN. This got to stop. After school went to eat w le bestfriend and le good friend. Had a good laugh about school and such. Haha, after that went to follow bestfriend to shop for some home-stuffs. Then bus-ed back home w her. AND HEY. GUESS WHAT. Me and le bestfriend stays opposite each other nao. HAPPINESS. WAHAHAHA:B.
Once i got back home, quickly got bathed and accompany my sister to tamp mall to get mother's day pressie for mom. Well, bought mine already. ONLINE!! Hahaha. Okay, so excited for no reason. I withdraw 20 dollars, because i wanted to buy a 10 dollar spects. And they dont allow VISA transactions below 15 dollars. So i draw-ed 20, used 10 and go back to the POSB and deposit 10 into the bank. HAHAHA. To refrain me from spending. But, IT DOESNT ACTUALLY HELPS BECAUSE...IM STILL SPENDING...ONLINE. WAHAHAHAHAHA:)))))))))))))))))). After that i bus-ed to school. Went 7eleven to get FOOD, met syasya and had night study w cikgu hidayah&faizan.
Well, i'm really blessed this year because all the teachers that are assigned to me are the ones that are dedicated and really touching. They are willing to go the extra mile just to see us excel. I'm so touched and i really respect them! Wahaha.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOH. And my mom's gonna go for opp tmr. And that calls for a new addition to the family! YIPPEEEEEE. Hehehehehehehehe:).
Actually, i feel very uneasy today. I just saw something which freaked me out. Well, i do not want to say much here as i was informed that some person always visits my blog to have a look on stuffs that he/she can open a topic on. For example.. if i blog about my favourite food. The person would be, " Eh, dea just posted about her favourite food ah. Alamak. My taste better. " Or something like that lah. But you get the idea right.
MORAL MORAL MORAL OF THE STORY : You can never please anyone. No matter how hard you try. People always have something against you. Among your friends/peers/mates, I can assure you, there would be this someone who will ALWAYS find the bad in you no matter what you do.
My dad always told me that, people are never happy with you. They don't like to see you live an easy life. Sure got something to bring you down. So, i always keep my heads up and be in high spirits! LETS GO DEA LETS GO! WAHAHAHAHA:D. Kk, lame.
Note to self : Be careful with who i'm friends with. You'll never know, one day..........you'll get stabbed by someone you really trust. I've been there and done that. I've learn't my lessons by hard. I learn't not to trust people so easily. I've learn't not to fall for anybody's sweetness because there might be a truth hidden somewhere. I've learn't to stand up for myself regardless of whatever i'm facing through. I've learn't that the only person that'll be there for myself when everything is falling apart is ME. And i love myself so much:).
Hahaha, thats about it. If you have any enquires/information about anything please tweet me/whatsapp me/text me/etcetc. HAHAHA. I am no longer active in facebook. Because of EXAMS and because FACEBOOK IS LAGGING LIKE SHIT. Okay, i'll try and sleep it off tonight.
GOODNIGHT EARTHLINGS. TILL WE MEET AGAIN. XOXO. :D
