Okay, so HELLO. GREETINGSZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

Wakaka, Im like HALFWAY done for prelim2, yippeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Happygirl95. Okay, cannot be so happy. My science papers are up tomorrow&thurz. Math paper1 on Fri. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ, KILL MEYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Today, 31st July is my bestfriend, FIQ's SEVENTEENTH birthday. Sent him a super long text! I was the only one that wished him on the dot, IM SPECIAL OK. Cheh, NOT. Cos i'm not the first to wish. Well, screw it lah! Heh, I hope he'll enjoy his day. And be happy&blessed as always.

Okay, the reason why i'm blogging is because..........I need to let out what I've been keeping. And this is MY blog, so I have all the rights to say what I wish to say. YAY. Okay. HEHEHE.

Most of the people I know, are like attached. As in, they found their soulmate. And i'm like wondering when will my turn come. HAHA. Okay, prolly not now lah. I cannot balance boyfriend&studies actually. I suck at time management. Plus, my family needs me. Ceh, boyfriends=commitments&yadayada. And, I don't think I can pull out the best out of me anymore. Its like, I don't know how to love. Okay, more like...I've lost interest to love anymore. I gave up completely. I know I always say this. I SAID THIS GAZILLION times, when I was much younger. But this time I mean it. I really gave up/lost interest. None  of the cute/nerdy/whatnot GUYS attracts me. I feeel like.........they're just another kid that people chase. Yup, thats all. No more trying hard to please/appease/whatnot the guy or trying hard to get him to talk to me/get his number. NO MORE. WHY? Because, I stopped having a thing(love, you call it?) for guys. I've been hurt by broken promises/false hopes. I'm sick and tired of crying/getting my heart broken. I am sad to see my loved ones getting hurt by their loved ones everytime. I see myself in them. Defending their loved ones and going the extra mile, even letting down their pride and showing to the world how WEAK they are. I get hurt by seeing them stooping so low just to please their loved ones. BUT I can't do anything. At that point, I know that they would do ANYTHING it takes so that their loved ones wont leave them. Sad isn't it. That's life.

They guy would chase you and do whatever it takes to get you. And when the relationship is on the rocks, you would do anything for the guy to keep him.

Well, that's how it usually goes right. Sadly, I used to be them. I see myself as a stupid/desp/crazy girl. I believe he's in safe hands now. I don't have to wish for the best for them, cos i'm not adele. Haha. But I know they're happy. Probably happier without me. Hahaha. Review&&Feedback from my ex's: Most of them find it hard to cope with my temperamental(changing all the time) attitude. HAHA. And I used to get sad over the stupidest things. For example.
Me : 'I want choc'
Him: 'No'

And because of that I wont talk to him, HAHAHAHA. Silly isn't it. Yups. That's how I USED TO BE. HAHA!

Okay, Its getting late, I think I shall head to bed now.

GOODNIGHT.
XOXO.

P.s. I feel this post is kinda stupid. Especially when you're typing past 12AM. Okay bye:B