Saturday, August 4, 2012
- Saturday, August 04, 2012
Oh, hello. Its SATURDAY and I can't seem to head to bed after sahur. Beeen shitting alot. SIGH:/. Shouldn't have drink milo D:
Oh, AND THAT'S PROFESSOR GREEN. Handsome righttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. Hais. I can melt sia watch his videos on youtube. Mmdap siolxzzzzzzzzzzzzz. I love his songs, the beat, the lyrics, and he sounds really good too~~.
Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. I'm actually 3/4 done with PRELIMS. Yes, finally. ALHAMDULILLAH:). Praise Allah swt. Hehe. I hope I can pull through and keep myself together to study for the other two papers. After Monday, I SHOULD be a happy young girl. Ceh, cakap pasal young.......................................I'm turning seventeen soon/. I FEEEL LIKE CRYING ALREADY. I feeel so old. Especially being the eldest of like 5 siblings. I REALLY FEEL DAMN OLD. ZZZZZZZZZZ.
I actually wanted to blog about (insertname). Because I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
'I WANNA SING, I WANNA SHOUT, I WANNA SCREAM TILL THE WORDS DRY OUT' -ProfGreen.
FIRST, i'm like kind of irritated/pissed with this human being. He/She is basically UNHAPPY with everyone. And his/her tweets DON'T REFLECT ON him/her at all. He/she usually tweets/post status about being positive, good good shoes like that. BUT what people DON'T KNOW is that he/she is good with words but..........actions prove it all. Tweets/status don't prove anything to people honey, because......PEOPLE HAVE EYES. This world is not stupid, seriously. YOUR ACTIONS SHOW IT ALL. So, you don't need to step goodygoody good shoes okay. WHY WHY WHY do you like to pin point other people's mistakes BUT you yourself is committing those mistakes? SERIOUSLY? You kidding me? Talking bad about others when you yourself is not near to perfect. I'm not saying I am perfect and all. I have my flaws and yes, I do not fancy some people but I don't go around making myself happy by tweeting/post status about others. YOU HAVE TO WAKE UP. WAKE UP AND SEE THAT THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOU. If you think you're one hot shot, then.......that's your problem lah. I AM TIRED OF TELLING YOU OFF/TALKING NICELY TO YOU, My patience has its limits too. UNLIKE you, I have PRIDE&DIGNITY. You spark the fire, then when I confront you, you try to make it sound as if it not your fault. WHEN IT IS CLEARLY YOURS. So, take responsibility&PLEASE STOP TALKING ABOUT OTHERS. YOU ARE NOT PERFECT YOURSELF. Let them be what they want to. It doesn't bother you at all what. I mean, it does not affect you or what.
NEXT, I AM SICK AND TIRED OF HAVING YOU TO COPY WHATEVER I DO. I WANT TO TALK TO A FRIEND NOT TO MY OWN REFLECTION. CAN YOU HAVE SOME ORIGINALITY AND GROW SOME BALLS/TITS AND STOP FOLLOWING EVERYTHING THAT I DO/SAY. FROM THE WAY I TEXT TO THE WAY I TALK. OHMYGOD. ITS DAMN ANNOYING LAH. I'M NOT SAYING I'M SOME HOT-SHOT THAT YOU FOLLOW WHATEVER I DO. BUT I'VE BEEN OBSERVING FOR A COUPLE OF MONTHS. YOU KNOW HOW ANNOYING THAT IS. AT FIRST I THOUGHT IT WAS PURE COINCIDENCE BUT....HOW CAN COINCIDENCE BE HAPPENING FOR MONTHS STRAIGHT. YOU USUALLY DON'T TYPE WITH SMILEYS OR EXCLAMATIONS, BUT WHY NOW YOU START? MACAM KEPO SIA. EVERYTHING I DO, YOU ALSO WANT TO DO. I EAT ICECREAM, YOU ALSO NAK. I DRINK BUBBLE TEA, YOU ALSO WANT. I WANT TO SLEEP YOU ALSO WANT. EH, F LA F LAH. PLEASE.........I DON'T NEED ANOTHER REFLECTION OF ME. I NEED A FRIEND. UGH-.-
WHY LA WHY YOU HAVE TO TEST MY PATIENCE DURING FASTING MONTH. DAMN ANNOYING LAH PLEASE.
Okay that's about it. I FEEL HAPPY NOW. YES, FINALLY. ALL THE THINGS I'VE BEEN KEEPING TO MYSELF IS BEING LET OUT. **BREATHES**.
KKGOODNIGHTXX.
