Oh hello and hi there. xD.

Ooooo I'm blogging for two days straight nao. Haha. Weeeehooo. Currently otw to laupasat for dinner. Oh yeaaaaaaaaah man!! Whoop whoop.

I just want to say that .... I love my dad so much and he's the most amazing gift Allah swt send to me. Even tho at times, he annoy the shit out of me. He's the best dad I could ask fr. Really proud of him&& I hope Allah will bless him always.

Okaaaaaaaaaay.

Anyway, today's been amazing. Been studying for sci(biochem) mcq. Revising shits and yeah. It's Monday my goodness. :/. Haha! 3 more days to the last paper. Oh yea! Can't wait for all this shits to end. Prolly after the paper, I would hibernate and sleep and sleep and sleep and don't touch my books already. Hahaha! Wooooop.

Sometimes I think, I'm really selfish. Okay, maybe not selfish but idk lah.

I tend to expect and hope for things. How do I explain eh. Hm, imagine receiving an award and the one closest to you and the one whom you expect to be saying things like 'I'm so proud of you.' or even a simple word of 'CONGRATS' but guess what.....NO. That person never even said it to me. Instead that person just continue to spoil my mood, doing things that annoy the shit out of me and what do I do? I just held it in and keep it inside. Sometimes I cry a little due to the 'bottled up' feelings. Man, who can I share it to? I share most of my problems with my mom because honestly, she understands every bit of shit that's happening to me as she says that 'you're a complete resemblance of me, dea. Exactly what I was in the past' HAHAHA! Coincidental mch huh, mom. Lol!

I used to share things with my so called friends. Why do I call them my so-called-friends? Simple. They expect me to be there for them no matter what and when I expect them to be there for me.......THEY ARE NOT EVEN THERE. Or they would act like they listen/change topic. Familiar? Hm, it's been happening to me most of the time. WHY? I don't know. Sometimes the girl who's been there for everyone needs someone to be there for her. I tried my luck once, telling a friend about my problems and guess what. He just replied me with an 'okay, you'll be fine' AND THEN HE STARTS TO TELL ME ABOUT HIS PROBLEMS. And I'll be like... Man, can I hit you w a rock?!?!?!?! BEEEEEEEEEEYAJ.

So, therefore, I conclude that....my mother is the best because she's been there for me throughout my ups and downs. I LOVE YOU MOM, for that. Even tho she's not my real mum, I still love her like my own. Haha! What can I say, I'm just blessed. Allah's put the best people in my life. He loves me. Hehe!

Okay, so yeah. Im'ma go have dinner now. Byebye:P