Friday, November 30, 2012
- Friday, November 30, 2012
Greetings world!
Yay, finally blogging again. Well, I wanted to blog yesterday but then.......I don't feel like it the moment I logged on to blogger.com. I had no idea why, I swear.
Anyways, so many things are happening in my life now. And to be honest, I don't know how to react. I feel like EVERYTHING, yes EVERYTHING is happening to quick and fast paced.
Where do I begin? Okay, Lets start with Zoo& Prom Night.
So basically on the 26thNovember, I had both a Zoo outing in the morning and Prom night in the evening. TIRING? YES, OF COURSE LAH KAN. HAHAHAHAHA. Okay so anyway, zoo was amazing except for the last part when it rained. We had to walk in the rain and all I could think of at that point of time is MY HAIR and MY PHONE. I cannot afford to get my hair wet because..........I HAVE NOT MUCH TIME TO DRY IT BEFORE PROM. And my phone............I hide it like inside 3 or 4 plastic bags and stuff it inside a zip-lock bag. HAHAHA, protection mah! AND GUESS WHAT ME&SIS BOUGHT FROM THE ZOO SOUVENIR SHOP? WE BOUGHT RIPPLES SLIPPER. FROM THE ZOO. HAHAHA. We had no choice because our shoes are like.........hopeless. So we managed to get out of the zoo at around 3+. Reached home at around 4 and rush to get ready for prom. Lucky me, I managed to get ready in time. YAY ME. Met my friends and make our way to RESORT WORLD SENTOSA for prom! Prom was amazing! AWESOME! Hahaha, actually the only reason I went for prom was for the food & to meet my classmates. I'm so glad I met them there! I MISS ALL OF MY CLASSMATES ALD.
Have to admit, I didn't like the class from the start. But nowwwwww, we're like somehow united and I LOVE EVERYONE OF MY CLASSMATES. I LOVE 5C'12 ;'(.
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Next...............I don't know if I should blog about this lah.
BUT I JUST FEELSO SHITTY THESE DAYS. IT'S LIKE I WANT TO SCREAM AT EVERYONE THAT PISSES ME OFF. I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME. I CAN'T FIGURE MYSELF OUT. AND THEN I FEEL SO...................................SAD FOR NO FUCKING REASON EVERYTIME. HAIS. I HAVE TO JUST...............SMILE AND STAY STRONG. YES V V V EASY TO SAY. BUT IT IS DAMN HARD TO DO LAH. I CAN ALWAYS FAKE MY SADNESS AND ALL BUT...............................................................I CAN'T LIKE TO MYSELF. AHHHHHHHHHHHH, DAMN IT LAH. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TYPING. I KNOW I DON'T MAKE ANY SENSE. JUST...........SCREW THIS SHIT LAH.
I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY.
I WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH CLOWNS, CATS AND EVERYTHING THAT COULD MAKE ME SMILE, MAKE ME HAPPY. BECAUSE NORMAL HUMAN BEINGS ARE GIVING ME NOTHING BUT HEARTACHES/ HEARTBREAKS/ PAIN/ WHATNOT. I WISH I WAS IMMUNE TO ALL THIS PAIN. I WISH. I REALLY WISH. BECAUSE IT BLOODY HURTS TO BE HURT EVERY SINGLE DAY. IT'S LIKE......EVERYONE DOESN'T LIKE YOU LIKE THAT. YOU GET IT. I FEEL THAT WAY.
PEOPLE ARE FREAKING LEAVING MY LIFE EVERYDAY. I DON'T KNOW WHY. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO TALK TO ME. TELL ME. DON'T IGNORE ME. I HATE TO BE IGNORED. ITS LIKE IWANTTOPUNCHYOURFACESOBAD. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
OKAY I'M DONE.
BYEXX.
Labels: RAMBLINGS.
