Friday, November 23, 2012
- Friday, November 23, 2012
HI ALLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
Current mood : Super depressed like idk how to explain.
Today was a DISASTER. Probably one of the worse days of my life. AND, I've never been this upset ever in my entire life(Okay, maybe i'm exaggerating or what not). BUT, I AM SAD. SUPER SAD. MELANCHOLIC you would say? Downcast. That's more like it.
Haven't ate anything since I come back. That explains how downcast I felt like. I felt sick, horrible and stupid. I SUCK, I just SUCK. I can't seem to make things right. I just can't hide my feelings anymore. I am more TEMPERAMENTAL and ANGRY. I DON'T KNOW WHY AND THIS GOT TO STOP BEFORE IT GETS WORSE.
Hais. Been staring at walls, keeping quiet and sitting alone by myself since I came back. I feel super horrible. And no, I'm not gonna like blog about what happened. I'm trying to like forget it. BUT, I don't know why the incident keeps on replaying on my head like a spoiled tape.
I burst into tears the moment I stepped into my room. I feel awful.
And I still feel awful.
OH YES, I have to thank ajul anyway for coming down to meet me for 5 minutes and trying to cheer me up when I was about to cry. I swear it was nice of him to travel from TP to my place just to cheer me up! And I have to thank AL too! For listening to my ramblings and entertaining my sillyness. Kekeke. I'm sorry I stressed you with my problems erriday! I'm sorry but I just have to! HAHAHA. Not to forget Ian&Ayul who listened to my stories and try their best to make me snap out of the sadness.
I CAN'T BELIEVE I AM GETTING MYSELF SO UPSET OVER A PATHETIC REASON.
I HAVE TO SNAP OUT OF IT.
Okay bye world, I should be heading to bed now. Goodnight sweethearts
Labels: Mistakes are inevitable so yeah:/
