Oh hello and hi there.

Today was a m a z i n g.

Yes amazing! Muahaha! Went to RP and NYP open house with my bestfriend! Spend some quality time with her! Shared stories and all! Gosh. It's been so long since we had a bestfriend-quality time. Muahahah^^. Should actually spend more time with her! At least I'll avoid myself from going to lousy 'dates' and get myself hurt all over again. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Today when I woke up, I swear I was in tears. WHY DEA WHY? I saw something on twitter. YES AND IT'S FUCKING SAD because I HAVE BEEN BOTTLING UP EMOTIONS AND THEN SOMETHING HAD TO APPEAR IN FRONT OF MY EYES. And TA-DA there you go a fountain of melancholy.

I AM SO SAD FOR MYSELF. I CAN'T BELIEVE I FREAKING STOOD THERE AND WAITED LIKE A STUPID KID WHEN YOU ARE LIKE HAVING FUN AND ENTERTAINING SOME OTHER GIRLS. HAHAHAHAHAH DEA KENAPE KAU BODOH SANGAT. LIKE REALLY WHY DEA WHY?! WHY ARE YOU SO STUPID? HE IS LIKE HAVING THE FUCKING TIME OF HIS LIFE AND YOU ARE HERE DROWNING YOURSELF IN ALL THESE SORROWS AND SELF PITY.

AND YES I REALISED THAT I WAS HOLDING ON TO SOMETHING WHICH WAS ALREADY GONE. I hope one day some girl will treat you like how you treat me. And then at that point of time you'll be
'Aw man, I shouldn't treat dea like that. '
IN SIMPLE ENGLISH, I HOPE KARMA HITS YOU ON YOUR DICK REAL HARD TILL YOU CAN'T HAVE FUCKING KIDS OKAY. Moron loser idiot asshole cheespye and all the words that has the same meaning as all the above.

I finally opened my eyes and.......I will TRY my best not to give a fuck anymore. All this love shit is killing me deep down inside.

Lotsoflove,
Deaxoxo.

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