This sucks.

Yes it does.

Everytime I fall in love or whatnot. I'll always receive the cold shoulders. Sigh.

I don't know how it happened, honestly. Like seriously. And the feeling sucks. So much.

Why can't I be in love and feel loved like everyone else.

You made me fall for you, you treated me like i'm special. Suddenly, you just avoid me. Left me struggling here without a reason.

You used to do sweet things to me. Text me when you wake up(even tho it's just waking up from a bad dream and sleeping back again). But now what. Sigh.

I should have known. I should have.

Actually I know what am I getting myself into. I just didn't expect to fall out of it so fast. Too fast.

I didn't know where I went wrong. I put up with your angstyness without even complaining. I was even willing to travel the distance for you. I was super tired after work but I still drag myself to meet you. And this is what I get in return.

I'm not bragging or bringing up. I just didn't know where I went wrong.

I didn't expect it to turn out this way. I am completely uttermost sad.

I smile. I laugh. I hide all my sorrows. But if you look deep inside me. You'll see the sorrows, the pain, the tears that I held back.

Staying strong.
Just following the flow.
I hope allah will guide me to the right path.

Xoxo,

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