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Thursday, June 27, 2013

- Thursday, June 27, 2013

Insecurities.

I'm sure that everyone faced this problem before. Insecure of everything. Weight, height, looks, dressing, you name it.

I know I shouldn't take it seriously but...........I can't help but think of it every once in a while. It's bothering me so much OMG.

Ya allah, please give me the strength to be stronger than what I am now.

Xo,

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

- Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Okay YAY HELLO THERE HELLO HELLO AND HELLO.
WOOHOOOOOOOOOO, Happy girl is so happy now that I can cryyyyyy out of happiness(just kidding)

WHATSUPPP Y'ALL

Okay, so as you know MY HOLIDAYS ARE COMING TO AN END AND IT'S VERY SAD(TO ME). SIGH, I can't wait for my REAL HOLIDAYS. HAHAH, Which means...........the end of this whole semester's holiday. YES, I CAN'T WAIT. Because i'll not have to worry about shitty things like project submissions and yada yada. Some stupid talk of the week and stuffs. Okay, it's not stupid but I just don't feel comfortable having to stand in front of the class and talk about my damn life. HAHAHA.

So................as you can tell, I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN(different is good, yay!) Okay I know the picture has nothing to do with this post but YAY OMG ITS SO PRETTY! YAY, edited a couple of stuffs, updating this blog and at the same time, I'M KEEPING TUMBLR ALIVE TOO. YAY ME. Okay it's been like ages since I used tumblr. Maybe 2-3 years ago? Can't really recall. I gave it a whole new look(well, basically just changed the tumblr-skin and play around with the fonts and colours) and keep it alive by reblogging stuffs. WOW, AM I SO HAPPY OR WHAT. Well, yes I AM HAPPY. I have no idea why. My goodness, why is this happening to me. So, I tidied up both my blogs and now...............time to tidy up my room because it looks like tsunami has just hit it. Nope, i'm not kidding. It really looks horrible my goodness I swear. Have to stop procastinating and get my ass moving, okay maybe after I finish this blog post. YEAY. Hahaha.

I don't know what to blog about, seriously. Well, I'm just going to type whatever nonsense that comes in my head like 'yabadabadooyehooloajsodnsjhey!' HAHAHA, just kidding!
I WISH I HAVE UNLIMITED CASH LA OMG BECAUSE I NEED NEED NEED TO GO A LOT OF PLACES TO EAT. SIGHPIE. SAD NADIAH IS SAD. HAHAH.
USE I NEED
B&I have so many places we planned to go(mostly, to food hunt) BUT, BOTH OF US ARE BROKE NOW. SO HOW NOW BROWN COW. SIGHPIE LA SEH. HAHAHAH^^. Okay, that would be all. Maybe I wasted like 5-10 minutes of your time reading this boring post but at leat you know once thing about me today. I AM VERY HAPPY BECAUSE I EDITED BOTH MY TUMBLR&BLOG SKINSZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. OK BYE.

Wait for the next post ok! Hopefully I have something nice to share w y'all! Stay tuned asses. HAHAHA. MWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Thursday, June 13, 2013

- Thursday, June 13, 2013

Oh hello and hi there!

Fwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i'm like updating my blog regularly now(okay not really) but who cares la haiz. HAHAHA^^

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, Yesterday I had silat training and I must say that was like the most entertaining training ever. We learn lots of stuffs! From regu(silat's artistic moves) to bela-diri(self defence). Well, before the fun training parts..........we had to run 4 rounds around the school's sports place(idk what you call that track thing) and LOTS and LOT of cardio exercise. SIGHPIE. It was pretty tiring and I gave up during the last part of cardio because my head was spinning so bad and tbh, I CAN'T RUN FAST ANYMORE AND THAT SUCKS. I'm ALWAYS the last or one of the last few people to complete the run but important thing is I pressed on and NEVER NEVER NEVER GIVE UP. I always tell myself to give up when I finish, not give up when i'm tired. Well, at least ytd I ran 4 rounds non-stop and that's like sort of an accomplishment to me! YAY ME^^. Besides that, my silat mates are also very encouraging, they are always there to support me when i'm running instead of looking down at this poor little girl who cannot run. Boyfriend's been pretty motivating too! We ran together on the last bit of cardio exercise and he keeps running faster and faster to make me catch up with him.

After those exercises then we learn some bela diri moves! YAY HAPPY GIRL IS HAPPY BECAUSE..........I remembered all 4 sets of moves and I also choreograph some moves with irsa! YAY! And oooooooooooooh had lunch with some of the silat people, lepak-ed at library while waiting for silat to start and went silat together. How bonded are we now man? HAHAH!

Okay that's it for today. I actually have nothing to blog about but I really wanted to share with y'all about silat. So yeah! There you go. HAHAHA OK BAI.

MWAHXOXOHUGSANDKISSES.

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

- Tuesday, June 11, 2013

Oh hello there.
I'm having the WORST sickness in MY entire life now. Hahaha, okay it may sound like i'm exaggerating it but NO. HAHAHAHA, okay MAYBE a little lah kkk! But seriously. One of the things I hate to happen to me is : FALLING SICK.

Yes, FALLING SICK.
I hate getting sick because I will feel all lousy and weak and I can hardly get anything done. SIGH.
It's a super bad comi of sickness. Menses+Cramps+Fever+Noserunninglikeatapwater+Headache. WORST, I say again WORST combination ever in the entire world of combinationzzzzzzzzzzzzz. SIGHPIE.
Ya Allah, Please cure my sickness.

Anyway, my dear iPhone notifications has been spammed by the silat whatsapp people! HAHAHAH. Whoa, if I don't check my phone for a day............it can go up to like 300++whatsapps. Hahah! Well, you must pity those people that don't talk at whatsapp and suddenly booomm............y246109qw7q48037 whatsapp notifications for you! Muahahahah;). Okay lah, just kidding. It won't come up to that much lah! But these bunch of people are the most fun people in my whatsapp group(apart from my geng&mybf). Hahah! Their whatsapp convo are like so........entertaining seh! I LIKE I LIKE. HAHAHAHA. I can't believe after a month plus then we(the freshies, the girls and the boys) get to like bond and know each other better. Mwehehehe^^

Its a good start tho! Hahahaha, Okay yes, I admit silat is tiring(just the 2.4 actually) and sometimes I feel like quitting but there's something about silat that makes me want to stay. One of the seniors told me that silat is quite painful for a CCA. And yes, back to the something that makes me want to stay thing. So silat is like a third family to me. Since second family to me would be my classmates& my sec school mates. We've been so close now, our bonding is stronger than before and the thing I like about silat is that they don't leave any man behind. There was a time when I can't kick properly using my left leg cos I'm so used to kicking with my right. I remembered a senior actually stood next to me and show me how to do it step by step. And when we kicked with the padding, a senior actually thought me how to kick properly and more powerful. He told me how to improve on my kicks and told me to keep on doing it until I got better. I am so blessed to be in this CCA. Seriously. I love silat like a lot a lot. But the 2.4 is a pain in the arseeeeeeee, tbh. HAAHAHAHHA:D

Okay, that's it for today! BYEBYE AND I STILL FEEL LIKE EATING NASI AYAM $2 SIGH.

Sunday, June 9, 2013

- Sunday, June 09, 2013

Hey hello!

ITS TIME TO.........UPDATE THE DUSTY BLOG. WOOHOO! THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS FOR UP-DATE. HIP HIP HOORAY HIP HIP HOORAY HIP HIP HOORAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. WOOOOOP!

Okay so basically life has been pretty amazing for me.

1.Settled family disputes

2. My boyfriend is the most amazing person I can ever come across in this world

3. TERM TEST IS OVER.

So if you're wondering why I don't really update in the past. Its because of preparing for term test.

TBH to you bloggy baby, I was NOT AT ALL prepared for poly life. I thought I could stay fine with my secondary school pacing. Mind you, i;m from Normal Acad. And the pacing for NA people and express people is VERY VERY different. For me, I learn things slowly. Slow paced. One step at a time. BUT, poly life is like super fast paced with gazillions of modules to take on year 1.1. YES, IT'S JUST THE DAMN START AND I AM LIKE SUFFERING. Well, I didn't really suffer alone. Thank goodness for boyfriend, family, friends and even my careperson(form teacher in Temasek). Will talk about them in the later part but let me continue with the struggling story first. So yeah. I struggled, cried buckets(well, literally) and honestly, I GAVE UP. I GAVE UP WITH TRYING SO HARD AND NOT UNDERSTANDING SHIT. I always wonder why am I in IIT, why am I doing this course when I don't understand a single shit about whats going on. I prayed and ask Allah swt for guidance and lead me to the right path. And by then I finally realise that, Allah put me in this course for a reason. The intake for this course is 60 ONLY. And i;m like one of the lucky 60 to get into this course. I know Allah swt has his reasons for me to be here. If he knows that I can't excel here, he wouldn't put me here to suffer. I know this is just the start. Like what my dad says "Nothing is easy in this world. First year is always tough, this is where you build your fundamentals. If you don't find it tough now, you're going to struggle. This is when you will learn how to improve on yourself and learn to close learning gaps. " Whatever he said is true. If I didn't fail the first time, I wouldn't work harder for term test. Its by failing is where you'll reap success. Whoa. There you go, a quote by the wise nadiah. HAHAHA!

(Picture taken from class cycling last friday! 7June'13)

So yeah, now term test is over, I shall focus on closing the learning gaps. HAHAHA YAY!

So now let's talk about my poly mates.

HAHAHAHAH, So in my lovely class, we have a lot of small mini mini groups and guess who's in my gang? The most awesome people in the class. I'm so blessed to have them as my gang(well, gang sounds wrong. okay, maybe friends). Yes, so glad to have them as my friends. Two of my mates are like the most experienced ones and they are not stingy when it comes to helping my mates&I in studying. They will help you in whatever way they can! So blessed to have them you know. There is a time when my laptop decides to be mean to me by not allowing me to on the wifi, I asked my friends how to go about. They helped me with all their might till the wifi is back to normal. And also when I had a breakdown in class, my class rep actually sat down and talked to me about life and stuff. He even gave me a lot of advice and words of motivation! He reminded me about why am I here and told me not to give up. Besides studies, they're the craziest and awesome bunch of people to hang out with! They will crack a couple of jokes to entertain the group. And it will always end up with me having a 'senak' tummy after eating. Muahahah! I love my mates and they are the best gift that Allah swt could give me in poly! (Well, besides my boyfriend of course). HAHAHAHAHA.

Okay so now, the boyfriend part. Well, he's been an amazing individual himself. He is super annoying, funny and crazy. I can never be angry at him for more than one minute because he will always come up with something annoying to cheer me up! He's always there for me without fail. Even in the middle of the night you know. He's there. I remembered weeks before the exam, I actually had a emotional breakdown. I was feeling so upset and so low when I couldn't do a couple of questions from Computer Architecture, Cmaths2 and Programming. I was so disappointed in myself. I actually cried and I shared my problems to my boyfriend. He was not only there to listen to my problems, he also gave me words of motivation and tons of advice. On top of that he always gives me motivation early in the morning and he also makes sure that I'm fine by constantly texting me to make sure if i'm okay. Tell me how blessed am I to have him? He's not only there to listen to my problems but he's also there to go through it with me. He encouraged me and motivate me to the best that he could. For stuffs that he could help me with like logic gates and binary numbers, he would generously offer his help to me. He even brought his notes for me to refer to and practice. I'm so blessed to have you baby boyfriend, honestly. I don't know how will I ever face this depressing road without you around. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH OKAY. I feel so blessed that you're mine instead of some other girl's. THANKS B THANKS REALLY THANKS. I really appreciate ever single thing you do to me! Mwah*

NOW YOU TELL ME, How can I not be blessed by all this wonderful creations that Allah swt has showered upon me. I'm so lucky and blessed all my life you know. Wooohoooooooooooooooo.

Okay, now done with blogging about my life. I'm gonna start revising for CMathssssssssssssssss:B

KK BYE HUNNIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS:)