Sunday, June 9, 2013
- Sunday, June 09, 2013
Hey hello!
ITS TIME TO.........UPDATE THE DUSTY BLOG. WOOHOO! THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS FOR UP-DATE. HIP HIP HOORAY HIP HIP HOORAY HIP HIP HOORAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. WOOOOOP!
Okay so basically life has been pretty amazing for me.
1.Settled family disputes
2. My boyfriend is the most amazing person I can ever come across in this world
3. TERM TEST IS OVER.
So if you're wondering why I don't really update in the past. Its because of preparing for term test.
TBH to you bloggy baby, I was NOT AT ALL prepared for poly life. I thought I could stay fine with my secondary school pacing. Mind you, i;m from Normal Acad. And the pacing for NA people and express people is VERY VERY different. For me, I learn things slowly. Slow paced. One step at a time. BUT, poly life is like super fast paced with gazillions of modules to take on year 1.1. YES, IT'S JUST THE DAMN START AND I AM LIKE SUFFERING. Well, I didn't really suffer alone. Thank goodness for boyfriend, family, friends and even my careperson(form teacher in Temasek). Will talk about them in the later part but let me continue with the struggling story first. So yeah. I struggled, cried buckets(well, literally) and honestly, I GAVE UP. I GAVE UP WITH TRYING SO HARD AND NOT UNDERSTANDING SHIT. I always wonder why am I in IIT, why am I doing this course when I don't understand a single shit about whats going on. I prayed and ask Allah swt for guidance and lead me to the right path. And by then I finally realise that, Allah put me in this course for a reason. The intake for this course is 60 ONLY. And i;m like one of the lucky 60 to get into this course. I know Allah swt has his reasons for me to be here. If he knows that I can't excel here, he wouldn't put me here to suffer. I know this is just the start. Like what my dad says "Nothing is easy in this world. First year is always tough, this is where you build your fundamentals. If you don't find it tough now, you're going to struggle. This is when you will learn how to improve on yourself and learn to close learning gaps. " Whatever he said is true. If I didn't fail the first time, I wouldn't work harder for term test. Its by failing is where you'll reap success. Whoa. There you go, a quote by the wise nadiah. HAHAHA!
(Picture taken from class cycling last friday! 7June'13)
So yeah, now term test is over, I shall focus on closing the learning gaps. HAHAHA YAY!
So now let's talk about my poly mates.
HAHAHAHAH, So in my lovely class, we have a lot of small mini mini groups and guess who's in my gang? The most awesome people in the class. I'm so blessed to have them as my gang(well, gang sounds wrong. okay, maybe friends). Yes, so glad to have them as my friends. Two of my mates are like the most experienced ones and they are not stingy when it comes to helping my mates&I in studying. They will help you in whatever way they can! So blessed to have them you know. There is a time when my laptop decides to be mean to me by not allowing me to on the wifi, I asked my friends how to go about. They helped me with all their might till the wifi is back to normal. And also when I had a breakdown in class, my class rep actually sat down and talked to me about life and stuff. He even gave me a lot of advice and words of motivation! He reminded me about why am I here and told me not to give up. Besides studies, they're the craziest and awesome bunch of people to hang out with! They will crack a couple of jokes to entertain the group. And it will always end up with me having a 'senak' tummy after eating. Muahahah! I love my mates and they are the best gift that Allah swt could give me in poly! (Well, besides my boyfriend of course). HAHAHAHAHA.
Okay so now, the boyfriend part. Well, he's been an amazing individual himself. He is super annoying, funny and crazy. I can never be angry at him for more than one minute because he will always come up with something annoying to cheer me up! He's always there for me without fail. Even in the middle of the night you know. He's there. I remembered weeks before the exam, I actually had a emotional breakdown. I was feeling so upset and so low when I couldn't do a couple of questions from Computer Architecture, Cmaths2 and Programming. I was so disappointed in myself. I actually cried and I shared my problems to my boyfriend. He was not only there to listen to my problems, he also gave me words of motivation and tons of advice. On top of that he always gives me motivation early in the morning and he also makes sure that I'm fine by constantly texting me to make sure if i'm okay. Tell me how blessed am I to have him? He's not only there to listen to my problems but he's also there to go through it with me. He encouraged me and motivate me to the best that he could. For stuffs that he could help me with like logic gates and binary numbers, he would generously offer his help to me. He even brought his notes for me to refer to and practice. I'm so blessed to have you baby boyfriend, honestly. I don't know how will I ever face this depressing road without you around. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH OKAY. I feel so blessed that you're mine instead of some other girl's. THANKS B THANKS REALLY THANKS. I really appreciate ever single thing you do to me! Mwah*
NOW YOU TELL ME, How can I not be blessed by all this wonderful creations that Allah swt has showered upon me. I'm so lucky and blessed all my life you know. Wooohoooooooooooooooo.
Okay, now done with blogging about my life. I'm gonna start revising for CMathssssssssssssssss:B
KK BYE HUNNIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS:)
