Since I can't sleep, I shall type a blog post! HAHAHA.
Hi earthlings! Wa-laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Okay wrong emotion! Maybe, Whaaaaazuppppppppppp?! HAHA! Okay hello and hi there! Whoa you have no freaking idea how many drafts I made before posting this one! I always feel like blogging and then when I typed out one whole chunk of stuffs to blog, I just don't feel like publishing it, HAHAHAHAHA. Sigh, I know I merepek la okay! Well, That's just meh.
I would like to start of by saying "NOBODY IS FREAKING PERFECT OK". I feel so annoyed when someone comes up to me and tell me "eh, you have grammar/spelling errors in your text/post/whatnot". IF YOU ARE TELLING ME FOR ONE/TWO TIMES....I CAN TAKE IT BUT IF YOU ARE CORRECTING ME 24/7, YOU ARE REALLY ASKING FOR IT. Psht. I feel so annoyed okay, TELL ME WHICH INDIVIDUAL WON'T BE SO FURIOUS IF YOU KEEP TELLING THEM THEIR GRAMMAR/SPELLING MISTAKE. YOU KNOW MY ENGLISH IS ALREADY A C6 SO WHAT DO YOU EXPECT OF ME? Okay, sorry for venting my anger in the paragraph above. Well, I'm just pissed. Idk why people like to spot other people's mistakes. Sometimes I can just laugh, smile and joke about it but if you really see the inside of me....you will know. Behind those laughs are actually sadness and tears. I may always be the "happy-go-lucky" kind of girl, hyperactive and always creating a conversation with people. BUT what you don't see is the tears I cried, the stress I face, the amount of anger I inhale and stuffs like that. Well, they say the happiest people are the scariest because one day when the blow up, the only expression that would come out of them is....ANGER and maybe some sadness. They inhale too much all the time that it is actually silently killing them on the inside. Bleah, okay so screw whatever I just typed above.
So yesterday was my 5th with my bbboyfriend. Kekekeke! Time really flies when we're having fun right? Well, not really fun. I'm glad that we still make time for each other despite our busy schedule everyday. Okay maybe not 'out busy schedule', maybe its just ME. I'm so dead busy these days. School, silat, family and more school. I find that sometimes I don't even have time for myself. I really miss those days when 'projects' were just simple presentation slides based on information you can find on your notes/textbooks. Yeah, so back to the topic. I'm really blessed to have someone to put up with my constant mood swings, my temperamental attitude, my annoyingness, my naggings, my everyday complaints. Also, someone to be my pillar of strength, someone who believes in me when I don't even believe in myself. Someone to give me hope when I feel like all hope is gone. I'm really blessed to have you baby. Really. I swear I can't imagine being with anyone else in this world, other than you. You always tell me about how you are a bad boyfriend and how you disappoint me at times. Well, every relationship goes through fights, dramas and stuffs. Those are actually tests given to us to see if we are strong enough to face it or if we are going to give up this love. I'm really grateful to still have you in my life even though I may be such a pain in the ass sometimes. SOMETIMES JE. Hahaha. Anyway, you're not a bad boyfriend ok! YOU'RE A GOOD ONE, AN AWESOME BOYFRIEND I MUST SAY. I'm not easy to handle but you've prove to me that you CAN handle my behaviours and accept my flaws. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TIAK TIAK BOY! ______________ Okay till here then. I KNOW MY POSTS ARE BORING SHITZ. BUT I LOVE Y'ALL FOR READING MY BLOG. OKAY GOODNIGHT READERS. LOVE Y'ALL. MWAH* NADIAHXO.
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