Wednesday, July 10, 2013
- Wednesday, July 10, 2013
Hey hello and hi there.
Whoa i'm finally done revising for my Cmath1 class test. I'm kinda worried now. Because I don't really know what to focus on. The questions are somehow changing every year and I can't really expect it to be the same as the past year papers. SIGHPIE. So sad sad, sighzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. And you wanna know what's more sad. When you open the Cmaths2 book to do your tutorial and suddenly.......................BAM. You don't even know how to do any of the questions there. NOT EVEN A SINGLE QUESTION. ARGH. -.-
Okay it's not the time to give up. Nope, not yet, not now nope no no no no.
I HAVE TO BE STRONG OMG. Because that's the only choice I have.
I love this course, I do. I worked so hard for the whole of my sec 5 year to earn myself the reward of getting into this course. So, I CANNOT GIVE UP. NO GIVING UP. I am going to try my hardest to sustain myself from all these tough subjects. Okay, So like what one of my friend say. Don't give up because of one subject. Yes, I'm not giving up BUT i'm having a really HUGE trouble trying to understand the concepts and such. I am so scared of failing/not doing well. Yeah, people always say "Kau pandai pe", "Step bodoh". HAHAHAHAHAHA, the truth is........I am not smart. I actually study really hard to get the results that I got. You have no idea how much pain/stress/anger/heartache I go through everyday, doing the same old shitz and listening to the same old e-lectures just to make sure that I get that topic right. It is such a pain. Some people can understand it when the lecturer teach them but me.........I'm the total opposite. I don't understand on the spot. I have to go home, re-call what the lecturer says and try to use it to help myself and guide myself to study. I can tell you, it's not an easy thing for me. Really.
Okay, so....................................today's pretty good, I guess. Everything's been good, so far. I haven't had any problems for the day. Went to solat with my girl during break and I'm so proud of her ok! She's not those people who always pray all her life. She recently just started to re-learn how to pray and I must say that I really admire her effort in doing so. GOOD JOB SISTAH! ZUHUR AGAIN OK TMR:B. But this time we have to go to school of AS really fast! Hahahaha.
My boyfriend is an annoying piece of shit. LOOK WHAT HE'S DONE TO MY LAPTOP. HE PUT ONE HUGE NOTE THERE SAYING "IZZAD HASSAN IS AWESOME" AND "I LOVE IZZAD HASSAN" HAHAHAHAHAHA. YAH THANKS B FOR BLOCKING ALL MY OTHER NOTES. PSHT. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT SO MUCH K TIAK TIAK BOY.
AND I THINK IZZAD HASSAN HAS GOT HIMSELF A FAN OMG. THIS IS SO CREEPY I WONDER WHO IS BEHIND ALL THIS.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA OKAY, I SHALL PACK MY BAG AND GET READY FOR TOMO.
I HOPE TOMO'S GONNA BE BETTER THAN TODAY.
TILL THEN, XOXO.
SELAMAT BERPUASA GUYS! :*
Whoa i'm finally done revising for my Cmath1 class test. I'm kinda worried now. Because I don't really know what to focus on. The questions are somehow changing every year and I can't really expect it to be the same as the past year papers. SIGHPIE. So sad sad, sighzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. And you wanna know what's more sad. When you open the Cmaths2 book to do your tutorial and suddenly.......................BAM. You don't even know how to do any of the questions there. NOT EVEN A SINGLE QUESTION. ARGH. -.-
Okay it's not the time to give up. Nope, not yet, not now nope no no no no.
I HAVE TO BE STRONG OMG. Because that's the only choice I have.
I love this course, I do. I worked so hard for the whole of my sec 5 year to earn myself the reward of getting into this course. So, I CANNOT GIVE UP. NO GIVING UP. I am going to try my hardest to sustain myself from all these tough subjects. Okay, So like what one of my friend say. Don't give up because of one subject. Yes, I'm not giving up BUT i'm having a really HUGE trouble trying to understand the concepts and such. I am so scared of failing/not doing well. Yeah, people always say "Kau pandai pe", "Step bodoh". HAHAHAHAHAHA, the truth is........I am not smart. I actually study really hard to get the results that I got. You have no idea how much pain/stress/anger/heartache I go through everyday, doing the same old shitz and listening to the same old e-lectures just to make sure that I get that topic right. It is such a pain. Some people can understand it when the lecturer teach them but me.........I'm the total opposite. I don't understand on the spot. I have to go home, re-call what the lecturer says and try to use it to help myself and guide myself to study. I can tell you, it's not an easy thing for me. Really.
Okay, so....................................today's pretty good, I guess. Everything's been good, so far. I haven't had any problems for the day. Went to solat with my girl during break and I'm so proud of her ok! She's not those people who always pray all her life. She recently just started to re-learn how to pray and I must say that I really admire her effort in doing so. GOOD JOB SISTAH! ZUHUR AGAIN OK TMR:B. But this time we have to go to school of AS really fast! Hahahaha.
AND I THINK IZZAD HASSAN HAS GOT HIMSELF A FAN OMG. THIS IS SO CREEPY I WONDER WHO IS BEHIND ALL THIS.
I HOPE TOMO'S GONNA BE BETTER THAN TODAY.
TILL THEN, XOXO.
SELAMAT BERPUASA GUYS! :*
