Monday, December 16, 2013
- Monday, December 16, 2013
Yes, I still can't sleep so here's another blog post about : Friendships.
"Friends will either break or make you" - anon.
Well, true enough. And i'm lucky and blessed for all the sweet and religious people around me right now. I think without you guys I wouldn't be as religious as I am now. And also blessed to have those positive people who always always always have the never give up attitude and the always concentrate and be focused on studies attitude.
Just so you know, I've had recent fallouts with a couple of mates this few months. Sigh, and it sucks because I never wanted it to happen. I had two fallouts to be exact. One of which is very unexpected and I never wanted it to happen but it did. I don't know whether its me and my ego or was it really the other person who was trying to test my patience.
Where shall I start? Sigh. I am tired of putting other people before myself first. Why? Simply because...........they don't appreciate. They just don't. They want everybody to accommodate to their schedule and when everybody accommodates, they will have plans to back out la what la. And it's not the first time it happened. When a couple of us told you off, you weren't happy and you left us, left the group. Wow, so that's how much you value our friendship. Instead of mending things, you just left and act as if nothing happened. I wonder if you even felt sorry or felt bad for ditching us for some other set of people who you just met like couple days before. Sigh, idk man.
Next fallout, well, this one wasn't expected. Okay maybe it was. If there's something you ought to know about me, it'll be that I don't really like hanging out/mixing around with people who contantly brings me down. Why? Because I hate feeling all shitty and negative and all about myself. The more shitty I feel, the more paranoid I become and the more my self-confidence will decrease. If you really meant good to me by criticizing me, then i'm sorry. I really don't like to be criticized, well nobody likes to. Maybe an alternative would be telling me nicely instead of just shooting me down with hurtful words. I swear you don't know how many times I broke down and cry because of those words.
Do you want to know a ridiculous story?
One day a boy P fell in love with girl A but girl B was super jealous and girl B wanted to steal boy away from girl A(but girl A doesn't even gives a shit about boy). Girl B did all sort of stuffs to
make boy P fall in love with her including flirting in an obvious way. Boy P doesn't even care about girl B, instead boy P wants to avoid talking to girl B in any way. One day, boy P confessed to girl A about his feelings and then..............................girl A rejected him indirectly because she belongs to someone else. Guess what, girl B dropped girl A a text telling her to back off. Now the problem is, boy P is trying so hard and girl A is not even doing anything...and girl B tells girl A to back off. Ridiculous right? Hahahahhahahahhahahahahaha:D
Okay, it's gonna be 2 soon, shall head to bed(I hope I could manage to).
OAKY GOODNIGHT AND THANKS FOR READING MY BLOG GAISE :B
