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MY BLOG IS DEAD OMAIGOSH. I've been blogging since I was in primary but I kept deleting the posts and when I read back I can only retrieve blog post(s) from secondary. Oh gosh, I would rlly love to read the ones I wrote during primary school but what rotten luck.........HAHAHA. 

Well, it really brought laughter/smiles whenever I read back, recalling a particular incident that happened etc etc. So much happened since the last blog post man. I used to worry so much about getting out of poly and now my worries are gonna increase with my age HAHAHA. Last time...............worries used to be going to Mc Donalds after school without getting caught by my parents. Now................my worries seem to be increasing. School ---> Studies ---> Finance ---> Securing a proper JOB after that ----> Marriage (Probably a long way to go since both Izzad & I need to serve our priorities now and from a recent conversation he accidentally (or maybe not HAHAHA) mentioned that he has savings for the future HA HA HA wonder what future savings heh. When I was just thinking about marriage savings............he shut me out with..................................SAVINGS TO BUY NEW MOTORCYCLE HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. 

In Sha Allah, in 2 years time Izzad and I will accomplish our next milestone together (NOT marriage but something else HO HO HO) and reading about other people's long term relationship(s) online that stops because they no longer have the will to keep the flame alive scares the shit out of me sometimes. Like honestly, in all freaking honesty, Izzad is like my first long term boyfriend because I never dated anyone for close to 4 years already *pats on the back* HAHAHA. The most was close to a year and that relationship took me ages to move on from.......like literally crying buckets everyday for close to 3 years oh damn. Lucky I met Izzad HO HO HO who "accidentally" added me up on Instagram (what a way for a reunion) and brighten up my life (how cliche that sounds, it was actually trueeeeeeeee. Never been happier w/o u babe). So back to the topic, yaaaaaaaaaaa it freaks me out if one day he decides to leave me cause he realizes that there's someone out there who's better than me. I wouldn't even know what to do/how to react seh. Like literally. I don't even wanna think about it but there's so much negative vibes around me damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. 

I rlly hope we can accomplish more things together HAHAHHAHAAH cuz I luv uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu and I have no money to start a future tgd now but wait for a while ok. Maybe in a few years I will have enough money and let's get married HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH what a crappy post. I will probably delete it or laugh my ass off when I read it back in the next few years. 

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, next phase of journey begins in September and next phase of life begins in 19 days but I'm not really expecting anything mehhhhhhhhhhh.

That's all for now, I shall blog when I feel like it. Probably in the next few years HAHAHA Kiddingzzzzzzzzzzzzz.